usm

Just finish my report, sit totally more than 2 hour jz to type it out, really cant understand where is the point I doing such thing until finger pain of typing…
Today I saw USM bus in UTM, basically I should feel ‘got home’ when say plat start with P, but the 1st thing flash in my mind, was another thing.
USM make me think of a girl, that I still feel sorry to her until now… That is why I ask u what u feels if u saw the bus? I wonder she still contact you, this make me think that if one day the situation happened to me, do you still will remember me?still will contact me?or still will think of me? Think of her if she contact u, I will abit not hapi.
i wonder how are we if one day long distant, I not like tat kind of relationship. I wonder why ppl can survive one week not contact each other. But I just know I cant tahan tat kind of feeling…
iz giv wat she wan is being nice to her? But someone said that guys prefer accompany her, but if cant make it, give what she wan is the only way.but sometime is not can or cannot, is wan to not.
Tat day watch something, make me know something, guys keep wan a gf that can understanding him, but act guy is very easy to understand, but jz duno y sometime thing is not hard to understand, but hard to make understanding…
but now i learn to think hapi thing rather remember not hapi thing...but still hard to forget all the thing that have done...i think i m evil and guilty

...Last night i have a lot of nightmare, i dream of "PSM" drop on my head, all my assignment paper become mushmaro and jumpy jumpy on my desk i can't wait to chew them up, and i break up with my dear darling liao...may be recently got too much pressure from my academic..yiks...i don't like assignment discussion report assignment discussion report and TEST, keep repeat and repeating...

just now surf to sakae sushi's web page, rm16.80++ weekday from 3pm-6pm, but i think got lunch and dinner buffet,people say suki not bad, some say tei sushi also...i think will much more better compare to sushi king...kakaka i think i need to depress liao, cause my brain started to stuck already...i need fresh air for my entire new idea for my project..y-e-a-r-k~~i still can feel my mouth so tasteless after recover from my sickness...steamboat,wakaka,so bad, timing is not good enough, i like food i want fun, i can't just every minute thinking about those paper work, that will make me crazy, break break break,just give me a break i will come back soon k...

maybe i need a new hair style, thinking want to cut it and make my hair curly but messy, look more trendly and pretty smart and yet cute and stubborn head..haha,just like my style...

i want go out and play, i can't live just facing all the paper and typing "formal" thing all day long...feel so stuck and suck!where is my buddy!!! hey buddy i need you, where are you???

today i invent a new theory, call " want simplify complicated stuff, but in the end will mess it into more complicated" the right ways is just open one eye and close one eye, remain all the thing as it normal(actually like this is ad normal, like kinda complicated relationship)...perhaps it will back to normal automatically,who knows?

a bonding trip eee-eark

i experience an ok, jz ok bonding trip this year, act is juz a boding trip, why d yong tau fu wan make it so serious? activities no pack enuf, tentatif not follow goood enough...bla bla bla...y she cant learn wat is fleaxible,is jus a relax trip, what she thinking?wan make it like a trainning camp?
"previouslu previously previosly"keep compare previously, but y not learn from pass and make all the accident keep renew and renew...so so not understand...
and after complaint this is a LUXURY trip, wat wat wat already 35 + hep sponshor bus and budget 300...den why u still eat over 10 chinken wing and yell not enuf?sumore tapao back all the rambutan? like san pa lao...sam pat!
without her will be more enjoyable...hahaha..everyone also say so, and tuk on her back...kakaka,so evil me!hehe
but can say ok la this trip,at least gain something and know some thing more clearly,but one thng for sure that act can be improve better...who knows ya!..

i feel sad,and mad,and tl...some how people not understand me,keep 'wat' me...is not say i not help,is when i ask u keep quiet,ignore and pretend not listen,and now blaming me?what kind of human u are?

i seem like got alot of unhappiness thing happend this few day, and got no 1 that i can su ku,feel suffer.that kind of people name friend keep ignore, make fun of me, and i jz can act like they are transparent, how come i can share with them howi feel.and some how the one keep turn cold face to me,when i need, he will not be around, and if will,the only thing tat he will say is "dun think too much la"until i can predict what his response...

i not even wan to sprit single word from my mount now, is meaningless cz no 1 willing to hear and listen and understand and comfort me...i feel like i already become a ya ba,duno wat to talk, duno who to talk...i wan to protect myself, without expectation from other, and this make me become selfish...

i wan marriage!!!!!!!!!!!!!! don't wan to do thing by own l iao.find a person tat can take care of me,love me,understand me,got money,do not hurt me,good personality and characteristic,know how to protect me and ownself, ok looking, and marrige, so tat i no need to border so much of thing,simple and easy...cz i feel so so so so so so 'line'

my school is @#$% >-*

buses need wait, lunch dinner need wait, use cicit need wait, wifi need wait...i know the world is make to wait, but, buses wait, and not enough space to sit even to stand or even to go inside; lunch dinner wait, but not enough,is not tasty is not delicious at all, and is not for normal ppl eat, i am very easy contented,like tat also feel suck! see, how suck was the condition is?cict har?in malaysia book record,slow and yet cannot loading of the page,not enough pc, wait here and ther and yet cant get 1; wifi?altot wan make whole campus like a wireless broadband place, pls la,update abit, spent more abit,make more quality la,cannot access u lauch for wat? some more charge hundred something for student to use the suck facilities, all the blood sucker!
i been rather pay money for all the good facilities,rather than u give it free but cannot use at all.wat for?wasting every1's spirit and money only...SUCK !!!