GOOD DAY! ^^

This morning wake up felt sad...

Actually i have feel so -ve for pass few month, gastric till sleep, crying till sleep, or watch drama till fall asleep. WTH~i living my life like vampire, working sleeping working sleeping...(T_T carol said i am emo emo)

Just now msn with lgc, he said actually can take some course. Suddenly i like *Ding* some kinda wake up...i think i shud do what i want, not what i need (not understand? Let me explain). "Do what i need" is "i need to work, i need money"(clg ask me what for i come to work, is it because of the malayrice, tell u all o, the malay rice super nice o, i really come to work because i want to eat it, haha); "Do what i want" is "do something make me happy, what i really want for better life, to achieve my dream"

So, hahahahaha (siao liao lpq, she totally siao liao) i have full of mood now. Guess what, i am blogging in the middle of working hour, in office, using office pc, and come out my '2-different-future-plan'

Plan A
Resign my current job, go for a dog course in KL, working partimer in pet shop, after finish the couse for about 10weeks, go for a exam, successfully take a cert, than proceed for my cureer--Dog Grooming/Breed House

Advantages:
1. Can have a lot of happiness, cause i am doing what i want
2. Can have lgc by my side, free time can go for movie with pop corn(i mean real movie in cinema, not sitting on bed, curve into my pillow & watch pps with pity junk food)
3. Can minggle with alot of puppy cause i work in pet shop
4. Get new knowledge
5. Have 'family', lgc family as substitue
6. Go shopping with carol~spent $$$ for cloth, shoe, & super duper YUMMY YUMMY MEAL
7. Can go back KB meet parents, meet Ah ma

Disadvantages:
1. Need to invest money into dog course for about rm10k
2. Might need to purchase a car
3. I think aunty will temporary let me stay gua (save rental ^^ hehe)
4. Social with lgc family :(
5. Temporary become unemployment
6. Give up my new laptop plan, postpone my Contiki tour, give up my LX-3 camera

Plan B
Resign my current job, apply for 'working-holiday visa', tentative rename it as 'my UK-study-$-plan', visa approve, book an air ticket go UK, study for art or course that i want to, maybe stay with cousin 1st (hmm...don't know they can let me squise in the room not ><), rent a room, find a part time job, after 2 year, finish my course and job, come back malaysia, that time only take my dog course, than in the mean time, starting my 'dog grooming/breed house'

Advantages:
1. HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY, cause can achieve my dream go oversea study
2. New knowledge, new environment (UK leh, can wear thick jacket, photo with snow, yeah!)
3. Get to know new friends (expend my handsome guy friend's network list, haha)
4. Part time at UK earn money, 1 UK pound = rm5.67 leh (HUHU~think also happy)
5. After 2year i come back malaysia will becoem 'little wealthy girl' with oversea life experience :)

Disadvantages:
1. Need alot alot of money, maybe few K investment
2. Again, super LONG Distance Relationship with lgc :(
3. Give up my Contiki tour, camera, new laptop, phone, postpone my car installment plan
4. being unemployment for few year
5. Be more strong girl
6. Cannot go back home during chinese new year, cause air ticket very expensive T_T *hu-hu
7. Wonder PPS still avaiable in UK??!!??

HAHA, now i really full of unlimited energy (don't know when my energy will expired ho :p) DON'T CARE, think already make me so happy liao, haha, today sun so pretty, is a wonderful day. Clg said me should do whatever i want before i regret (she will do the same if same age as me, she is regret, cause she think she is old d, no wat, nearly reach 30s only ma ...) Well, mama teach 'one shud listen to old man talks', that is true, i agree, if not i will regret as old ama lpq

p/s:
1. thank you lgc, u really wake me up, although i shud let u 'bu an xin' whole day for ignore & neglate me, but never mind la, i am always the more understanding one in this relationship (true wat...i always so 'wei qu' & yet being so understanding, haha) so, i wordly some that make u release half day la, if nt u will guilty (although ur guilty also will not lasting long la~)

2. carol said i should open a shop in KL 1st then UK , local exp den ni go Uk expend my network, sound not bad, what u think lpq, can consider also ...