Don't know since when i stop coming this web page,but now coming again.i guess only if i m really happy so i will forget all the unhappy...but now,mab thing not happend as my inspiration,that y i m here...
now i feel really tired and hopeless and energyless and breathless...i m not mean to add ur burden,is really not...i though u know y i actin gso,but u don't...i feel i being treaten,i feel so dangerous,and so unsecure,untrustable to you,you are the causes of make me unsecureable.me now duo't know still want to continue or not,i feel this relationship so fragile,so cant being test...
i know if i let go,you will not do anytghing,even say nothing to rescue it...
mayb i just not tough enuf to let go.or mb just wif one of your word can make a change,but i know,you even wan to do just a single minimum try to grab my loose hand...
if can,i just donwan it to be happend...