Boring Lonely

I am lonely, and boring....(><" working is slavery! true)

I got nothing, no family by my side, no family, no friends, no pets, no dog...(i do have all this, just they far enough, really far enough...now with me? nope, i also don't have money...i do have la, little just enough for daily use & all those so call family lover friend's PHOTO, yup, just photo & memory...memory??)

i need Family~i do miss them

i need Friend~not facebook. Cause i need real laugh, not by typing "HAHA, LOL"

i need HIM, maybe for a couple second will do~just he don't understand...

After all, i MUST have a Husky! Husky! Husky! (i don't care, i want! i want! i want it!)

like this one, royal to me, tease me laugh, bring me fun

HUSKY! CHASE SILLY CICI AWAY

FROM MY DOLL, FROM MY BED, FROM MY BLANKET

and again, husky again, go go go

kill all my boredom, kill who don't undertand me, protect me

He said i have $???serious, if want exchange, i bet he don't want also, he claim i have little money. This again make me think, WT* i live my life for little $, no joy, no family, no friend, no love one beside? (Am i find this myself?...Sigh T_T""""")

This is all i have after fighting for better life for a year? coming from all the far from north to south (Well, i want to deny it, but, thing show up in front me that i have nothing realistic)

Family, NOPE (checked!);

Friends, NOPE (checked!);

Him, NOPE (checked!);

Money, NOPE (checked!);

Husky, NOPE (checked!)

Sadness, YUP (checked!);

Boring, YUP (checked!);

Lonely, YUP (checked!);

Stronger Little Girl, SURE, YUP (checked!)

After all, this is what i have??!!?? OMG! yan mg chi yan, guai mg chi guai (people no like people look; ghost not like ghost look. Perhaps, i must make it this way, WHO AM I? ><" don't know, really... tell me)

p/s: am i going to post this 'LPQ going to die internal injured, leftover nothing for take over'....