gofi help me buy eno leh

today was a really true sick day for me, wake up at 8am, feel so headache and gastric. finally i decide to sit up on bed, and walk like a dead body to grab 2 panadol and gastric madicine, and msg fren i not going to class, and continue my sleeping...while, intercept i got diarrhoea, 1st time feel so watery....=S...then, i am here, good moring...erm, is almost 11.48AM???so late d...
like usuall, i turn on my darling, and start to swim in the net, got 1 fellow send me this thing :

(爱上一个人的7个预兆)　　
1.当你正在忙时，却把手机开著，等著她/他的短信..你已经爱上她/他了　　
2.如果你喜欢和她/他两个人单独漫步..你已经爱上她/他了　　
3.当你和她/他在一起时，你会假装不注意他，但是当她离/他开你的视线时，你会急著寻找她/他...你已经爱上她了　　
4.当她/他受伤或生病时，你会很关心她，替她/他著急..你已经爱上他了　　
5.当她/他和别人要好时，你会感到吃不知其味...你已经爱上她了　　
6.当你看到她/他那甜美的笑时，你的嘴角会扬起一丝得意的笑..你已经爱上她/他了
7.当你看到这篇文章时，心里想到some one

well, i not sure about that. but i preety like to do such 7 thing. if the theory is true, he also will do such thing, haha

wah...today really a " shit " day for me, cause i shit a lot, after eating my medicine, haha.Until now stomuch still abit pain, duno is sub food matter, or the medicine.
Recently i realize that, lgc make lot changes, duno change because of me or other thing, but he seem like change d. become more lgc, and not like a la lak zai tat i name "dota man".so i decide not to complaint too much...and this time, instead of complaint, i comit.haha.
well, this make me believe in him more, from all the thing he done and had said to me, haha. Thanks for helping me mostly when i need. i ald 21th d, people said rm10*2 not enough liao.so i learn how to become more understanding and tolerance. this make me learn somehting that, instead of expecting more and more, why not i appreciate what and all the thing he make sacrify for me, maybe sound not enough for me, but perhaps sound most and already reach his limitation leh?
And got people said to me b4, a man seem to fullfill all his girl demand, i mean respect her decision, bring her go wherever, eat whatever.that is because he cant spare more time to by her side, so he just can make it better in fullfillng wat the girl want. hmm...i will learn how to tolerance and understanding more and more and think from ur side more and more la. thanks for being side wif me ya, until now. love u n miss u

hihi, another 12 minit is my chinese birthday d, and acording to chinese calender, i m 22th years old, consider big girl d.
during my english birthday, i tot he will be the 1st and the last to wish me birthday, but he is not the 1st, and also the last.Well, i think today either, he not yet wish me happy mid autumn, and happy birthday also, sad...well, u is only my nearest, who can listen to me whenever whatever i wan to voice out, not him, not friend.
Small white already leave me two days d, but i still feel abit upset and not familiar with gone of rm60, acording to what kim heng said. both of them mean lot for me,not just rm60.
some time i just not tat like him, cause his mouth very " no keep". everytime he must said someting very bad to hear, and do something weird, sometime will hurt people heart in addition. But he is not aware of that. i think tat is why until now he still not having a gf. i know guys always said " nah, i dunwan a gf"...but it sound like a excuse for me. i don't know other, but for him, i think maybe is his bad attitude toward people around him. honestly, i not have a good impression toward him.
I am a very simple girl, i dun simply dun like anything or anyone, if u do ur business, i do mine, dun over limit, leave me alone i might said. but for him, he make me feel abit not like feeling toward his personality and attitude and also impression, for sure he got do somehting that indirectly influence my view toward him..advice, if you wan to have a gf, u must change ur attitude, and think before talk/speak.
haih...finally...zhong qiu jie kuai le to me...i mean it, and finally i grow bigger. tomorrow onward i must not do something really childish d...happy birthday pws

24 september 2007

So long d, but seem like i still can be familiar with the feeling when he is not so keen in returning a msg. he sure got nothing to say to me, he duno wan to type wat, so straight not replying message. that is why i hate to msn with him.
now, i even got a " whatever" feeling. carol said u will said watever to a person when got no more special feeling toward that person. even hate or love, nothing. now seem like i ald become, watever la, u wan to reply or not reply, u wish i can become independent, so fan zen i is not tat kind cannot survive without you, so y i car so much u can reply or not?
well, think logically, if a person care, he will reply. but invest phsycology...mean u meaningless, and waste of his time...
me still can live without anyone caring, he is selfish, why i cannot? i also a selfish. since i cant force myself not replying a msg, so i just block...no message no reply...easy for my life

i hate him right now 0803062158

since milo die today, i also no have mood to do thing, he also i think. So i started to swim in web, again, i download and watch garfield 2 through xiaoli.cc, and some funny comedy regarding jacky wu through youtube, but it doesn't help me much in reducing my pain of losing milo...while swiming to a blogspot, sported a person's blog, and from his funny blog write, i get to know something...

1. he always "girl girl girl"
2. he have good persuasive skill...experience and learn to persuave girl
3. he know how to cook(this i know ald,ha)
4. he is helpless, or some other mean wasn't helpfull
5. know what he do every single second, never lose himself in middle
6. Mispronounsiation from cook "dessert" to cook "lizard"



while, i agree with statement 1, from the ever the 1st time i meet him, i mindset myself that(cz this is true):
1. don't believe in this guy talking
2. Got a good look faceman, he not have a small heart in doing thing
3. who expert in all skill, but is lauzy in love skill
but, since i am silly, i believe in everything i had stated, but yet still stick with him, HAHA

milo had left me

This morning, i wake up because of a call, told me that milo cant move aldready? i so shock, the name sound so familiar...i can tmake my self going back sleep, milo...milo...milo....y?is it he sick i never notice?is it our fault cz bathing him, and make him gan mao and die?if so, i so guilty, keep make die inocient life, laplase like that, milo like tat, evan ...., so sad, i no have the qualification to take care fo small animal, how to take care my own, and people beside me, people around me? milo...i will miss your brown hair, miss your naughtyness and activeness, miss your expore spirit...you know that i love you and care of you why you wan to go, think back just 2 week after i bring you home...with money...now money fly, milo fly, and mood also fly away with you liao...

sometime i just cannot understand, the are a man kind of creature, if people not follow what they want, they will not happy. they tot they are god of everything, wan to control everything. if like tat, why not everything just do it by own, why u need other people sumore?

life very busy, living in it feel so cannot breath. sometime just need to face alot of people, but they are not understand in you. Sometime there are people who like to order around, stated clear that is out of her/his business, but still wan to control everything, everyone have own job description, doesn't mean that you cannot give idea of thing, but mean once you give the authority to other people, you just need to trust them, if they are wrong, u give idea, if not just follow them.
you are who?if want every thing to do like the way you want, the person you need is a person who do the job as what you order to, what in your mind. but that one is not me.

usm

Just finish my report, sit totally more than 2 hour jz to type it out, really cant understand where is the point I doing such thing until finger pain of typing…
Today I saw USM bus in UTM, basically I should feel ‘got home’ when say plat start with P, but the 1st thing flash in my mind, was another thing.
USM make me think of a girl, that I still feel sorry to her until now… That is why I ask u what u feels if u saw the bus? I wonder she still contact you, this make me think that if one day the situation happened to me, do you still will remember me?still will contact me?or still will think of me? Think of her if she contact u, I will abit not hapi.
i wonder how are we if one day long distant, I not like tat kind of relationship. I wonder why ppl can survive one week not contact each other. But I just know I cant tahan tat kind of feeling…
iz giv wat she wan is being nice to her? But someone said that guys prefer accompany her, but if cant make it, give what she wan is the only way.but sometime is not can or cannot, is wan to not.
Tat day watch something, make me know something, guys keep wan a gf that can understanding him, but act guy is very easy to understand, but jz duno y sometime thing is not hard to understand, but hard to make understanding…
but now i learn to think hapi thing rather remember not hapi thing...but still hard to forget all the thing that have done...i think i m evil and guilty

...Last night i have a lot of nightmare, i dream of "PSM" drop on my head, all my assignment paper become mushmaro and jumpy jumpy on my desk i can't wait to chew them up, and i break up with my dear darling liao...may be recently got too much pressure from my academic..yiks...i don't like assignment discussion report assignment discussion report and TEST, keep repeat and repeating...

just now surf to sakae sushi's web page, rm16.80++ weekday from 3pm-6pm, but i think got lunch and dinner buffet,people say suki not bad, some say tei sushi also...i think will much more better compare to sushi king...kakaka i think i need to depress liao, cause my brain started to stuck already...i need fresh air for my entire new idea for my project..y-e-a-r-k~~i still can feel my mouth so tasteless after recover from my sickness...steamboat,wakaka,so bad, timing is not good enough, i like food i want fun, i can't just every minute thinking about those paper work, that will make me crazy, break break break,just give me a break i will come back soon k...

maybe i need a new hair style, thinking want to cut it and make my hair curly but messy, look more trendly and pretty smart and yet cute and stubborn head..haha,just like my style...

i want go out and play, i can't live just facing all the paper and typing "formal" thing all day long...feel so stuck and suck!where is my buddy!!! hey buddy i need you, where are you???

today i invent a new theory, call " want simplify complicated stuff, but in the end will mess it into more complicated" the right ways is just open one eye and close one eye, remain all the thing as it normal(actually like this is ad normal, like kinda complicated relationship)...perhaps it will back to normal automatically,who knows?

a bonding trip eee-eark

i experience an ok, jz ok bonding trip this year, act is juz a boding trip, why d yong tau fu wan make it so serious? activities no pack enuf, tentatif not follow goood enough...bla bla bla...y she cant learn wat is fleaxible,is jus a relax trip, what she thinking?wan make it like a trainning camp?
"previouslu previously previosly"keep compare previously, but y not learn from pass and make all the accident keep renew and renew...so so not understand...
and after complaint this is a LUXURY trip, wat wat wat already 35 + hep sponshor bus and budget 300...den why u still eat over 10 chinken wing and yell not enuf?sumore tapao back all the rambutan? like san pa lao...sam pat!
without her will be more enjoyable...hahaha..everyone also say so, and tuk on her back...kakaka,so evil me!hehe
but can say ok la this trip,at least gain something and know some thing more clearly,but one thng for sure that act can be improve better...who knows ya!..

i feel sad,and mad,and tl...some how people not understand me,keep 'wat' me...is not say i not help,is when i ask u keep quiet,ignore and pretend not listen,and now blaming me?what kind of human u are?

i seem like got alot of unhappiness thing happend this few day, and got no 1 that i can su ku,feel suffer.that kind of people name friend keep ignore, make fun of me, and i jz can act like they are transparent, how come i can share with them howi feel.and some how the one keep turn cold face to me,when i need, he will not be around, and if will,the only thing tat he will say is "dun think too much la"until i can predict what his response...

i not even wan to sprit single word from my mount now, is meaningless cz no 1 willing to hear and listen and understand and comfort me...i feel like i already become a ya ba,duno wat to talk, duno who to talk...i wan to protect myself, without expectation from other, and this make me become selfish...

i wan marriage!!!!!!!!!!!!!! don't wan to do thing by own l iao.find a person tat can take care of me,love me,understand me,got money,do not hurt me,good personality and characteristic,know how to protect me and ownself, ok looking, and marrige, so tat i no need to border so much of thing,simple and easy...cz i feel so so so so so so 'line'

my school is @#$% >-*

buses need wait, lunch dinner need wait, use cicit need wait, wifi need wait...i know the world is make to wait, but, buses wait, and not enough space to sit even to stand or even to go inside; lunch dinner wait, but not enough,is not tasty is not delicious at all, and is not for normal ppl eat, i am very easy contented,like tat also feel suck! see, how suck was the condition is?cict har?in malaysia book record,slow and yet cannot loading of the page,not enough pc, wait here and ther and yet cant get 1; wifi?altot wan make whole campus like a wireless broadband place, pls la,update abit, spent more abit,make more quality la,cannot access u lauch for wat? some more charge hundred something for student to use the suck facilities, all the blood sucker!
i been rather pay money for all the good facilities,rather than u give it free but cannot use at all.wat for?wasting every1's spirit and money only...SUCK !!!

cry like the baby sky

a fren said she like to cry,use to cry, but duno why now stop crying d, so she feel san fu...
another fren keep crying, until duno wat she cry for, so she wan stop crying,cz feel san fu...

act me either, long time not cry d.lastime i cry because kek sim, swear not to cry after 20s time, but now duno n time liao because of the stupig idiot,haih,so silly,act man not longer sked when a women cry,because they are weird.so girl, stop crying for a man,is not worthy,yes,not worthy,he will not appreciate,and yet will hurt you again,indirectly,again and again...

wind blow so fierce,so sked...but dun be expected,on a guy,jz be fair to ownself,no body worth an "i love you" more den own.but i will also accept if u wan to tell me,haha

sigh...i really duno myself either, so grey and blue now,jz like the weather, haha...i feel like wan eat sushi now,long time no eat a GOOD sushi d

to all of you,wish everything will come true,may god bless you...

green sunday

sunday, a happy and lazy and creppy day
wake up and plan to havng lunch, rainning, so so big...2nd time accident bang with a good van.Lucky just some injury of the car, but think deeply if abit slowly in the path, if taking motorbike,i think i m really shit that time,and he will also more sui siao then now...now the car went to hospital, but my heart still pik pok pik pok jumpy jumpy

~...miss...~

Thinking the time if i am alone, i just discover i got a lot of free time leave for my own, for my self, for own space, if without anyone else besides me around...around...around....i miss when i am cheers, i miss when i being protect, i miss when i being concern by other, i miss being hug, i miss...
i think i should never put so many time on other, i think i should put more concern into my self, make me cheer always, happy always, joy always, without any worries. Last night i have alot of dream, very smash, very pieces and pieces, very blur and untidy, very don's know what to do, who to call, where to run, so it make me brave and face every thing by myself, concern other, protect other, by using my own hand...
i am so BLUE today, if there are 50% of my room full of water, i think i am in the place of 0.05% down on the bottom. know who appear in my mind now?

strunk and white's element of style

recently i feel so miss direction, so tui fei and tuo luo...are my life enthusiasm jz toward drama?..yesterday i eat bakchang, my dear darling say my bakchang got open stall so he buy me...i saw some ants in my room, they also like miss direction, walk here and there like don't know where wan to go and what want to do...just like me...sigh...
can someone tell me what related between strunk and white's element of style link with electronic and communication?...argh,kek sim r...what's wrong with me?i feel so alone,may be i need friend, i feel so long time no see him,but than jz couple day before, what happend to me?!?
look like i need find something new in my life, activities, friend, game, anything may be...jia you lpq, life is full of colour and energy, just depend how you decorate them...GO GO GO!!!

Trust and believe

wat a day...jz to attend 1hour class.like bee bumble around ear,cannot listen clear,cannot remember well..."did trust same as believe?"...he said believe is giving whole your heart, but trust is not...well,i do not know...feeling abit adnormal,is it my life is jz about movie?iz tat is all?...so funny...what my life is?...what my life was?...huan zu life is more colorful comepare blue fish...cannot,mz live more colorful den him,so he will envy...girl like to know d love 1 being suffer because of she,she will happy...sound weird right?...but is not...becuase when she know there are someone who willing to suffer for her,she feel xinfu and sweet in heart...haha...every girl is same la...when fall in love trap...guy?...hmm...odd and strange and logic mechanic brain thinking...can anyone tell me what is "strunk and white's elements of style relevant to electronic marketing and communication?"...teh say cheong ar teh say cheong...i m very boring n tuo luo...pull me up from the water to outside air...

Today i am very happy, feel abit relief, course my lec finally come and visit me d,haha...act is not my lec la, is other course lec, he say i m pass leh...hopefully la
so,i m here to thanks especially to my Pek Pek, he help me alot when the lec interview my" supervisor", and my dad, he very sked to meet my lec, hehe, but he an pai me to "work" here for him,and paiseh to my mum oso, she not dare to eat when hear my lec wan come,haha...
Well, hope he not come and visit me again la, since he got ask me do my internship until when...and thanks again to my pek pek,cz lec ask him i got ponteng o not, he say no la.haha, but the reality i like holiday everyday, acompany my family almost 2 month liao...hehe...
phew~lpq free abit d,hehe

Happy Bak Chang Day

Today is "bak chang" day...i eat alot of bak chang...and since alot people forget why we eat bakchang, so i m here to share a real history of china,the history of bakchang...

Bak chang is use to remember china dinasti "da chen" name " Qu Yuan"..."Qu Yuan" is a very clever and helpful "da chen",always give the "china king" briliant idea to rule the kingdom....DA DA DA DA...day by day,the castle added more briliant and bad person, there is a person,very very very bad,tat china king use to trust him very very very muc compare to Qu Yuan...So,day by day, the China King begin to forget Qu Yuan, and always listen to this bad da chen's idea...This bad da chen wan to "xian hai" the china king,to steal away his kingdom, so, he make alot of delicios food, that add alot of sugar, make it sweet sweet. ya la, as we know, eat more sweet can cause us lazy ma...so this china king become lazy to rule his kingdom...Qu Yuan very sad...he tell the china king " you cannot eat sweet,must eat abit of salt everyday"...but this lazy china king refuse, he say to Qu Yuan, that Qu Yuan is bad guy, want to steal his kingdom..of course,is the bad da chen's idea...Qu Yuan very sad, the king he use to pay for his whole life royalty is misunderstanding him,so sad so sad...The king not understand him,he feel very sad and sorry to the people,bacause cannot wake stupid king up from the control of the bad da chen...so he jumpy into the river commit suicide...so,he die...the china people is very angry the lauzy and stupid king, they also feel sad cause lost a clever and loyalty da chen...so they make "bak chang",throw into the river,hope the fish dun eat Qu Yuan body...and the guy take the dragon boat, row row row on the river,hope can "lau" and get Qu Yuan body...

So,this story pas pas pas so many year, and become to day's " bak chang day" and during this "bak chang"festival, got dragon boat competition held in Penang, also include international competition invite Thailand, Singapore, Indonesia, German, so on so on...see,Qu Yuan so "wei da"...we must proud of him...