i really hate you right now.
you always do thing without understanding my condition. And you keep expecting me to do this and that, but you never fullfill the expectation to me...
the thing happend today is not just today only...example,you don't like me show yuo that kind stupid face, same as me, i don't wish to see any stupid gong2 face in you, how you feel, what in you mind, you can just tell me, you never think of sharing, everything keeping just in you?is that a thing a sucessman do meh?
2nd, you keep telling me that must understanding in you, must encourange and support you. but y don't you do thing using you time effeectively and wisely, if got something not understand, find out find the fastest way la,keep wasting time. Game is not the thing you do when you got time.
After you seperate half of you in another sector, you keep ignoring me! d0 thing never consider about my feeling, truly.
3rd, is not i baudering you in doing all the thing you want.But you keep ignore me, keep careless in me! since when you have change until like that? the time you give me already reduce and reduce and yet reducing...and me already try very hard not to care bout the time that you can give to me, but can you plz don't waste any time that can spent with me?
sometime i really feel that what i do you really not care at all, not appreciate the sacrify i had make for...i really doubt about the thing you say, that sentence about " i really love you very much, much more than you can feel"...what else that i can feel?

long time not drop here d...almost a year d this board acompany...suppose you know more about...understand...more...
today is 06 oktober 2006 8:26pm,time fly so fast...sad,happy sour,sweet,everything...almost try all in a semester...don't know why,he make her feel so uncertain,unpredictable...mayb stick too much d she think,but she still cant manage to get use when he is not around...time pass,he want and more understanding from her,she think this is reasonable,silently support him,however thing like getting more worst and blur,how to say,he seldomly get to know welll what actually she need,she want,she care...is she change?or he?is it being stable?or not?getting good?or bad?
honestly say,she think too much?or just make every thing simple,understanding make her suffer,and yet he is not understanding enough toward her understanding to him.......
it is not all about giving and receiving,sacrify and getting back...is all about considerating and understanding...
big man hope small lady nonstop to support,care him...small lady hope she nonstop in sayanging and sweetlove living happy ever after...the way of communicating is a problem,she hope he can help her,help himself,help this relationship.and yet he don't know how to help,accidentally make thing worst...

i don't wish everything getting bad and bad...