F U T U R E

January, chapter one: Make each chapter of your life a great one.
As they said, life is like a book, everyday has a new page; with new adventures to tell, lessons to learn and tales of good deeds to remember.-unknown

Today i having a blue mood. cause having a deep attack by gastric.i know he is busy, so asking help from other, cause i know that if he know, he also and might not going to help me. Finally i can settle by my own, it shows that i m stepping a step forward without him. i feel GOOD, but at the other side feel sad. cause he couldn't & never make any of my "asking for help" if i not asking him face to face.

Is it my life going to change? ya i think so, n great big hopefully can.i do not ask for a safe job after grad. i wan to play. thinking of making a 'working holiday' VISA, i know government offering such thing. maybe go uk, Korea, London, Australia, for around 2,3 years. half play half work...if i wish, can come back Malaysia, selling my experiences for a better job offer.if i can get a permanent job with that company, even can stay longer at other country. hmm, i wan him to be part of this, i mean together go oversea live and work n play for fews years. i wan him to be part of my future, cause now i start thinking of 'future', i can see future, after 3 months from now.

but kinda hard for him to think of his future. cz he now still cannot c his future. same as me, still cannot c our future. how to ask? if he can consider i will be lot happy d, cause one never been to that situation, he will never understand what situation u r facing of. i wish to have a good surprise. i hardly get surprise.