happy halloween

i always like Halloween

cause i love harry potter thing, magical, witchy :P

i think my life is full of challenging, fun thing, excited part, unlimited creative idea

some time people around me not understand why i said some thing, why i do so ^^

i am special thru, i have the power of talking point that other people not understand

dislike routine, dislike time table, is a goal dedicated person

well, artristic person always like this right?

at least i though so :D

H.A.P.P.Y. H.A.L.L.O.W.E.E.N E.V.E.R.Y.O.N.E

L.O.V.E. A.L.W.A.Y.S.

p/s: Halloween drawing with a Hallow bubbley milk tea, and is green color drink !___! witchy day :)

为什么leh?

为什么

相爱的人

却不能够在一起？

而在一起的人

却不能够幸福？

Finding OLD blue fish

BLUE FISH is gone!!!

i have found out that, OMG! i have change! change to more -ve thinking :(

i really miss OLD blue fish, cheerful, have courage, full of life inspiration, GOSH! where u have gone?

Nevermind, i will find her, happy blue fish, u don't want come back to me, i will def go find u, haha

i have answer to your question, regarding M.O.T.T.O.

1.Take some courses
2.Do some Tuition
3.Work some exercise
4.Draw some art pieces
5.Cook some Meals
6.Bake some Cakes
7.Travel some places
8.Work some house work

What i need in my life?

1.A house - KIV check!
2.A dog - KIV check!
3.A lover?
4.Money???
5.Career - not important for me, interest + happiness is more prefer, slowly & take time

*Haih, uncertain thing happend every single moment, if you want me to work, just because of "need to work", purposeless, totally waste of my life!*

sound so housewife, nevermind, life is short, so i can do whatever i want, i don't care! (what for i care right :D)...U wait, i definitely will redeem back my bulldog! haha~

Onion n Pear ??!!

Saw this funny article in my facebook...haha

"女人好比梨，外甜内酸，吃梨的人不知道梨儿的心是酸的，因为吃到最后就把心给扔了，所以男人从来不懂女人的心。而男人好比洋葱，想要看到男人的心，就需要一层一层去剥，但是你在剥的过程中会不断流泪，剥到最后“他妈的”！才知道原来洋葱是没有心的... !@#$"

一篇"男人"看了会沉默的文章

"如果一个男孩子在他20岁左右的时候遇见了与他年纪相当的女孩子，那一定要珍惜她，因为这个女孩子是用用自己最美丽的年华陪他走过了最黯淡的日子！"
"Coted from Facebook"

你可知道要女人清晨醒来
凌乱的面對一個愛的人
是需要有很大的勇氣

你可知道當女人被男人脫去自己的衣服
一絲不掛的在他面前
是需要多少的愛

你可知道女人爲什麽會背朝你睡
因為她不喜歡看你的背影
如果你以後抱着她睡
她會安心一整個晚上

你可知道女人把每一次的愛情
當作是初戀
也是這輩子最後一個來愛

你可知道女人那么愛吃醋
不是因為不相信你
而是你在她心中太美好
她不希望這種美好倒映在別的女人眼中

你可知道深爱你的女人在冲你发火以後
自己卻轉身不斷啜泣

你可知道當女人頂着哭花的臉走在街上
不管是不是有人在看她時
她的心已經快要死了

你可知道她只會對她愛的男人嘮叨
也只會對她在乎的人耍性子

你可知道她的任性
她的壞脾氣
其實都只是在對你撒嬌
希望你更重視她

你可知道假若她不愛你
她根本不會對你发火
不會希望你去哄她
更不會為你掉眼淚
因為她不愛的人沒那本事

你可知道當你離開她
留下她獨自一人
她有多大的期待和恐惧

而這一切都只是因為她愛你
而這一切都因為你还不够懂她

女人知道太多不該知道的事情
男人不知道太多該知道的事情

于是，你們争吵，你認為她脾氣不好，她認為你不够迁就她……
于是，你们冷战，你以為她沒有完全接受你，她以為你不在乎她……

請給她一個拥抱一个吻，
用你的拥抱你的吻去化解她心里的悲傷和眼角的泪水。

因為她只是害怕你的冷漠、轉身和安静
。。。。。。。。。。

两个深爱的人在一起，
就要
互相包容，
互相理解，
互相体谅，
互相信任，
否则当你们真正失去时将会遗憾终生
。。。。。。
否则美好的未来也就在你们自己手中泯灭了！
。。。。。。

希望每一个男人
都能够好好珍惜陪伴在你身边的女人
她们为你付出过，
不求回报却希望你们能够读懂，
能够牵着她们的手坚定地走下去

不要让爱你的女人流泪
不要让她伤心
更不要让她绝望和死心！

因为女人一旦真爱了，
失去她爱着的人就意味着失去了整个世界...

女孩子20岁左右是她最美丽的。
这时她的心地最善良，
她有点成熟，
又有点孩子气。

男孩子20左右的时候是他最暗淡的日子，
这时什么都没有，
不能独立
又不想依赖，
挣扎着彷徨着，
寻找着自己的位置，

所以如果一个男孩子在他20岁左右的时候
遇见了与他年纪相当的女孩子，
那一定要珍惜她，
因为这个女孩子是用用自己最美丽的年华
陪他走过了最黯淡的日子！

女孩只有陪他走过，女孩将永远幸福下去。

"Argh" working Sunday!

Really felt so sleepy =.=

Last night PUA MEH SAH KANG (meaning: midnight) never oi oi, other people mean 'catch chicken' me leh, is catch maid~caught 2 runaway maid @.@ pay back my precious sleeping time!

Damm her! @#$%^&* (*SOL, really loud) you think Singapopre is just for you all this kind of 'stupid FDW' come n bullshit & turn around not happy runaway & ask for send back Indo, Wa-La! though i very free ar, HAR!

Dad, why my life so sian
Mom, why my life also sian
LGC, why my life so very sian leh?

*who can answer me this question, i treat her eat ice cream* McD that kind, sure la, i am not rich, BR? next time ba, haha :P

Really make me wanna run away as well, like the stupid FDW, hehe ... so, who will pick up me? can i go ask help from Malaysia Emberssy??!!

Today is Sunday, working Sunday >< " life is so 'Scuk' ! (purposely one ^^) Later gonna make Corn+Carrot+Meat+Small Ikan Bilis+Garlic = Poridge (Should be tasty ba, wei, blue fish cook what also delicious one leh~ Gurantee u tapao eat not enough 1 ar, ah-haha, wei, no shy shy ar blue fish :P )



Yeah Sunday! YES! is Sunday .... if you do read my previous post, do remember act i hate Sunday? Simply, cause working sunday make me breathless



P/s: LGC, bleeding nose is not a small case...anywhere, i make mind not to 卑微等待d, so, do take care yourself liao~

Sad thing in my 2010

2010 promise me with no GOOD news yet...what i mean is until now, still never heard of anything at least +ve ba, this make me double triple sad...

First thing is, i-kong heavily critical sick, is it god miss him so much & too much, really hope he will recover, so that lgc & lgc's family will attach back their :) back to their face...i-kong august just gathering together for lgc convo only...thing really happend alot fast change for this few months...da-gu, li-jie, now ... haih

2nd, do receive alot friend's granny pass away...or relative critical illness, praying for recover ... why so much sad thing happend recently?

People said, if you felt super hopeless, or really nothing much can be done, the only thing you can do is just 'Pray', clam your soul, clam your mind, clear your doubt. But i think what i can do now? i just can anti-biotic myself with alot of work load, psp game, maniac viewing drama series...:( WHAT HAD HAPPEND TO ME!!!

Sick company have alot 'reasonable excuse' to avoid spending $ on the staff ... Paying basic salary is not much leh~basic salary is for what we daily contribution, OT leh, boom case leh, what u expect dude?

My flight trip like cannot be realize d, Zzzz...

But at least got a funny idiot thing happend today:

HR: next time leave let u handle original MC, i just need photocopy
manager: why? Your file n my file will be super duplicate n messy document lo...
HR: ...
manager: why u want suggest so?
HR: because i scared the original MC got germ & will spread to me
manger: ... (speechless)
HR: OK?
manager: ... (rethink awhile, fight back) than u think the germ OK to spread to me?

i also speechless & ... when heard of this ... sweat ...

i hope tomorrow i will have color smile on my face :)

my news !!!

why i am not update my post?

They sure thought where is blue fish get lose till??!! no news...is good news...till they no more care for this dummy fish, ah-ha, *cry* T_T sorry pals, :) i was over dizzy slacking myself in Malaysia, hehehe

1. i am at KL currently
2. i am not in D-mode
3. i am relax
4. i am slacking
5. i am lazy
6. i am in holiday leave, Yay-Hoo!!!

like in Fb, this year x'mas was not as ... meaningful ... as i tought =.=


forget me, for my 'Nill Furnish' look~just wake up (of course! i have finish to brush my teeth & wash my sleeping face, i am not dirty cat la dude)... it happend to be so sudden :) & excited too... that i took my photo, quick update my blog, hahaha

Yay! wish year 2010 bring me a lot a lot a lot a lot of PROSPERITY in ALL ASPECTS (health, wealth, luck, cheers ...etc etc, haha) to me, to my family, to all my friends, to people i care & who love me too :)

A VERY BLESSING & HAPPY 2O1O YEAR TO ALL!!!

Is a Sad Sad Week

find a purpose in life so big, it will challenge every capacity to be at your best.
~David O Mckay

Well, my dream is marriage to a "rich-&-love-Me" Man, hehe, this dream is B I G and motivate enough,haha~

This week is kinda sad sad week for me, although just Wednesday, still got 2 more day to go. Multimedia who give me so low low low mark, i definitely will object this to get the best for my 3.75. Business strategy as well, abit shock when lOOk at the number, OMG!

Well, i guess this will be a new motivation for me to stop duo-luo+ing in this month.

Today i meet a weird, can't said weird la, but duno how to describe. Is like this, i ask a favor from him, but i though i a manner to treat a meal as return. But how know he said, "after i finish what u ask, treat u a dinner ya!" wah~ so ASADI.

My X roomate now sitting at the back of me, like burry her head deep into the monitor d, couldn't doubt her heart, she is the traditional hardworking type among us. i guess, she now sure trying her best to practise how to become ah huat's future business assistance+wife.Kakaka~who know?

Hehe, tell u a funny story ya, is my past msn with goffy:

Bluefish : wana eat McD later?

Goffy: U wan call delivery?
Bluefish: ya, u wan?yesterday u wan eat ma..
Goffy: Hmm...today don't eat McD...
Bluefish: WHY? today McD not fresh?

(i think Goffy mean "today don't feel like want to have McD as dinner"...)