Life living under people roof

Wana know how was my interview with ITG? Hehe...running smooth, i get the job offered on the spot. Kinda shock after getting know they impress of my perfomance. But lucky i stand back my excitement, asking for 3 days consideration...Hehe, after thinking and thinking, i decide to reject the job. ITG Ms Teo just call me now, ask me when can work? Bit bu hao yi shi to tell her i cannot work for ITG. She like bit disappoited lo. Asking me why? Apologies from me for any inconvenience and hope you pas my chance to other more suitable people la.

Ah EE whole family treat me very nice. first day i reach here, ah EE bring me to Giant, see got what stock wan to in. Than she buy me a new mattress put in guess room as my personal bed. so happy. Uncle more cute, he said if i decide to work wif ITG, just stay with them can d, no need rent a room outside. But he kinda encourage me job in S'pore.

This two days in ah EE house, i very guai d, not watch drama at all. My bb laptop abit angry me d, cause i just use it to online, surf net...After i think again, abit pei fu CZ thinking liao. So, made a new decision. Finding a normal job at Singapore, no need so tough job. Around $1500-1800 will do. General clerk also not bad. Stable work load and daily work time. After work i still got alot time to do my own thing, that i like. Weekend can come back JB, ah EE will cook nice nice food, lgc will bring me go kai kai, and have couple student to tuition to earn extra pocket money. So, i already msg T.chu liao. Ask him to search some tuition for me.

Yesterday went to Yuan Yuan study place, Fairview International School. I notice that the teaching environment there not bad. After chatting with those teacher, feeling that bit qing song the job. so i will try my luck apply a job from fairview. Secondly, i download some info regard CIMB complete banker programmed d. I will send my resume to them as well. Since my very 1st formal career interview, added my confident toward getting a job. But feel sorry to people around me lo, they kinda more aggressive than me, help me find job. Uncle buy me S'pore paper. Ah EE also, find newspaper colum, ask me phone this company that company. This make me pai seh nia.

Like C said, no need so rushy to get in a job. After so many 'real' example from people around me, all become so tense when work. Is totally not my style. so i need to be more prepare if really join a workforce. G-style life is not my style of life. J-style life also not my style of like. How say, artistic person like me, more suitable for self-enjoyment and colorful life, HAHA, not boring type.

P/s: LGC, ah EE today cook pig leg Chu leh. and your favourite flour base: pumkin bread, hehehe, i help u eat ya!~ ^^

ITG, i coming soon

hmm...tonight i will taking bus back to JB. Assume reach Sri putri around 8am, wednesday. Why so rushy? Actually i have an interview with ITG at tampoi 330pm, as indirect purchaser wo. actually i also don't know do wat 1. jz know need to deal with china coming client. So, pretty sure that my chinese language is not bad la. Just now surf to their net, they got direct linkage with HQ office at S'pore leh~This is the most excited news that i get this morning. Haha, mean chances i transfer to HQ office will be high lo. Wish me all the best ya. if they hire me, i will consider working with them ba. Make my dream to S'pore career nearer leh~yeah...

But dad kinda worry especially i leaving this home 'safety zone'. So he keep fat man zang. fa pi qi. i know he worry about me. Mom said when i NS, he cant sleep for 3 night. When i in UTM, he cant sleep for1 week. Lucky! sunday i told him. so he just cant sleep for 2 night d. dad r, he very canning 1 lo. he said i can ask uncle aunty to search job for me. NO WAY! though want spying around me ya. def don't want. they sure will kap sat me if i got job from aunty uncle. some more cannot argue so much about salary, and job place. And uncle aunty sure will report everything i done to my dad. Abukaka, he wan put spy around me. but i clever. so i run as far as i could.

But think deeper. i stay at jb he ald cannot fang xin liao ar. how if i work in s' pore leh. some more i wan go oversea study leh~... act i not mind if he find a good job for me, i can stay in home. but he not find for me and gam cham so much. this is what most of child cannot tahan for.

Anywhere, i appreciate for his worries 1, hehe. Girl ar, feel happy when got guys worry about them. wish me LUCK ya! have any news regard the company. do let me know ya. >.-

p/s: he sure wil happy lo. cause i finally not yi lai in him d. May be he just want a peaceful life that i stay some how a distance from him. Because he think i am duo luo angel + noise naughty little monster, spoilt his precious time with his fren ba. remember to drink water and pray hard hard for you lpc o~

Energetic blue fish

hehe, guess what i am doing now? blue fish today feel so energetic, don't know why. So, after wake up from sweet sweet oi oi, and breakfast, now she searching and apply for job vacancy d. 1st time she so motivate to find her really first job that 'must be able to work in minimum 1 year period' :p Blue fish ar, see, she kinda 'when have heart and want will do the best for you', haha. May be this is one of her super power also ^^

Ah dear ar, he no good 1 lo. tell him i wan learn piano, be able to read and play minimum one song for him. But he pour me cold water and grab my back leg wo. He said me are not able to learn what people take years to learn in just a week...*Sigh, poor blue fish. But refresh back what had done in F5, because of interest she don't care what people claim and determine to take another Art subject. May be talented, she just use 10 hours, borrow a book, a day before to study theory. A bit amazing, unbelievable, she able to get A for her Art subject. This incident had create a big support in her life since that. Well, i think miracle will happen again. How? Since very small blue fish's life full of miracle and a lot of positive unexpected incident leh~

Share with you what my gold goal ya. Just now tell mom will open a dog dog shop in sort of 2 year time, earn some money and open kindergarten. Then go oversea to study around two year. Me ar, kinda shot shot 1, know why i want to work now? 1st, is to clam parent's uncertainty heart. 2nd ar, hmm...i think is want to work as employee before i become employer...hehehe...

Ops!~ gotta go. Mom calling d. TaTa~

Kek Kai Shi dream

Yeah~watch finish Kek Kai Shi d (-.-" is not so happy to yeah about...) Now online at ama house lo...perhaps he is too tired d ba, sleep ki? or at gym now? or watch drama? or phone spoilt? or line not good? can't get his msg r...(Girl, always giving so many excuses for just a little stuff that she cannot predict...to comfort her uncertainty ^^ Silly girl) Said want to msn with him ar...>.< haih...wireless san san de 1, Go me na sai ne, lgc.

Kek Kai Shi also not bad ma, Mo shi Mu ri Kun every day sleep in class also lecturer not scold him. The only exchange for his super power is responsibility to protect the land gua. Can summon little Gami to do work also not bad ma -.-"!! Wake up Wake up. Blue fish, you also have super power ma, your super power is (happy go luck + fa dai) duo luo angel ba. So you gotta face your future stronger. Your responsibility now is find job, make $, save $, support family $, protect your self, protect your family...-. - Same tough job as Mo shi Mu ri Kun leh~can do it o not?

Like u said, i got a bit goal, but facing obstacle. Yellow land, small, smaller enough the support i get to generate yong ki and energy...smaller enough...so cold and blue...so little encouragement to face challenge, felt alone...Blur blur background, cannot see, cannot predict what is infront, cannot tell where is the future...

Me ar, is kind of human lack of a push...where is my push...where are you...

Paint's Mind, Heart, Soul

Told a friend before. If feel sad, wanna make clear about something, try to watch drama or series. Perhaps can learn something from that. Finally i know why recently keep watching 'Lucky Star'. May be i need my lucky star as well, white horse prince who can save me, give me courage. Nah...some how, it just a movie.

Just now dinner, dad told to find job in Penang...he said new government, new policy, new hope. I knew, he don't want me to leave home anymore. The last time i made a decision is, when graduated from Matriculation College. I choose JB. I am kinda 'run-away' person. Giving excuse i could not find myself in Penang, so i travel so far until reach JB, hopefully can find myself in JB. But now...again, i trying 'run-away', to S'pore...Friend said, final limited is end of this month, must guai guai find job liao.

I am finding my job now, but some how, refuse company interview, reject job offer. I scared, scared those commitment into job. Nemo dad take so long and far to Sydney, Australia, to find Nemo. Blue Fish just from JB to S'pore...Really hope they can support me. They not understand. I will continue lazy and lose my motivation for life challenge if i stay in my home, the safety zone...

This afternoon, finish a painting in less than 4 hour. Perhaps...have some inspiration suddenly. People said drawing can tell what inside your mind. I believed that. Brother said is a tree, that have no leaf, that only can see during Winter. Winter is cold. Staring again to my own painting, felt a bit lonely, a bit scared. I think the only thing i need and want now is encouragement, and you are the only person who will continue support me whenever and whatever i faced.

But may be because of this, started lose my confident toward own self, slowly, losing my confident into this relationship. Some how i manage to know that. He couldn't remember words. He seldom make promises. i know, he scared he can't make it after giving hope, fake hope. Because of this, i don't want him to make promises, that cannot be realize. But sometime, girl need promises. In order for them stay committed, confident and secure toward a relationship. Nah...he will not agree with my point 1, and simply giving excuse 'u watch too much drama d'...

Blue Fish 'Table Lamp Project' SUCCESS!

Finally, tomorrow is Saturday, Lgc have two day rest day for him gym, fishing, rest and shopping d...Dead fish Lgc currently will become happy fish liao^^...He arr, very Tai Tao Ha 1, always forget thing, drop at office la, kuliah la, lab la...pencil case, phone cover, pendrive...one day he sure will forget his lpc >.<" Remember to drink more water o~ Don't get sick liao

Senarai Tampal not yet annouce my result yet, a bit worry lo~recently cannot sleep well, not gastric wake up during midnight, but night mare T.T Chi Cham o~ though came home will not have night mare and gastric, how know also the same.

Know what blue fish busy recent days? Hehe~like what i said, busy to make table lamp ma. Here is the result. Wow, unbelievable, so awesome, look so pretty leh. Not bad ma, my hand craft, i think can sell it liao, haha. Blue fish hand craft, always bring surprise to people around~ could not doubt that, i have pretty hand that can come out with pretty work~ (Sure, :) have bit bit clever mind as well, HAHAHAHA!) Thanks to Mommy, she helped in my 'Table Lamp Project', as always, without you, life like incompletenesses liao ^^ (P/s: 'Table Lamp Project' use 3 days to complete leh, of course, 4 unit ma, but include time for searching material and ordering n waiting all that la~ ^^, How? gao not blue fish?)

The Electrical items Seller scared i 1st time do will get 'short'
But, Blue Fish clever ma,
This type of thing, not hard at all :p

Connect all the stuff become like this, than....

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.*TADA! one of my table lamp
Look not bad leh, pretty ma?

*YAHOO~Blue Fish 'Table Lamp Project'
SUCCESS!~

P/s: Below is the place we went to have our 'Early Mother's Day' Dinner, 2 mother (Ama & Mommy), is a Seafood Restaurant at beach side~

*Lgc, i can see your home town from here leh~
(far far away, about 2cm from left,
the tallest buliding is Komtar lo~)

*Hehe, i know u miss Penang island
so Blue fish 'Tak Tang' upload photo for u
'the night scene of Penang Island'
(From Butterworth, Bagan Ajam Beach Side)

Lgc internship start tomorrow Liao, haha~

Today lgc go back JB d, tomorrow his internship start (Sad sad d~when bus depart, did you feel you go farer & farer from lpc?) I think now the only thing he can feel is headache and sleepy head gua, haha. Blue fish also want to go clubbing ma, if got chance, let u pity pity alone at home, hehe. Like this only sound like blue fish ma, naughty fish. You so sad holiday have few day, i so sad can't even have the thing name 'semester holiday' d, cause i cannot have study time liao (^^ nevermind la, i holiday for you; you study hard for me la)

Well, Sunday, is the day for brother go back to his hostel for weekday study. Damm...jealous and envy, he can study while i graduate d. Dad morning when for doctor medical check up, doctor said his cholesterol and blood pressure bit higher liao (Why leh? is it i coming back and do something wrong that make abukaka angry?!? No la, i always as guai as possible be his guai guai bao bei daughter 1 ma).

Before drop brother at Butterworth Jetty (He take ferry to go back to Penang hostel by own, of course la, sure got buses ma, so big man liao, must learn bit to become independent 1, abo how? although i very willing to follow him go to his hostel to have my unlimited jobless holiday, haha, his room damm comfortable, sure la, level 15th leh~), we went to beach side sea food restuarant to have our lunch (Dad said want eat feng fu bit, as brother birthday related meal wo ^^) Got rice la (of course la, brother is rice bucket ma), steam fish, fry sotong, and garlic steam lala...Wa, eat until me so full o. Sea wind blow~so comfortable, wave sound so nice while having lunch. Oh ya, i got take some picture o~ i like sea, especially all those thing which related to sea!

Right Upper spot, is the other seafood restaurant o~

My table of lunch today, is next to the sea o~
Wonderful! i love it...the Sea la~

Life beside sea, sure is fisherman life la,
but i think all those fish rope here is belong to old time d
teenager now a day, who want to go sea catch fish earn money leh~

Brother said this photo mainly is focusing on the middle the 'Blur-blur' spot
Did you know what is that? (cause i don't know)

Can see Penang island from here leh~
the good of Butterworth beach side:
Always let you know that Penang island always appear on sea bed, haha

Walao, brother also not very good ho treat me, ask me 'don't forget' to top up his phone for him before he went to take his ferry. Sure, since i 'currently' jobless, your sister me will help u inform our family financial consultant and supplier. haha. Abukaka said want go 'fake flower house', see got what flower can buy to decorate home's fish pond. But the only thing that blue fish interest in that shop was the lace's rebon, thinking can use to make the table lamp, haha. Yeah~finally got thing to do d. Tomorrow will go buy some light bulb, batery socket and wayer, Blue fish going to D-I-Y babe table lamp d. Yahoo~so excited nia!~ (Beside fake flower shop, we do go for landscape garden, support the green, is our family's basic norm ma, kekeke)

This is the real flower o~
first time i saw this special species flower, look like bird

Guai guai blue fish today not only help mum transfer her cactus to a bigger port, but also help her cooked dinner ma. Our dinner today is : Cause dad lo, he said he want to have some 'extraordinary' dinner :p simple + easy. After dinner, i saw Dua Pek cutting his bonsai at garden, i very good heart ma, as generous + kind lovely in Pang's family, good niece help uncle clean up the bonsai leaf lo (Wah~really alot leh, sweat alot after dinner, can treat as today's exercise d ^^) Mou kai la, who ask i am such good people wo~ hehe.

p/s: 'Dai Jiak' of generous...now my waist very pain o~ You Sun Kuat Tong arr~~

Life after i graduate

Yes, today is the 4th day i came back from JB. haih...very unlucky ar, maybe the time & period for 'fooding' blue fish is incorrect or inappropriate, since i reach here, Tuesday ma, already suffer gastric attack d. Cham r, i can't even find where is my home's Milo put ar, i though home so poor, Milo finish liao no money buy, how know is mum not top up, haha. Pain Pain *-' , stomach like burning from inside...if Lgc here, he will definitely make hot milo for me, n 'take' me go c doctor liao :p

Gastric Medicine ar, how come you can finish so fast leh~

See, left two only. Lgc will scold again for not go see doctor.

Hmm...wanna know after so many day i reach home, what had i done? Well, i totally enjoy my life with family, precious family time, let u all know, i just unpack my lugage yesterday, haha, geng leh. Abukaka and mum pam me alot of yummy food. I think because of this reason, i suffer gastric, for eating too much food too frequent until my body cannot react toward this sudden change of my meal schedule. Consequences? Besides i suffer gastric pain, wake up middle of night cannot sleep, i think i also finish almost all my gastric medicine d. Must ask brother help me buy some more d.

Well, this is my lugage since my 3 years study in UTM.
Photo show not much lugage i have ma ^^

Well, at least blue fish discover a very special and lucky news. Nop, is not i get an offer from any job (Don't forget blue fish now is fresh graduate and jobless...). Hehe, is i discover my new home finally can access wireless from beside grandmother's house liao (that is why blue fish now can online here lo). I guess this will be a big superior news for me, kekeke. Next time can online at my own home d d:

People asked, how r, what is your plan next? Well, after this 'Personal Resting and Charging Period', may be will go Singapore for job (Haih...again, CV lazy to write, how i suppose to get a job leh...Lazy + Duo Luo Blue Fish...) By the way, dad finally agree want to sponsor a laptop for brother d. Acer now is the most economical brand in Malaysia. I think i will ask uncle help me buy. Now the problem is, if the new laptop look nicer, may be i will change my old laptop with new laptop, let brother use my old laptop, hahaha. Bad leh, well...as always la, Blue Fish is like that ma, the only princess and the truly princess in Pang's family.

~The Wild Mushroom~
Although Blue Fish is princess in the Pang's Family,
but how say as a family member, i also got help water plant.

If not where got so many miracle discover in my home's yard garden leh

Wish can grow more, so my garden will look like bit magic world.
*Because of this reason, blue fish nearly every morning search for new growing wild mushroom in garden leh~

But, since i already come back my lovely home town, i think the only thing i concern now is eat and play and rest gua, hehehe. But bit pity lgc, he can't even had enough time for resting this holiday, he going to help sis's shop, no time for him to play around and fooling with friend. Don't not happy la, may be they all currently now understand ma. lpc sayang sayang...M-u-a-r-K!

P/s: Blue fish got wake up around 8-830am to jogging o~, healthy life for my 'too much and too frequent yummy meal' incident, hehe^^ Gatto go, Dad calling d, c ya!~