Suddenly keen of blogging...don't know why
Eh, why my blog cannot insert photo d? even where is the font button...
Hmm...
Any where, today got free meal~ ^^
Manager treat eat super big+long Fish Ball (bit hard, not nice)
Than Boss come, change wall poster wo
That day we taken in Boarding House one...
He damm happy, giving out our ($100) last month compensate!
Manager being tam, treat us eat tong sui ^^
BOP BOP BOP BOP (*bubble sound*)
HAPPY! (really?!!? doubting too...)
Can i really luanch my Pet House?
Hmm...NO IDEA!
Nothing can be true, other than i write in a resign letter
Don't know Boss will sad not if i resign??!!
Haha`i not think so, maybe he release
Cause finally me this 'Jiak-Liao-Bi' employee going to resign d
Customer really alot uneducated lo! HNG! LOW!
Another 2 hour, going to Pang Kang d...very soon =.=" *sweat!
Hoping for a good rest sleep, tiring leh...
Thursday, July 30, 2009
Saturday, July 18, 2009
"The Devil"
In the middle of 'wu-liao-ing', i swim to facebook, playing Tarrot Card.
How come the outcome is " THE DEVIL"
"Your Tarot reading drew the Devil card which foretell's a series of unexpected events. A sudden change in your life is comming, and the ending of a friendship is near. Loss of money during this time is possible and the disruption from these event's will play havack on your life. But do not fear, in time these event's will pass, and you will adapt to the new change's in your life. Patience and a calm attitude will help with the transfer into these new change's."
Unexpected event will occur and make a sudden change in my life??!!?? My resign?
Ending of Friendship??!!?? mean who?
Loss of money leh?!!?? My dog course??!! or given up this job for dream?
Hmm...Time pass i will adapt to my new life??!! is it mean life in KL? or UK?
Conclusion, all i need is Patient+Calm...mean i no need guess right now right? All the thing will resolve...haih~This card like sound not pretty good to me ...= .="
p/s: Arghh~headache ><"
How come the outcome is " THE DEVIL"
"Your Tarot reading drew the Devil card which foretell's a series of unexpected events. A sudden change in your life is comming, and the ending of a friendship is near. Loss of money during this time is possible and the disruption from these event's will play havack on your life. But do not fear, in time these event's will pass, and you will adapt to the new change's in your life. Patience and a calm attitude will help with the transfer into these new change's."
Unexpected event will occur and make a sudden change in my life??!!?? My resign?
Ending of Friendship??!!?? mean who?
Loss of money leh?!!?? My dog course??!! or given up this job for dream?
Hmm...Time pass i will adapt to my new life??!! is it mean life in KL? or UK?
Conclusion, all i need is Patient+Calm...mean i no need guess right now right? All the thing will resolve...haih~This card like sound not pretty good to me ...= .="
p/s: Arghh~headache ><"
Thursday, July 16, 2009
Sad Morning
Supposing today is a happy day, cause i off today.
But recently i very 'black' + 'sui', alot of unhappy thing happend to me...
1. Wan kat customer no communicate mother & daugther blame me
2. Stupid maid forget to bring my breakfast to office
3. She has left we all and be together with her father, God do love her so muc
4. Stupid Wifi cannot in, change password maybe
5. In the end, i cant do anything, so helpless....
Cannot online, is just like taking my life away, i can live without talking a single word each day
But i cannot live without my life without any single internet connection
i think i got some time no blogging here....c ya friends, do take care!
But recently i very 'black' + 'sui', alot of unhappy thing happend to me...
1. Wan kat customer no communicate mother & daugther blame me
2. Stupid maid forget to bring my breakfast to office
3. She has left we all and be together with her father, God do love her so muc
4. Stupid Wifi cannot in, change password maybe
5. In the end, i cant do anything, so helpless....
Cannot online, is just like taking my life away, i can live without talking a single word each day
But i cannot live without my life without any single internet connection
i think i got some time no blogging here....c ya friends, do take care!
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
i want to sleep
Don't felt like blogging recently...no topic?...hmm, maybe tired (i want KM900, nice & cool, but is LG lo, LG wo, why the brand is LG??!! =.=")
i am tired of this job. Mama said is it i stress? stress everywhere also have, if boring, then find another new job lo, she said. But if really find another job, and is in SG. i rather stick back to this one. As i said, every job is boring, is stress, so look for highest, not the farest (i mean salary la, not place)
Seem like lost of mood of resign d, after papa called. i do tell him i want study (my dog plan), but he misunderstanding me, he thought i want go for oversea study, he said he support FULLY (nah, just mentally only ><"...)
yesterday kena TOTO $30, simply simply bought 50cent, tot of can get 1 million dollar, dare to dream big ma. if kena, den straight 'bye bye', 3 month notice also LET IT, haha (dreamig dreaming), not bad la, at least still have $30 better than nothing (thanks to my maid, Yayan, who help me Q up & buy, i plan to treat u eat McD one, but who ask you forget to bring the toast that u make me for today breakfast, no toast no McD! hng!) Yayan full name is YAYAN HANAYANI BT TOTO NARTA, is it because your father name is TOTO, so i can get TOTO?
Just now wan kat bos come, ask again how business =.= sian lo~ keep asking the same question, i need to answer the same answer, again & again. Bos secretly told my manager, said "Wei, help shan shan do sale leh, if not later she no sale she run away & resign leh" hmm...(manager told me 1 lo, haih, cause our compay no secret 1 ma, haha. Run away!!??!! thought me is maid meh, i will officially give u resing letter 1, don't worry :P ) i don't know why bos said so...felt so T_T life so meaningless...
LGC!!! Success people always lonely 1. i know you feeling life is boring, u seem like lost in somewhere, but u said is up to you ma, so i am pretty sure u will achive what u want. Wei, remember include my name under your 'future' list leh
p/s: tomorrow off day, going do what leh? any sugesstion?
i am tired of this job. Mama said is it i stress? stress everywhere also have, if boring, then find another new job lo, she said. But if really find another job, and is in SG. i rather stick back to this one. As i said, every job is boring, is stress, so look for highest, not the farest (i mean salary la, not place)
Seem like lost of mood of resign d, after papa called. i do tell him i want study (my dog plan), but he misunderstanding me, he thought i want go for oversea study, he said he support FULLY (nah, just mentally only ><"...)
yesterday kena TOTO $30, simply simply bought 50cent, tot of can get 1 million dollar, dare to dream big ma. if kena, den straight 'bye bye', 3 month notice also LET IT, haha (dreamig dreaming), not bad la, at least still have $30 better than nothing (thanks to my maid, Yayan, who help me Q up & buy, i plan to treat u eat McD one, but who ask you forget to bring the toast that u make me for today breakfast, no toast no McD! hng!) Yayan full name is YAYAN HANAYANI BT TOTO NARTA, is it because your father name is TOTO, so i can get TOTO?
Just now wan kat bos come, ask again how business =.= sian lo~ keep asking the same question, i need to answer the same answer, again & again. Bos secretly told my manager, said "Wei, help shan shan do sale leh, if not later she no sale she run away & resign leh" hmm...(manager told me 1 lo, haih, cause our compay no secret 1 ma, haha. Run away!!??!! thought me is maid meh, i will officially give u resing letter 1, don't worry :P ) i don't know why bos said so...felt so T_T life so meaningless...
LGC!!! Success people always lonely 1. i know you feeling life is boring, u seem like lost in somewhere, but u said is up to you ma, so i am pretty sure u will achive what u want. Wei, remember include my name under your 'future' list leh
p/s: tomorrow off day, going do what leh? any sugesstion?
Saturday, July 11, 2009
DAMM GUTS & COURAGE!
I ALSO WISH I CAN BE LIKE HER, WORK 3 DAYS, NOT HAPPY, RESIGN!
GUT AND COURAGE CAN EAT?
HONESTLY, FROM YOUR HEART, WILL U SUPPORT ME IF I REALLY MAKE A DECISION?
BUT HOW COME I NOT BELIEVE THAT U WILL?
I ONLY CAN TRUST MY SELF, SELF FISH BLUE FISH!
she want to runaway...
fish pain & tear no1 know, cause she is in water; fish no water will die, like player no supporter...
GUT AND COURAGE CAN EAT?
HONESTLY, FROM YOUR HEART, WILL U SUPPORT ME IF I REALLY MAKE A DECISION?
BUT HOW COME I NOT BELIEVE THAT U WILL?
I ONLY CAN TRUST MY SELF, SELF FISH BLUE FISH!
she want to runaway...
fish pain & tear no1 know, cause she is in water; fish no water will die, like player no supporter...
Friday, July 10, 2009
!@#$%&* DAY
Today so KA NA SAI (ops! so rude, is not me o, is evil me)
Cause today 'kek' by ks ks employer (kia su + kia si), kek si wa! *angry angry angry!!!
Some one ask 'hey, got update your blog?"
ok lo, because of you only ya, special for you. Although i been go through day in facebooking, MSNing (but i do have tonnes of work load to finish, just no mood, is ok, NOT TOP URGENT CASE, haha ><" allowed me to take some free air, going die d feel like)
Cause today 'kek' by ks ks employer (kia su + kia si), kek si wa! *angry angry angry!!!
Some one ask 'hey, got update your blog?"
ok lo, because of you only ya, special for you. Although i been go through day in facebooking, MSNing (but i do have tonnes of work load to finish, just no mood, is ok, NOT TOP URGENT CASE, haha ><" allowed me to take some free air, going die d feel like)
In order to motivate me, i write some note"Gan-ba-tte, hardworking"
*i really proud of my self, i take a photo of it using webcam*
*LPQ, u are so clever girl*
"Then i discover, this motivated note got alot of 'Lat', mean energy...
><" GOD, help me, now i really bo lat liao...(tonnes of work load & file, so sorry, i will finish you by tomorrow la, forgive me T_T)"
Monday, July 06, 2009
GOOD DAY! ^^
This morning wake up felt sad...
Actually i have feel so -ve for pass few month, gastric till sleep, crying till sleep, or watch drama till fall asleep. WTH~i living my life like vampire, working sleeping working sleeping...(T_T carol said i am emo emo)
Just now msn with lgc, he said actually can take some course. Suddenly i like *Ding* some kinda wake up...i think i shud do what i want, not what i need (not understand? Let me explain). "Do what i need" is "i need to work, i need money"(clg ask me what for i come to work, is it because of the malayrice, tell u all o, the malay rice super nice o, i really come to work because i want to eat it, haha); "Do what i want" is "do something make me happy, what i really want for better life, to achieve my dream"
So, hahahahaha (siao liao lpq, she totally siao liao) i have full of mood now. Guess what, i am blogging in the middle of working hour, in office, using office pc, and come out my '2-different-future-plan'
Plan A
Resign my current job, go for a dog course in KL, working partimer in pet shop, after finish the couse for about 10weeks, go for a exam, successfully take a cert, than proceed for my cureer--Dog Grooming/Breed House
Advantages:
1. Can have a lot of happiness, cause i am doing what i want
2. Can have lgc by my side, free time can go for movie with pop corn(i mean real movie in cinema, not sitting on bed, curve into my pillow & watch pps with pity junk food)
3. Can minggle with alot of puppy cause i work in pet shop
4. Get new knowledge
5. Have 'family', lgc family as substitue
6. Go shopping with carol~spent $$$ for cloth, shoe, & super duper YUMMY YUMMY MEAL
7. Can go back KB meet parents, meet Ah ma
Disadvantages:
1. Need to invest money into dog course for about rm10k
2. Might need to purchase a car
3. I think aunty will temporary let me stay gua (save rental ^^ hehe)
4. Social with lgc family :(
5. Temporary become unemployment
6. Give up my new laptop plan, postpone my Contiki tour, give up my LX-3 camera
Plan B
Resign my current job, apply for 'working-holiday visa', tentative rename it as 'my UK-study-$-plan', visa approve, book an air ticket go UK, study for art or course that i want to, maybe stay with cousin 1st (hmm...don't know they can let me squise in the room not ><), rent a room, find a part time job, after 2 year, finish my course and job, come back malaysia, that time only take my dog course, than in the mean time, starting my 'dog grooming/breed house'
Advantages:
1. HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY, cause can achieve my dream go oversea study
2. New knowledge, new environment (UK leh, can wear thick jacket, photo with snow, yeah!)
3. Get to know new friends (expend my handsome guy friend's network list, haha)
4. Part time at UK earn money, 1 UK pound = rm5.67 leh (HUHU~think also happy)
5. After 2year i come back malaysia will becoem 'little wealthy girl' with oversea life experience :)
Disadvantages:
1. Need alot alot of money, maybe few K investment
2. Again, super LONG Distance Relationship with lgc :(
3. Give up my Contiki tour, camera, new laptop, phone, postpone my car installment plan
4. being unemployment for few year
5. Be more strong girl
6. Cannot go back home during chinese new year, cause air ticket very expensive T_T *hu-hu
7. Wonder PPS still avaiable in UK??!!??
HAHA, now i really full of unlimited energy (don't know when my energy will expired ho :p) DON'T CARE, think already make me so happy liao, haha, today sun so pretty, is a wonderful day. Clg said me should do whatever i want before i regret (she will do the same if same age as me, she is regret, cause she think she is old d, no wat, nearly reach 30s only ma ...) Well, mama teach 'one shud listen to old man talks', that is true, i agree, if not i will regret as old ama lpq
p/s:
1. thank you lgc, u really wake me up, although i shud let u 'bu an xin' whole day for ignore & neglate me, but never mind la, i am always the more understanding one in this relationship (true wat...i always so 'wei qu' & yet being so understanding, haha) so, i wordly some that make u release half day la, if nt u will guilty (although ur guilty also will not lasting long la~)
2. carol said i should open a shop in KL 1st then UK , local exp den ni go Uk expend my network, sound not bad, what u think lpq, can consider also ...
Actually i have feel so -ve for pass few month, gastric till sleep, crying till sleep, or watch drama till fall asleep. WTH~i living my life like vampire, working sleeping working sleeping...(T_T carol said i am emo emo)
Just now msn with lgc, he said actually can take some course. Suddenly i like *Ding* some kinda wake up...i think i shud do what i want, not what i need (not understand? Let me explain). "Do what i need" is "i need to work, i need money"(clg ask me what for i come to work, is it because of the malayrice, tell u all o, the malay rice super nice o, i really come to work because i want to eat it, haha); "Do what i want" is "do something make me happy, what i really want for better life, to achieve my dream"
So, hahahahaha (siao liao lpq, she totally siao liao) i have full of mood now. Guess what, i am blogging in the middle of working hour, in office, using office pc, and come out my '2-different-future-plan'
Plan A
Resign my current job, go for a dog course in KL, working partimer in pet shop, after finish the couse for about 10weeks, go for a exam, successfully take a cert, than proceed for my cureer--Dog Grooming/Breed House
Advantages:
1. Can have a lot of happiness, cause i am doing what i want
2. Can have lgc by my side, free time can go for movie with pop corn(i mean real movie in cinema, not sitting on bed, curve into my pillow & watch pps with pity junk food)
3. Can minggle with alot of puppy cause i work in pet shop
4. Get new knowledge
5. Have 'family', lgc family as substitue
6. Go shopping with carol~spent $$$ for cloth, shoe, & super duper YUMMY YUMMY MEAL
7. Can go back KB meet parents, meet Ah ma
Disadvantages:
1. Need to invest money into dog course for about rm10k
2. Might need to purchase a car
3. I think aunty will temporary let me stay gua (save rental ^^ hehe)
4. Social with lgc family :(
5. Temporary become unemployment
6. Give up my new laptop plan, postpone my Contiki tour, give up my LX-3 camera
Plan B
Resign my current job, apply for 'working-holiday visa', tentative rename it as 'my UK-study-$-plan', visa approve, book an air ticket go UK, study for art or course that i want to, maybe stay with cousin 1st (hmm...don't know they can let me squise in the room not ><), rent a room, find a part time job, after 2 year, finish my course and job, come back malaysia, that time only take my dog course, than in the mean time, starting my 'dog grooming/breed house'
Advantages:
1. HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY, cause can achieve my dream go oversea study
2. New knowledge, new environment (UK leh, can wear thick jacket, photo with snow, yeah!)
3. Get to know new friends (expend my handsome guy friend's network list, haha)
4. Part time at UK earn money, 1 UK pound = rm5.67 leh (HUHU~think also happy)
5. After 2year i come back malaysia will becoem 'little wealthy girl' with oversea life experience :)
Disadvantages:
1. Need alot alot of money, maybe few K investment
2. Again, super LONG Distance Relationship with lgc :(
3. Give up my Contiki tour, camera, new laptop, phone, postpone my car installment plan
4. being unemployment for few year
5. Be more strong girl
6. Cannot go back home during chinese new year, cause air ticket very expensive T_T *hu-hu
7. Wonder PPS still avaiable in UK??!!??
HAHA, now i really full of unlimited energy (don't know when my energy will expired ho :p) DON'T CARE, think already make me so happy liao, haha, today sun so pretty, is a wonderful day. Clg said me should do whatever i want before i regret (she will do the same if same age as me, she is regret, cause she think she is old d, no wat, nearly reach 30s only ma ...) Well, mama teach 'one shud listen to old man talks', that is true, i agree, if not i will regret as old ama lpq
p/s:
1. thank you lgc, u really wake me up, although i shud let u 'bu an xin' whole day for ignore & neglate me, but never mind la, i am always the more understanding one in this relationship (true wat...i always so 'wei qu' & yet being so understanding, haha) so, i wordly some that make u release half day la, if nt u will guilty (although ur guilty also will not lasting long la~)
2. carol said i should open a shop in KL 1st then UK , local exp den ni go Uk expend my network, sound not bad, what u think lpq, can consider also ...
Sunday, July 05, 2009
i am sick, truly sick
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I AM SICK...
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From the Top to Bottom
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Every Single nerve
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From Outside till Inside
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I need my personal doctor ...
Friday, July 03, 2009
Boring Lonely
I am lonely, and boring....(><" working is slavery! true)
I got nothing, no family by my side, no family, no friends, no pets, no dog...(i do have all this, just they far enough, really far enough...now with me? nope, i also don't have money...i do have la, little just enough for daily use & all those so call family lover friend's PHOTO, yup, just photo & memory...memory??)
i need Family~i do miss them
i need Friend~not facebook. Cause i need real laugh, not by typing "HAHA, LOL"
i need HIM, maybe for a couple second will do~just he don't understand...
After all, i MUST have a Husky! Husky! Husky! (i don't care, i want! i want! i want it!)
like this one, royal to me, tease me laugh, bring me fun
HUSKY! CHASE SILLY CICI AWAYFROM MY DOLL, FROM MY BED, FROM MY BLANKET
and again, husky again, go go gokill all my boredom, kill who don't undertand me, protect me
He said i have $???serious, if want exchange, i bet he don't want also, he claim i have little money. This again make me think, WT* i live my life for little $, no joy, no family, no friend, no love one beside? (Am i find this myself?...Sigh T_T""""")
This is all i have after fighting for better life for a year? coming from all the far from north to south (Well, i want to deny it, but, thing show up in front me that i have nothing realistic)
Family, NOPE (checked!);
Friends, NOPE (checked!);
Him, NOPE (checked!);
Money, NOPE (checked!);
Husky, NOPE (checked!)
Sadness, YUP (checked!);
Boring, YUP (checked!);
Lonely, YUP (checked!);
Stronger Little Girl, SURE, YUP (checked!)
After all, this is what i have??!!?? OMG! yan mg chi yan, guai mg chi guai (people no like people look; ghost not like ghost look. Perhaps, i must make it this way, WHO AM I? ><" don't know, really... tell me)
p/s: am i going to post this 'LPQ going to die internal injured, leftover nothing for take over'....
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