Working Sunday

Sunday, rainny little-by-little, is like my mood ('sunday-need-to-work-mood), i gotto bring umbrealla to work...felt so sleepy, & tired, maybe still not fully recover from sick =.=
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Nothing different for me actually, either weekday or weekend...=.=**
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Today is a windy day. Office no sales, surfing in fb, view some funny video; read friend blog (never think that he will read my blog :) , thanks senior for your comment! *solute*)

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Have a short chat with Carol, i just notice she tought i am rich girl *shy shy*...100k??!!! hahaha, i also wish i have leh~ ^^ (actually i also thought of chocolate as x'mas present, but that kind content wine, recently i love wine ^^)

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Can i re-rated you? a relationship cannot or not dare or without expectation is like "OMG! it was so 'nothing' " i felt so hopeless...last time i wonder, 'forever' is a term, which are not real...scared he will give up...now, i m like .... grrr, zzz ... don't know. i scared i am the one who give up, will i? hehe...

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Kinda confuse why i am here, working in singapore. Carol said because money...am i?i appreciate but i am not happy. Family, career, love, money...i have 1/2 . She said 1 have 1, & cannot have all...like me, like her....But i wish i can have all :) having all is not greedy right? They said "what you think is what you have"

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Anywhere, thinking want to go Hokkaido next year, after everything settle down (*you know what i mean, cheers! lets make my dream come true! yay! *peace & success sign* )

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Cause i wish to view the pure white snow around me, see the wonderful nice scene with my own eye...Wonder who will join me...Will he join me?