Sunday, October 30, 2005

wat is?

A student ask a teacher, "what is love?" The teacher said, "in order to answer your question, go to the padi field and choose the biggest padi and come back But the rule is: you can go throught them onlyonce and cannot turn back to pick."
The student went to the field, go thru first row, he saw one big padi,but he wonders....maybe there is a bigger one later Then he saw another bigger one... but may be there is a even bigger one waiting for him. Later, when he finished more than half of the padi field, he start to realise that the padi is not as big as the previous one he saw, he know he has missed the biggest one, and he regreted. So, he ended up went back to the teacher with empty hand.
The teacher told him, "...this is love... you keep looking for a better one, but when later you realise, you have already miss the person...."
"What is marriage then?" the student asked. The teacher said, "in order to answer your question, go to the corn field and choose the biggest corn and come back. But the rule is: you can go throught them only once and cannot turn back to pick."
The student went to the corn field, this time he is careful not to repeat the previous mistake, when he reach the middle of the field, he has picked one medium corn that he feel satisfy, and come back to the teacher.
The teacher told him, "this time you bring back a corn.... you look for one that is just nice, and you have .



Back

shi jian~~~time

Sometime really feel so helpless....if time can stop at d movement...sure better than now...at least i no need 2 worry so much..think so much...
But now...what can i do leh?suppose not like this,is like tat...haih...if no need consider tat much...no need 2 worry tat much...no need 2.....haih...really cant understand..
Just scared if evrything back 2 normal again...need 2 start overall again...o bcome worse...how leh???i think me also no hav much afford 2 do it,from all over again...no hav...
Really,jus if time can stop at d movement...me sure ll happy than now...at least more happy than NOW...

Saturday, October 29, 2005

happy unhappy

me suppose 2 b a happy go lucky person...than how come i feel so helpless,cureless and so unhappy uncontented leh???? really cant understand myself....

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

haih..no cure

sometime really hate myself for being myself...y i hav such an attitude leh????really cant understand nia...
People say me is a happy person,will gain everything just with little afford...so i just need to appreciate...
Even so,why i think my life so grey???
is it myself over confident or what?sometime really feel just wanna run away from this..but i know this is kind of unresponsible attitude..and that y i still here...although i m half life ald.

Thursday, October 13, 2005

haih

haih,y recently so many problem appeare...ok,assume that is not a problem but if v just leave like tat and not solve it,it will bcome a huge problem to us..or mayb u will say:'stupid,just solve it b4 it bcome bigger la....'ok,i know but some time it seem 2 more easier 2 talk compare 2 work.
i do hav lot time i do hav lot work,but u know that i hate myself 4 being myself..sometime life seem like allow u 2 do the thing,control the thing you want but sometime it seem like jealous with all our arrangement and just control all the thing..who said v can change the destiny?
wrong again?nvm,here still have other complain..y they all big enough to think but still cant think properly leh.i know k life is not that wonderful without any problem.how come such a person hav such an attitude leh??where go the logical thinking wor??
since 2 day is almost finish and here come another tomoro.And yet tomoro is never coming.i know u r going 2 say'hey girl,live life,ok,with no regret!' all i know is just 'APPRECIATE'
one's hapiness is not having much but worry less..
i will become better 2moro!!!!

Monday, August 15, 2005

how come will become like that????
anyone who know y???

Thursday, August 04, 2005

utm life

my life here,cant say boring la...got 2 know so many ppl but at d same time i miss so many ppl...
Wonder y i m so 'undirectional'...
anywhere,1os 2 all cnior who care 4 d junior..
hmm...long time din thinking of my family member liao,tong pa n tong kia,how r u all ya??still remember tong ma?
n 4 my real family,i wan 2 apologise that....hmm...i know u all so concern about me,sorry that i din giving a call also,i will take good care of myself 1,dunworry!
sometime i wonder y i din miss my family,is it i m mature enough 4 not even single think about them,or i m trying not 2 think so much about them leh?
sometime i also dun know myself very much than other ppl..y u all can know me better than myself leh?even myself also blur blur with myself....

Wednesday, August 03, 2005

UTM

COMING 2 UTM :
hmm...how 2 say leh..happy living here
get 2 know lot ppl,but sme time i miss a lot ppl...
just wanna tell u all i m FINE here,dun worry about me
wish: u all happy also la.....

Saturday, June 25, 2005

毕 业 后!!!

毕 业 了!
都 不 知 以 后 的 生 活该 何 去 何 从?
不 是 没 想 过
只 是 有 种: 天 时 地 利人 ╪ 合
反 正人 总 要 顺 其 自 然 随 机 应 变
而 事 情 一 旦 到 了 一个 成 熟 时 机
就 会 船 到 桥 头 自 然直
那 么 凭 着 即 来 之 则 安 之 就 能 够 适 应 一 切

Thursday, June 16, 2005

Little Prince

by Antonie.hmm..i finish reading already!....This is a story about a prince quarrel with his lovely flower and on his way to meet friends...and after i think for long time.....hmm...here come a conclusion:
  • little prince : actually is auther,Antonie de Seint-Exupery
  • the rose: is the wife of the auther,Consuelo
  • the airman: actualy is the reader.
  • the fox: the friend by the writer

Well,when little prince quarrel with his rose,than he decide to go out and find a friend....an face to lots of strnge grow-up.finally he:

  • understand that he has his own responsibility with his rose
  • grow-upalways bz for something but they usually don't understand what actually is their own priority
  • look everthing by heart(know that,but sure is very hard to do it ,right?)

yup,i sure very happy for the little prince,finally he can find himself...sure everyone can,is it?yeah~~me finally get to understand something liao la,but now my eye very hurd...ouch........next time tell u all further more la huh,k.c ya!

Tuesday, June 07, 2005

x mood

没 心 情。。。。
为 什 么 会 这 样???

真 的 不 想 后 悔 啊!!

Monday, May 30, 2005

no tittle

Yesterday went to hyper,thinking to add up some stuff for my fridge and other utensil.Add up all,i spent about r m200,for sure the daily is more than the eating stuff.......
"Use's thing more than Eat's thing also more than RM200!"said the payer.
......but.... he forgot ald last time when i do the same thing,he said:
"Eat's thing more than Use's thing also more than RM200!"

改 变

改 变 了 之 后 才 发 现
原 来 自 己 都 不 想 改 变

Friday, May 27, 2005

无 聊

Gam gam 同 一 个 人chating
我 问 他 今 天 他 都 天 气 如 何?
他 回 答 我:‘ 今 天 星 期 日’。
我 讲:‘ 今 天 不 是 星 期 五meh?’
他 说:‘o, 我 忘 记 了’。
现 在 已 经 二 十century 了
还 是 无 法 相 信 仍 有 人 活 在
‘ 我 为 人 人‘ 的 想 法 中
可 是 众 所 周 知 这 社 会 很 少 会 发 生‘ 人 人 为 我‘ 的 事 情

Wednesday, April 20, 2005

想念大家

我想念大家
大家的大家
全部的大家......

弄不见自己

自己又不是不清楚不明白不了解
但干嘛又明知 股 犯?
如果真的要品尝那会让自己崩溃到极点的后果
那无话可说
可是一旦发生了
自己有逃避不敢面对
独创了许多借口好让自己心安
造成了糊 理 糊 涂摸不清方向
迷失在自己所造成的世界里边
幸运的话 或许能走出 来到另一个更好的柳岸花明
不幸的 将沉淀在那世界 许久都走不出来

变成……把自己弄不见 找不到自己

匆忙

一天中匆匆忙忙
早上醒来梳洗上班下班回家打理好一切
发现剩下的私人空间
是如此的少 如此的小
到底自己为了什么而东奔西跑?
喘不过气
停一下想想
怪了,自己奋斗的目标怎么不一样了呢?
想法也改变了
那么是否会暂停一下如此匆忙的忙碌?
还是不会吧?

那么,加油咯,为什么都好……
每个人几乎都对身边的种种感到不满
“为什么他文武双全?”
“为什么他那么懒惰成绩也可以那么好?”
“为什么他明明是个双面人可又那么讨人喜爱?”
人生中总是有太多的不满与为什么
可是为什么我们自己每每都不经大脑地羡慕别人
但就是不肯用那么丁点的时间来改善自己?
其实有没有想过呢?
每当我们在妒嫉别人时
同时也有人躲在自己身后嫉妒自己
因为啊~人,这种类型的动物 是不知足的
充满不知足的欲望
却不曾真心的 ,是真心的珍惜自己所拥有的一切
到最后才导致让自己心痛后悔的局面