Finding OLD blue fish

BLUE FISH is gone!!!

i have found out that, OMG! i have change! change to more -ve thinking :(

i really miss OLD blue fish, cheerful, have courage, full of life inspiration, GOSH! where u have gone?

Nevermind, i will find her, happy blue fish, u don't want come back to me, i will def go find u, haha

i have answer to your question, regarding M.O.T.T.O.

1.Take some courses
2.Do some Tuition
3.Work some exercise
4.Draw some art pieces
5.Cook some Meals
6.Bake some Cakes
7.Travel some places
8.Work some house work

What i need in my life?

1.A house - KIV check!
2.A dog - KIV check!
3.A lover?
4.Money???
5.Career - not important for me, interest + happiness is more prefer, slowly & take time

*Haih, uncertain thing happend every single moment, if you want me to work, just because of "need to work", purposeless, totally waste of my life!*

sound so housewife, nevermind, life is short, so i can do whatever i want, i don't care! (what for i care right :D)...U wait, i definitely will redeem back my bulldog! haha~