i don't know,don't ask me

aiya...dunno la..feel like all d problem is under my control...but than all d stuff look so...so...so uncertain...hate uncertain feeling..feeling bad...this make me think tat all d thing once again not in my control;haih...dunno leh....everyone everthing seem be like tat...dunno wat will happen....until the last second...and make no chance to change..

mind in mind

why i am so not understanding???huh??can anyone tell me??why i know that is a wrong way but still want to stick with that stuborn decision??can anyone of you tell me why??
hmm...May be this is what call stuborn...but i just don't want to regret one day some how...but is it wrong??what i m going to do??can everything just be like that and without any single changing???can it be??possible??
i don't know...just don't know what else can i do??
can i just go away??NO!!i wouldn't go away...is not fair...wheather...all...is not fair...but is hard to find a balancing between...know???

sukidesuka?

tat day learn lot word when attend the class...sukidesuka???watasi sukidesu...(^-^)

sometime the uncertain feeling make us suck...bz is the excuse own given to own..uncertain waste lot time...(0.O)

i don't know and yet not understand

hmm...is hard to understand ones thinking...although thing suppose to happen like that but it happen not like what have expected...future..unpredictable...no direction,no idea what i m going to do,how i going to do which it...really cant understand...haih...how come i ll become such no goal person leh...where is my Aim go liao....haih...

new life

new life,just wanna try something new n meet something new and add something special to my memory...
just went back from doing something really meaningfull(haih...)with friend,got to know something different...
since this is my life,i hope my dream come true...although long time din come true liao...kinda of appreciator...gan en
lpq,new life new moto,,,gambate,without regret,dare to fail...GOGOGO

christmas huh?

xmas was fun,got a chance go orchard c lot ppl celebrate it crazilly...really open my eye,wahaha...troughout all this week i get to learn different calture from different country(great huh!) >.<
do njoy lot but din njoy much,,,,(sigh) O_0 christmas...just a special day 4 me to do a special thing,i think,that all what i can 'see' about christmas
suddenly know that d world so small,got to know lot ppl going through a destination BUT still can meet all,,,BUT is great also still can meet some of them... ^.*
got special event happen leh this christmas....haha,but i m not d last to know but still late Q.o
really a 'silent night' for my 05 xmas ...haih....

how to say life

jus went back dinner at 'sea out sky'...dunno is rich ppl food o wat ,,,not my taste act but luckily got eat some...haih..
what ever la,looking forward xmas at singapore..haha,wish me luck..

singapore

i m coming,merry christmas!!!

What a small world

Now i jus realize that the world was so so so so small...wow...suddenly the people around you actually is xxx,waha,the feeling how said leh,strange and unbeliveable,how come how come how come the world was so so so small that we can still meet and got to know each other after so much thing happen leh..hehe

not same life experiencessssss

hehe,jus back from camp,can say not bad,wowo,giv a big hand 2 all d coME.T,yeah....n 4 all d attendent,happy 2 know u all,wat a wonderful thing added 2 my memory,wahaha

do learn lot thing,get closer,learn bad also,(haih..no wonder la..)

thinking about d problem voice out from some,seem like it ald happen seriously....yoyo,dun giv dad much preasure on ur own k,make it easy n fun,target is jus a step 4 us to omove forward k...keep in touch...encourage each other,improve it bettter....

tired...

enough

after meeting so many ppl...hav lot thing wanna say out but dunno wat..seem like find ald find 'me'after missing so much time...actually all d ppl v meet right,totally different with d 'look' outside n inside...haih..i aso dunno wanna say wat..

result out liao,din say unsatisfied but seem like need A LOT of improvement..but yet ,THANK GOD,i make it,although not enough good...

life in U~~fast leh

watever la..enjoy~!!!

LPI

tat day undergoing an personality test for some activity preparation....and jus discover own weaknesses...haih....actually is not a big deal seen me myself already know wat is actually my own weaknesses are....the result(i mean d bad thing la)say me:

• day dreaming a lot
• idividualistic
• misunderstood by other
• always argue with other

wahaha...since tat is my weaknesses(i know it b4)...jus impress...wah...how real tat test was...here come the problem..DO I NEED TO CHANGE ALL MY WEAKNESSES??? since tat is my own characteristic....haih..dunno leh...

stupig

sometime bcome stupid is a good thing i think...cause no need think tat much...jus bcome pig somehow,be a ssd bbd person is perfect,look.....life still go on watever happen,y not live happily leh...eating egg tart,eating tong sui will b perfectly xin fu incident leh....wahahahaha

detcailpmoc si ti

y sometime so simple think still need 2 think tat lot n make it complicated leh???really don't understand nia...if inside this world thing will come out easily without much consideration,how good it was?

wat is?

A student ask a teacher, "what is love?" The teacher said, "in order to answer your question, go to the padi field and choose the biggest padi and come back But the rule is: you can go throught them onlyonce and cannot turn back to pick."
The student went to the field, go thru first row, he saw one big padi,but he wonders....maybe there is a bigger one later Then he saw another bigger one... but may be there is a even bigger one waiting for him. Later, when he finished more than half of the padi field, he start to realise that the padi is not as big as the previous one he saw, he know he has missed the biggest one, and he regreted. So, he ended up went back to the teacher with empty hand.
The teacher told him, "...this is love... you keep looking for a better one, but when later you realise, you have already miss the person...."
"What is marriage then?" the student asked. The teacher said, "in order to answer your question, go to the corn field and choose the biggest corn and come back. But the rule is: you can go throught them only once and cannot turn back to pick."
The student went to the corn field, this time he is careful not to repeat the previous mistake, when he reach the middle of the field, he has picked one medium corn that he feel satisfy, and come back to the teacher.
The teacher told him, "this time you bring back a corn.... you look for one that is just nice, and you have .



Back

shi jian~~~time

Sometime really feel so helpless....if time can stop at d movement...sure better than now...at least i no need 2 worry so much..think so much...
But now...what can i do leh?suppose not like this,is like tat...haih...if no need consider tat much...no need 2 worry tat much...no need 2.....haih...really cant understand..
Just scared if evrything back 2 normal again...need 2 start overall again...o bcome worse...how leh???i think me also no hav much afford 2 do it,from all over again...no hav...
Really,jus if time can stop at d movement...me sure ll happy than now...at least more happy than NOW...

happy unhappy

me suppose 2 b a happy go lucky person...than how come i feel so helpless,cureless and so unhappy uncontented leh???? really cant understand myself....

haih..no cure

sometime really hate myself for being myself...y i hav such an attitude leh????really cant understand nia...
People say me is a happy person,will gain everything just with little afford...so i just need to appreciate...
Even so,why i think my life so grey???
is it myself over confident or what?sometime really feel just wanna run away from this..but i know this is kind of unresponsible attitude..and that y i still here...although i m half life ald.

haih

haih,y recently so many problem appeare...ok,assume that is not a problem but if v just leave like tat and not solve it,it will bcome a huge problem to us..or mayb u will say:'stupid,just solve it b4 it bcome bigger la....'ok,i know but some time it seem 2 more easier 2 talk compare 2 work.
i do hav lot time i do hav lot work,but u know that i hate myself 4 being myself..sometime life seem like allow u 2 do the thing,control the thing you want but sometime it seem like jealous with all our arrangement and just control all the thing..who said v can change the destiny?
wrong again?nvm,here still have other complain..y they all big enough to think but still cant think properly leh.i know k life is not that wonderful without any problem.how come such a person hav such an attitude leh??where go the logical thinking wor??
since 2 day is almost finish and here come another tomoro.And yet tomoro is never coming.i know u r going 2 say'hey girl,live life,ok,with no regret!' all i know is just 'APPRECIATE'
one's hapiness is not having much but worry less..
i will become better 2moro!!!!