moon?sun?earth?me?him?

"i wonder why god want to make me lost u in the middle of ppl sea, mayb he wan me to learn how much u mean for me."

recenly, i have been thinking deeply on my future, but it show me of no where...once close my eye, nothing appear except black and blur vision, nothing, but just an unclear path way, leading to no where, i wonder...

well, instead spending time wondering, why not use it properly, girls, wake up~He told me that life is not keep stuborn on a lost thing, how memorial and meaningful to me; but appreciate now.See, he always said something so logical, so not sentimental and feelingless word. who doesnt understand now is everything? the thing lost is lost, so make the life or thing now better, improve it. sometime make me so tiredsome, working so hard alone, you can see he just standing there looking elsewhere afford for nothing.

His life like around on his own; my life like moon, around on him. hate myself being like this. i want myself back!!! self centre Pang wen shan

i use to be self centre, before starting with him. but now seem like everything is related to him. simply dun like this kind of feeling. stop acting like a moon. try be the sun, light the future for everyone, make everyone around you,especailly the earch, turn and round because of you.