recently

recently very frustrated

being too negatively lately =___=

thing happend, me, family, relationship, career

like everything was so ka-na-sai lately (sorry being rude!)

friends resign~

suprisingly i was impress and envy

you did great, cause u dare to decide and stick to it and take action

i am kinda slow mode type

even i have make a decision, as long as i never figure it out what was the future plan can work

i will never take that action

until i really ready

>_____<

Gosh! what happend to me?

since i enroll myself into here (Sg, N*t**n)

make my personality change 360'

selffish, be hard hearted, agressive, scolding, pek-cek-ing, everything happend is stupid

i need my sunny sunshine smile back into myface

not by putting a fake smile on my fake masking on face

this job is make me so~negatively suck!

WT* i would said

but may be is a symbol

it just like 2012 before the earth going to vanish, symbolize with lots of disaster

me too

maybe i should tenant my letter very soon

hoping for the hopeless bonus and commision is never endless

facing those unreasonable clients and their awful requirement!

on the other hand, we having local, indeed very local SG-ean boss

who never understanding and keep asking for those not necessary thing

please la~use your pig brain, if you dare, switch us to that branch and ask them all come over here

see that time u will complaint bad sale not!

everyone also know, brain people all understand location indeed very important

how said, you was a business person, although was a bad & poor boss

since this field in sg is queit competatively!

hmm!

wait and see, hopeless life is indeed hopeless

one self must responsible for themselve

why i must put myself in this condition?

no one can save me, other than myself!

i will get out of here, very soon!