Life?wat is that?it not happend,wat u think not happend,wat u xpect not happend,wat you wan never happend,wat you hope never happend,wat you wish never don't know when can realise...
sometime you make me duno wat to do,sometime you really treat me so nice,treat me so warm,treat me so sweet,make me wan yi lai i n you...but sometime yuo really treat me so wierd,mayb jz myself sensitive,mayb i look myself inside you more important den you are,the caring manner can change to careless,ignorent,coldness,even not paying attention when we are spenting time together...
i feel like you not longer appreciate what i have done for you,mayb i do many so many thing until you already ba for all the thing i do for you...you not longer hug me in your arm,you not longer care me how i feel what i feel when i need you to be by myside,you not longer apreciate with my understanding and xpecting more n more,sometime i really wish that time would not fly so fast,perhaps i m more happy when the time we use to be together,before...y i have such feeling...
sometime really sad when think about this,it make my tear come down when i write this,i really hope that you can read this(but i think you don't know,cz you still sleep like pig),may b,perhaps you don't know,mayb i shoud send to your mail...
Monday, September 25, 2006
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
today is my birthday,yesterday lgc bring me go buffey o,eat till v 2 stomuch big big,hehe.(tat stupid idiot eat till like having a baby liao.)
chung ling also celebrate with me,but seem like me more xpert compare to them,they cant manage to play me,hahaha,but abit diappoited lo,lgc cnt with me...duno monday he got come n find me not?
to day 1030 cm gona celebrate,gofi tell me not hav present,but got a big surprise,really surprise leh,c my own lgc taking a birthday cake 4 me,really wan hug him n kiss him tat movement...i tough will hav a bday hug,duno he such a bit idiot la,haha,stand still still duno what to do like a puppet...lgc r,u rmb o not?lpc got tell u,i m with you all the time,so u can come n find me,whenever wherever whatever happen and you are,next time anyting happend don't jz do noting stand still2 k?
actually lpc really seriously happy to c u just now,if ltr can hear from you sure be wonderful,look forward to your bday surprise?lpc make it bigger like a boom,k?i know you like a surprise,me too like a surprise,but surprise that arange by you own n by other is not same ma,rite?n different surprise happend different timing ma,k?
ltr tmb sleep early ya,do you love me.yala,i sure wan ask every day la,cannot meh?u rmb drink lot water k?bbgal love u many many much,u shold know tat v3ry clear,rite?
chung ling also celebrate with me,but seem like me more xpert compare to them,they cant manage to play me,hahaha,but abit diappoited lo,lgc cnt with me...duno monday he got come n find me not?
to day 1030 cm gona celebrate,gofi tell me not hav present,but got a big surprise,really surprise leh,c my own lgc taking a birthday cake 4 me,really wan hug him n kiss him tat movement...i tough will hav a bday hug,duno he such a bit idiot la,haha,stand still still duno what to do like a puppet...lgc r,u rmb o not?lpc got tell u,i m with you all the time,so u can come n find me,whenever wherever whatever happen and you are,next time anyting happend don't jz do noting stand still2 k?
actually lpc really seriously happy to c u just now,if ltr can hear from you sure be wonderful,look forward to your bday surprise?lpc make it bigger like a boom,k?i know you like a surprise,me too like a surprise,but surprise that arange by you own n by other is not same ma,rite?n different surprise happend different timing ma,k?
ltr tmb sleep early ya,do you love me.yala,i sure wan ask every day la,cannot meh?u rmb drink lot water k?bbgal love u many many much,u shold know tat v3ry clear,rite?
Wednesday, September 06, 2006
hmm...yesterday so tired,but still manage to listen the thing he wan share with me,hehe,lucky be can be with him share the thing he wan to say 1st minute 1thinking 1person,that is me..hehe
but,the boss tell him i m d one who make him success and cause him down..huh,haih..duno,m i so super meh??i jz one of the element of his life lo...don't woprry,i m not going to stop wat ever u are going to do,as long as you happy,as long as you still remember you have me!...c,i m so ez contented person nia,so no demand...LOVE,is true,is not all about romantic,gain and lose,is aboutacptance of all that is,has been,will be,and not will be...peace is seeing a sunset and knowing who to thank and appreciate..cause the happiest people don't have the best in the world,but they just make the best with all the thing they best,so they have the best!...
i know,start from 0 is far far more than 'hard'...considerate and understanding can be the main to support...sometime i wonder i have this both or nt?did i?sometime i think i m farly not enough understanding for him...just tell if there are some place to add on,dun let me alone mong seng seng at there,k?
love u.
but,the boss tell him i m d one who make him success and cause him down..huh,haih..duno,m i so super meh??i jz one of the element of his life lo...don't woprry,i m not going to stop wat ever u are going to do,as long as you happy,as long as you still remember you have me!...c,i m so ez contented person nia,so no demand...LOVE,is true,is not all about romantic,gain and lose,is aboutacptance of all that is,has been,will be,and not will be...peace is seeing a sunset and knowing who to thank and appreciate..cause the happiest people don't have the best in the world,but they just make the best with all the thing they best,so they have the best!...
i know,start from 0 is far far more than 'hard'...considerate and understanding can be the main to support...sometime i wonder i have this both or nt?did i?sometime i think i m farly not enough understanding for him...just tell if there are some place to add on,dun let me alone mong seng seng at there,k?
love u.
Monday, September 04, 2006
time 7:41pm weather:mizing him
make sense if keep give lot time 4 u 2 do all the thing that 4 yourown good?after sacrify yourself to fullfill his dream?like him love him want him need him,so gotta let him go?(hmm...auther of book say 1,hm...not deny it)
wah...so many homework o...i can predict wat lgc wana tell me if i complain this with him.."who tell you don't want to do?"...or..."do now la,don't waste time anymore"...or...
if i tired,can i lie in your hug?
make sense if keep give lot time 4 u 2 do all the thing that 4 yourown good?after sacrify yourself to fullfill his dream?like him love him want him need him,so gotta let him go?(hmm...auther of book say 1,hm...not deny it)
wah...so many homework o...i can predict wat lgc wana tell me if i complain this with him.."who tell you don't want to do?"...or..."do now la,don't waste time anymore"...or...
if i tired,can i lie in your hug?
now time 7:29pm,jz finish read couple page my book...hehe,jz now wan do my fm homework 1,sorry o(lgc tell me mz do alot hmwrk la,cz i eat a lot magi jz now...)^-^
now eye stop at d crystal u bid 4 me....stupidear use rm6 2 bid it 4 me,after i say pretty he ask me like it not=)...)thanks ya,use left 2nd finger touch it,feel very cold,hehe,cz i put it lot water,from the paip..=p
RealPlayer:track6 7:32pm...room very queit,ur hm go out d,leave ur pity lpc alone here,got fan sound,got keyboard sound,got justin song...same time,i miss you so m u c h m u c h . . .
"Do you love me?" "why you love me?" i use to ask you,i also don't know y,gal always do silly thing,jz like me,hope to get a certain answer,from a very clear yet blur question..."you say leh..."you use to answer me like that...
wat is love?you feel not secure when not hear from him.wat is love?you feel uncomfordtable when you don't know where are him.wat is love?smell lonely when can feel him.wat is love?i know wat is love...some sort like wana die,when time is without you...
now eye stop at d crystal u bid 4 me....stupidear use rm6 2 bid it 4 me,after i say pretty he ask me like it not=)...)thanks ya,use left 2nd finger touch it,feel very cold,hehe,cz i put it lot water,from the paip..=p
RealPlayer:track6 7:32pm...room very queit,ur hm go out d,leave ur pity lpc alone here,got fan sound,got keyboard sound,got justin song...same time,i miss you so m u c h m u c h . . .
"Do you love me?" "why you love me?" i use to ask you,i also don't know y,gal always do silly thing,jz like me,hope to get a certain answer,from a very clear yet blur question..."you say leh..."you use to answer me like that...
wat is love?you feel not secure when not hear from him.wat is love?you feel uncomfordtable when you don't know where are him.wat is love?smell lonely when can feel him.wat is love?i know wat is love...some sort like wana die,when time is without you...
Friday, September 01, 2006
^h a p p y n a t i o n a l d a y^
merdeka,1st time can so happy...lgc bring lpc tp c firework in danga bay,hehe,gofi need wait one day to back home,i fast fast tok can happy happy play go kai kai with my dear dear lo after test...after goin back change n eat,v finally reach there d...got a very good policewomen(lgc say 1 lo,hehe),ask 4 direction...we walk..chat...laugh...eat 'mang jiang kuih'...but 'chipmore'...play boat(yeah~lpc like sam pa lau,never play b4)...can c fire work later,on d lake,with d paradel boat,n of course with my lag(is lgc idea la,he say can c firework up there near near mz b fun 1..hehe)...so i take my 1st paradel boat,with my lgc...EH,got fish leh..WAH,d fish can fly leh,wah,n fly inside our boat...
finally,the firework...eh,wait a minute,y so small n so far..(lgc very disappointed le...)and then got a fire work at land site,wah firework nearer and nearer lpc...so happy,altot so small but me ald so happy d....
suddenly,we hear a huge sound,come from a very near,when v still playing with that fish flying into our boat jz...WOW..lgc,i cant believe it,is a firework,fall rite infront my eye,so sos ososososososoososo big,so huge,so round,more more more beautiful,coming up next,side...so so like huge mushroon in d sky,and become tiny tiny star(act is fire bug)fall down like a snow rain,so beautiful....and "PING PANG PING PANG",i watch till lying on my life jacket,lgc even sked me fall into d water,i like him so much when he holding me tide tide ^-^...but d fire snow become bigger when d fire work become bigger,n drop into the water(damn d person say at the other side,where got,no side,is up side!)...RUN,lgc,lpc very sked leh tiny2 fire fall into boat...
haha,finally finish d firework d...wah really amazing,d big mushroom fall rite infornt my eye,one den one time nearer and nearer....2day is d wonderful day,i m d most xinfu small lady in d world,i have my big man beside me,we do many thing together,n 4 d 1st time,,,,merdeka,i love you so much...
finally,the firework...eh,wait a minute,y so small n so far..(lgc very disappointed le...)and then got a fire work at land site,wah firework nearer and nearer lpc...so happy,altot so small but me ald so happy d....
suddenly,we hear a huge sound,come from a very near,when v still playing with that fish flying into our boat jz...WOW..lgc,i cant believe it,is a firework,fall rite infront my eye,so sos ososososososoososo big,so huge,so round,more more more beautiful,coming up next,side...so so like huge mushroon in d sky,and become tiny tiny star(act is fire bug)fall down like a snow rain,so beautiful....and "PING PANG PING PANG",i watch till lying on my life jacket,lgc even sked me fall into d water,i like him so much when he holding me tide tide ^-^...but d fire snow become bigger when d fire work become bigger,n drop into the water(damn d person say at the other side,where got,no side,is up side!)...RUN,lgc,lpc very sked leh tiny2 fire fall into boat...
haha,finally finish d firework d...wah really amazing,d big mushroom fall rite infornt my eye,one den one time nearer and nearer....2day is d wonderful day,i m d most xinfu small lady in d world,i have my big man beside me,we do many thing together,n 4 d 1st time,,,,merdeka,i love you so much...
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