recently don't know what going on,why so much thing like to happend together?is it all of them like to date together n pop out to bother me?someting is going on but i don't know what is going on,i hate such uncertain feeling,is so so so so so...don't know,i just want to be normal,everything just back to normal,really cant imagine what will happend next,very uncertain and unsecure and unpredictable and uncontroable,i just hope everything will be fine,just be fine....
why they keep say make it simple?everything will be ok..when it will be ok??when v will be ok??i don't want be not ok,i don't want like this,i hate myself for so many reason,maybe i am stupid,i just tiny normal fragile people,easily break and will not recover for long long long long long long long enough untill....why thing seem to be hard to commit,i know since already started and you should commit to it,that why till now i still the stuborn head little girl,i don't want to just give up for just a tiny ant thing...but why that feeling s almost make me cant breath and killing my soulllllllllllllllllllll