Friday, May 30, 2008

Life living under people roof

Wana know how was my interview with ITG? Hehe...running smooth, i get the job offered on the spot. Kinda shock after getting know they impress of my perfomance. But lucky i stand back my excitement, asking for 3 days consideration...Hehe, after thinking and thinking, i decide to reject the job. ITG Ms Teo just call me now, ask me when can work? Bit bu hao yi shi to tell her i cannot work for ITG. She like bit disappoited lo. Asking me why? Apologies from me for any inconvenience and hope you pas my chance to other more suitable people la.

Ah EE whole family treat me very nice. first day i reach here,
ah EE bring me to Giant, see got what stock wan to in. Than she buy me a new mattress put in guess room as my personal bed. so happy. Uncle more cute, he said if i decide to work wif ITG, just stay with them can d, no need rent a room outside. But he kinda encourage me job in S'pore.

This two days in ah EE house, i very guai d, not watch drama at all. My bb laptop abit angry me d, cause i just use it to online, surf net...After i think again, abit pei fu CZ thinking liao. So, made a new decision. Finding a normal job at Singapore, no need so tough job. Around $1500-1800 will do. General clerk also not bad. Stable work load and daily work time. After work i still got alot time to do my own thing, that i like. Weekend can come back JB, ah EE will cook nice nice food, lgc will bring me go kai kai, and have couple student to tuition to earn extra pocket money. So, i already msg T.chu liao. Ask him to search some tuition for me
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Yesterday went to Yuan Yuan study place, Fairview International School. I notice that the teaching environment there not bad. After chatting with those teacher, feeling that bit qing song the job. so i will try my luck apply a job from fairview. Secondly, i download some info regard CIMB complete banker programmed d. I will send my resume to them as well. Since my very 1st formal career interview, added my confident toward getting a job. But feel sorry to people around me lo, they kinda more aggressive than me, help me find job. Uncle buy me S'pore paper. Ah EE also, find newspaper colum, ask me phone this company that company. This make me pai seh nia.

Like C said, no need so rushy to get in a job. After so many 'real' example from people around me, all become so tense when work. Is totally not my style. so i need to be more prepare if really join a workforce. G-style life is not my style of life. J-style life also not my style of like. How say, artistic person like me, more suitable for self-enjoyment and colorful life, HAHA, not boring type.


P/s: LGC, ah EE today cook pig leg Chu leh. and your favourite flour base: pumkin bread, hehehe, i help u eat ya!~ ^^

Tuesday, May 27, 2008

ITG, i coming soon

hmm...tonight i will taking bus back to JB. Assume reach Sri putri around 8am, wednesday. Why so rushy? Actually i have an interview with ITG at tampoi 330pm, as indirect purchaser wo. actually i also don't know do wat 1. jz know need to deal with china coming client. So, pretty sure that my chinese language is not bad la. Just now surf to their net, they got direct linkage with HQ office at S'pore leh~This is the most excited news that i get this morning. Haha, mean chances i transfer to HQ office will be high lo. Wish me all the best ya. if they hire me, i will consider working with them ba. Make my dream to S'pore career nearer leh~yeah...

But dad kinda worry especially i leaving this home 'safety zone'. So he keep fat man zang. fa pi qi. i know he worry about me. Mom said when i NS, he cant sleep for 3 night. When i in UTM, he cant sleep for1 week. Lucky! sunday i told him. so he just cant sleep for 2 night d. dad r, he very canning 1 lo. he said i can ask uncle aunty to search job for me. NO WAY! though want spying around me ya. def don't want. they sure will kap sat me if i got job from aunty uncle. some more cannot argue so much about salary, and job place. And uncle aunty sure will report everything i done to my dad. Abukaka, he wan put spy around me. but i clever. so i run as far as i could.

But think deeper. i stay at jb he ald cannot fang xin liao ar. how if i work in s' pore leh. some more i wan go oversea study leh~... act i not mind if he find a good job for me, i can stay in home. but he not find for me and gam cham so much. this is what most of child cannot tahan for.

Anywhere, i appreciate for his worries 1, hehe. Girl ar, feel happy when got guys worry about them. wish me LUCK ya! have any news regard the company. do let me know ya. >.-

p/s: he sure wil happy lo. cause i finally not yi lai in him d. May be he just want a peaceful life that i stay some how a distance from him. Because he think i am duo luo angel + noise naughty little monster, spoilt his precious time with his fren ba. remember to drink water and pray hard hard for you lpc o~

Friday, May 23, 2008

Energetic blue fish

hehe, guess what i am doing now? blue fish today feel so energetic, don't know why. So, after wake up from sweet sweet oi oi, and breakfast, now she searching and apply for job vacancy d. 1st time she so motivate to find her really first job that 'must be able to work in minimum 1 year period' :p Blue fish ar, see, she kinda 'when have heart and want will do the best for you', haha. May be this is one of her super power also ^^

Ah dear ar, he no good 1 lo. tell him i wan learn piano, be able to read and play minimum one song for him. But he pour me cold water and grab my back leg wo. He said me are not able to learn what people take years to learn in just a week...*Sigh, poor blue fish. But refresh back what had done in F5, because of interest she don't care what people claim and determine to take another Art subject. May be talented, she just use 10 hours, borrow a book, a day before to study theory. A bit amazing, unbelievable, she able to get A for her Art subject. This incident had create a big support in her life since that. Well, i think miracle will happen again. How? Since very small blue fish's life full of miracle and a lot of positive unexpected incident leh~

Share with you what my gold goal ya. Just now tell mom will open a dog dog shop in sort of 2 year time, earn some money and open kindergarten. Then go oversea to study around two year. Me ar, kinda shot shot 1, know why i want to work now? 1st, is to clam parent's uncertainty heart. 2nd ar, hmm...i think is want to work as employee before i become employer...hehehe...

Ops!~ gotta go. Mom calling d. TaTa~

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

Kek Kai Shi dream

Yeah~watch finish Kek Kai Shi d (-.-" is not so happy to yeah about...) Now online at ama house lo...perhaps he is too tired d ba, sleep ki? or at gym now? or watch drama? or phone spoilt? or line not good? can't get his msg r...(Girl, always giving so many excuses for just a little stuff that she cannot predict...to comfort her uncertainty ^^ Silly girl) Said want to msn with him ar...>.< haih...wireless san san de 1, Go me na sai ne, lgc.

Kek Kai Shi also not bad ma, Mo shi Mu ri Kun every day sleep in class also lecturer not scold him. The only exchange for his super power is responsibility to protect the land gua. Can summon little Gami to do work also not bad ma -.-"!! Wake up Wake up. Blue fish, you also have super power ma, your super power is (happy go luck + fa dai) duo luo angel ba. So you gotta face your future stronger. Your responsibility now is find job, make $, save $, support family $, protect your self, protect your family...-. - Same tough job as Mo shi Mu ri Kun leh~can do it o not?

Like u said, i got a bit goal, but facing obstacle. Yellow land, small, smaller enough the support i get to generate yong ki and energy...smaller enough...so cold and blue...so little encouragement to face challenge, felt alone...Blur blur background, cannot see, cannot predict what is infront, cannot tell where is the future...

Me ar, is kind of human lack of a push...where is my push...where are you...

Paint's Mind, Heart, Soul


Told a friend before. If feel sad, wanna make clear about something, try to watch drama or series. Perhaps can learn something from that. Finally i know why recently keep watching 'Lucky Star'. May be i need my lucky star as well, white horse prince who can save me, give me courage. Nah...some how, it just a movie.

Just now dinner, dad told to find job in Penang...he said new government, new policy, new hope. I knew, he don't want me to leave home anymore. The last time i made a decision is, when graduated from Matriculation College. I choose JB. I am kinda 'run-away' person. Giving excuse i could not find myself in Penang, so i travel so far until reach JB, hopefully can find myself in JB. But now...again, i trying 'run-away', to S'pore...Friend said, final limited is end of this month, must guai guai find job liao.

I am finding my job now, but some how, refuse company interview, reject job offer. I scared, scared those commitment into job. Nemo dad take so long and far to Sydney, Australia, to find Nemo. Blue Fish just from JB to S'pore...Really hope they can support me. They not understand. I will continue lazy and lose my motivation for life challenge if i stay in my home, the safety zone...

This afternoon, finish a painting in less than 4 hour. Perhaps...have some inspiration suddenly. People said drawing can tell what inside your mind. I believed that. Brother said is a tree, that have no leaf, that only can see during Winter. Winter is cold. Staring again to my own painting, felt a bit lonely, a bit scared. I think the only thing i need and want now is encouragement, and you are the only person who will continue support me whenever and whatever i faced.

But may be because of this, started lose my confident toward own self, slowly, losing my confident into this relationship. Some how i manage to know that. He couldn't remember words. He seldom make promises. i know, he scared he can't make it after giving hope, fake hope. Because of this, i don't want him to make promises, that cannot be realize. But sometime, girl need promises. In order for them stay committed, confident and secure toward a relationship. Nah...he will not agree with my point 1, and simply giving excuse 'u watch too much drama d'...

Friday, May 09, 2008

Blue Fish 'Table Lamp Project' SUCCESS!

Finally, tomorrow is Saturday, Lgc have two day rest day for him gym, fishing, rest and shopping d...Dead fish Lgc currently will become happy fish liao^^...He arr, very Tai Tao Ha 1, always forget thing, drop at office la, kuliah la, lab la...pencil case, phone cover, pendrive...one day he sure will forget his lpc >.<" Remember to drink more water o~ Don't get sick liao

Senarai Tampal not yet annouce my result yet, a bit worry lo~recently cannot sleep well, not gastric wake up during midnight, but night mare T.T Chi Cham o~ though came home will not have night mare and gastric, how know also the same.

Know what blue fish busy recent days? Hehe~like what i said, busy to make table lamp ma. Here is the result. Wow, unbelievable, so awesome, look so pretty leh. Not bad ma, my hand craft, i think can sell it liao, haha. Blue fish hand craft, always bring surprise to people around~ could not doubt that, i have pretty hand that can come out with pretty work~ (Sure, :) have bit bit clever mind as well, HAHAHAHA!) Thanks to Mommy, she helped in my 'Table Lamp Project', as always, without you, life like incompletenesses liao ^^ (P/s: 'Table Lamp Project' use 3 days to complete leh, of course, 4 unit ma, but include time for searching material and ordering n waiting all that la~ ^^, How? gao not blue fish?)
The Electrical items Seller scared i 1st time do will get 'short'
But, Blue Fish clever ma,
This type of thing, not hard at all :p

Connect all the stuff become like this, than....

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.*TADA! one of my table lamp
Look not bad leh, pretty ma?

*YAHOO~Blue Fish 'Table Lamp Project'
SUCCESS!~

P/s: Below is the place we went to have our 'Early Mother's Day' Dinner, 2 mother (Ama & Mommy), is a Seafood Restaurant at beach side~

*Lgc, i can see your home town from here leh~
(far far away, about 2cm from left,
the tallest buliding is Komtar lo~)

*Hehe, i know u miss Penang island
so Blue fish 'Tak Tang' upload photo for u
'the night scene of Penang Island'
(From Butterworth, Bagan Ajam Beach Side)

Sunday, May 04, 2008

Lgc internship start tomorrow Liao, haha~

Today lgc go back JB d, tomorrow his internship start (Sad sad d~when bus depart, did you feel you go farer & farer from lpc?) I think now the only thing he can feel is headache and sleepy head gua, haha. Blue fish also want to go clubbing ma, if got chance, let u pity pity alone at home, hehe. Like this only sound like blue fish ma, naughty fish. You so sad holiday have few day, i so sad can't even have the thing name 'semester holiday' d, cause i cannot have study time liao (^^ nevermind la, i holiday for you; you study hard for me la)

Well, Sunday, is the day for brother go back to his hostel for weekday study. Damm...jealous and envy, he can study while i graduate d. Dad m
orning when for doctor medical check up, doctor said his cholesterol and blood pressure bit higher liao (Why leh? is it i coming back and do something wrong that make abukaka angry?!? No la, i always as guai as possible be his guai guai bao bei daughter 1 ma).

Before drop brother at Butterworth Jetty (He take ferry to go back to Penang hostel by own, of course la, sure got buses ma, so big man liao, must learn bit to become independent 1, abo how? although i very willing to follow him go to his hostel to have my unlimited jobless holiday, haha, his room damm comfortable, sure la, level 15th leh~), we went to beach side sea food restuarant to have our lunch (Dad said want eat feng fu bit, as brother birthday related meal wo ^^) Got rice la (of course la, brother is rice bucket ma), steam fish, fry sotong, and garlic steam lala...Wa, eat until me so full o. Sea wind blow~so comfortable, wave sound so nice while having lunch. Oh ya, i got take some picture o~ i like sea, especially all those thing which related to sea!

Right Upper spot, is the other seafood restaurant o~
My table of lunch today, is next to the sea o~
Wonderful! i love it...the Sea la~

Life beside sea, sure is fisherman life la,
but i think all those fish rope here is belong to old time d
teenager now a day, who want to go sea catch fish earn money leh~

Brother said this photo mainly is focusing on the middle the 'Blur-blur' spot
Did you know what is that? (cause i don't know)

Can see Penang island from here leh~
the good of Butterworth beach side:
Always let you know that Penang island always appear on sea bed, haha

Walao, brother also not very good ho treat me, ask me 'don't forget' to top up his phone for him before he went to take his ferry. Sure, since i 'currently' jobless, your sister me will help u inform our family financial consultant and supplier. haha. Abukaka said want go 'fake flower house', see got what flower can buy to decorate home's fish pond. But the only thing that blue fish interest in that shop was the lace's rebon, thinking can use to make the table lamp, haha. Yeah~finally got thing to do d. Tomorrow will go buy some light bulb, batery socket and wayer, Blue fish going to D-I-Y babe table lamp d. Yahoo~so excited nia!~ (Beside fake flower shop, we do go for landscape garden, support the green, is our family's basic norm ma, kekeke)

This is the real flower o~
first time i saw this special species flower, look like bird

Guai guai blue fish today not only help mum transfer her cactus to a bigger port, but also help her cooked dinner ma. Our dinner today is :
Cause dad lo, he said he want to have some 'extraordinary' dinner :p simple + easy. After dinner, i saw Dua Pek cutting his bonsai at garden, i very good heart ma, as generous + kind lovely in Pang's family, good niece help uncle clean up the bonsai leaf lo (Wah~really alot leh, sweat alot after dinner, can treat as today's exercise d ^^) Mou kai la, who ask i am such good people wo~ hehe.

p/s: 'Dai Jiak' of generous...now my waist very pain o~ You Sun Kuat Tong arr~~

Friday, May 02, 2008

Life after i graduate

Yes, today is the 4th day i came back from JB. haih...very unlucky ar, maybe the time & period for 'fooding' blue fish is incorrect or inappropriate, since i reach here, Tuesday ma, already suffer gastric attack d. Cham r, i can't even find where is my home's Milo put ar, i though home so poor, Milo finish liao no money buy, how know is mum not top up, haha. Pain Pain *-' , stomach like burning from inside...if Lgc here, he will definitely make hot milo for me, n 'take' me go c doctor liao :p

Gastric Medicine ar, how come you can finish so fast leh~
See, left two only. Lgc will scold again for not go see doctor.

Hmm...wanna know after so many day i reach home, what had i done? Well, i totally enjoy my life with family, precious family time, let u all know, i just unpack my lugage yesterday, haha, geng leh. Abukaka and mum pam me alot of yummy food. I think because of this reason, i suffer gastric, for eating too much food too frequent until my body cannot react toward this sudden change of my meal schedule. Consequences? Besides i suffer gastric pain, wake up middle of night cannot sleep, i think i also finish almost all my gastric medicine d. Must ask brother help me buy some more d.

Well, this is my lugage since my 3 years study in UTM.
Photo show not much lugage i have ma ^^

Well, at least blue fish discover a very special and lucky news. Nop, is not i get an offer from any job (Don't forget blue fish now is fresh graduate and jobless...). Hehe, is i discover my new home finally can access wireless from beside grandmother's house liao (that is why blue fish now can online here lo). I guess this will be a big superior news for me, kekeke. Next time can online at my own home d d:

People asked, how r, what is your plan next? Well, after this 'Personal Resting and Charging Period', may be will go Singapore for job (Haih...again, CV lazy to write, how i suppose to get a job leh...Lazy + Duo Luo Blue Fish...) By the way, dad finally agree want to sponsor a laptop for brother d. Acer now is the most economical brand in Malaysia. I think i will ask uncle help me buy. Now the problem is, if the new laptop look nicer, may be i will change my old laptop with new laptop, let brother use my old laptop, hahaha. Bad leh, well...as always la, Blue Fish is like that ma, the only princess and the truly princess in Pang's family.

~The Wild Mushroom~
Although Blue Fish is princess in the Pang's Family,
but how say as a family member, i also got help water plant.

If not where got so many miracle discover in my home's yard garden leh

Wish can grow more, so my garden will look like bit magic world.
*Because of this reason, blue fish nearly every morning search for new growing wild mushroom in garden leh~

But, since i already come back my lovely home town, i think the only thing i concern now is eat and play and rest gua, hehehe. But bit pity lgc, he can't even had enough time for resting this holiday, he going to help sis's shop, no time for him to play around and fooling with friend. Don't not happy la, may be they all currently now understand ma. lpc sayang sayang...M-u-a-r-K!

P/s: Blue fish got wake up around 8-830am to jogging o~, healthy life for my 'too much and too frequent yummy meal' incident, hehe^^ Gatto go, Dad calling d, c ya!~

Saturday, April 26, 2008

Last 3th day in Johor

Saturday d, this morning wake up very early, around 830am, and print my thesis. Very wan kat 1 lo Mr. Sha, early said 3 book now want us print 4 book. Actually cannot blame him for this faultiness, blame faculty lo. Because of printing this 89page thesis, eat more than a ream A4 paper, with more than one bottle of my printer refill ink. Mou kai la, this is a must for guarantee my graduation (UTM law, not pass up thesis, consider you are not grad, cannot get your degree certificate, although supervisor already given it mark ... )

4 book but just have 3 approval signature letter, HOW? Never mind, in such a Hi-Tech world, got printer 1, can print out the letter, but where to get supervisor signature if cannot meeting him? Don't worry, Hi-Tech world besides printer, still got mobile phone equip with digital camera shooting mode as well as easily get Photoshop CS software, KAKAKAKA :D Ok, now i teach you all how to get supervisor approval letter without meeting supervisor ya (Sure, doing this Hi-Technical way must get particular person's approval, if not can get sue o~), hehe:
1. Use mobile phone's camera capture down supervisor signature
2. Bluetooth the picture to your PC or laptop
3. Open 'Paint' to cut down the signature part that you need
4. Paste it to Photoshop
5. Use 'Magic Wand' tool to cut down the background (If not, when print, will have an unusual mark)
6. Save the picture as JPEG format
7. Open it with 'Paint' again, copy and paste it in 'Microsoft Power Point' (This step is to stabilize the color of the picture)
8. Resize the picture (signature), and paste it in your document (letter)
9. Use your 'Hi-Tech' printer to print it out
DA-DA-DA-DA-DA, like this, ma done liao lo! Cannot simply use this way to get signature, just for urgent and emergency case, and MOST IMPORTANT! must get particular person's approval ^^, as for me, sure la, supervisor said i can do so, hehe! Lgc said me gao, can open shop liao (Blue fish also think so, haha~)

Thinking Monday will be leaving JB soon, feel so 'bu se de'. How said 3 year time live here for studying my Bachelor Degree of Management (Marketing), fooling around with friendS and coursemateS, seniorS juniorS, LGC, examS holidayS... Time fly really very fast (especially after grow up!~) If you ask me what is the thing i will missing much, i think is exam and holiday. Wei, very hard to have semester 'On-time' + 'Own holiday' leh after graduation...Haih...Sad sad T.T, just can bring back full full memory nia.

Suddenly think of a poem ^^ "Silent i come, just like i walk away silently; wave my hand, cannot bring back cloud and sky" understand? HAR? What? Cannot? Mean i come and go like nothing related with other people, earth still turning day and night; Cannot bring back anything big when walk away, maybe just a little 1".....^^ , wah, can open another shop liao

P/s: Recently have some push and motivate, "want open own shop", dreaming dreaming dreaming, become
blue fish's daily's talk liao :p

Thursday, April 24, 2008

Blue Fish Graduate Liao ^^

Yahoo, yeah yeah, finally finish my final year final semester final exam paper. So sad o Dr. Khalil give so hard question, don't know how to answer him also. In UTM ar, normally got two kind of question will be asked during exam or test, one is question easy answer hard; the other one is question and answer both hard hard. The second one is more headache, cause student don't know what the question is talking about how to give answer? But anywhere, at least pass my final exam paper d. Yip-Yip-Yip-Yip-Yip-YiPPY!

Feel how? Actually i not felt happy or release inversely i feel a bit sad and uncertainty. Is hard to express by word. Some kind of sad, worry, don't what to do. May be because of this reason, make me wan to become 'zai nu' (girl who live indoor who don't want to go out to have fresh air and keep accompany only by the computer), haha, sound so duo luo leh blue fish (Sure, don't forget blue fish got another nick name named 'duo luo Angel' o~, she ar, very gao in fa dai 1, hehe)

In Short, this is blue fish future lo, hehe
Nice leh, the picture at right upper corner,
Blue fish draw by own o~ ^^

Lgc's sister going to have own business d, same year's old girl why i now still have nothing, cannot~must fight harder liao >.< "(this is one of the reason will make blue fish motivate in searching and working in Singapore o~). This morning r, have a phone chat with didi, thinking buy him a laptop (Actually blue fish want to give him her laptop and buy a new laptop, hehe, bad leh)...Aiya...how leh, graduate mean going to work liao. Probably will go to Singapore gua, at least no need worry much toward transportation. Haih~i also don't know, now just hope can faster gain money and realize blue fish's Dog Dog Pet Word (i think this is the only reason will push me go forward ba~)

Goffy cannot continue like this o~, must grab harder on ur Huat Huat liao. If one day lgc do wrong i use your style punish him write 'i'm sorry' 10,000 times and pass up in two day times, i think he will use computer copy and paste, if i told him to write use hand, he sure will treat my word as 'siao'! haha, so, Huat huat is consider ok liao, at least he still willing to do something for you. Don't fa lan za easily o~

Now don't have mood to eat sushi d, cause now blue fish have mood in shopping new cloth and shoe, going to ban leng leng liao. But tell u a secret o, every time saw tang yuan will think of her, don't know why, and will feel bit pain and guilty. K9 raining so heavily o~, but thanks to this also, wireless act very guai o this time, hehe. Sek sai leh. Every time r, after finish a semester, me c&g will go for steamboating at Taiwan shop. But i think now is the last time we gather in this shop liao, since every one will go for next stop in life liao ma.

Your favorite o~, must appreciate know?

Kim Chi soup base steamboat.
Know why blue fish choose this soup base?
A very simple reason, nothing related with Kim Chi,
because this steamboat got meat ball, haha!

Thursday, April 17, 2008

Second Final Paper

Hehehehe, yesterday went to Tebrau Jusco Sing-K with course mate. Haih, tough they go CS (plan to eat egg roll at taiwan oyster mee shop and buy slipper, the slipper very nice o, is white color), out of my prediction, we went to Red Box, at Tebrau Jusco. (But blue fish prefer New Way at CS, bigger room, better sound system arrangement, and can eat egg roll and buy my slipper ma :p). We went to secret recipe for lunch, i ordered kid set and a slice of Choc Cheese cake (cause still very full ma, kids meal already cannot finish d, lucky not order set lunch). Tonight will do multimedia assignment gua (again, multimedia assignment, well, i think is final assignment d, (: Yeah~)

Actually Blue fish now just finish exam, 2nd final paper, professional ethic. Pity o, Tuesday Brand Management exam, just left 30minit to do two essay for 20mark, each 15minutes, don't know Lecturer know what i write bo (Let la, don't know also 'mou kai' ka, already pass up d). LGC today went to Kota Tinggi, with his course mate, so many people go. Boys lo, play until hand spain, so pity. No wonder la, so early come back d (Hear your voice, you sure being shock by the accident liao). Water fish (That one look like turtle, but have a long and Tu Tu mouth) is God lai de ma, you make a
wish in front can make your dream realize 1. But water fish consider wild meal also, outside can sell for very expensive one.

Recently got a lot luck, lgc keep catch fish nia, but small small one, until last monday he catch a big fish (Life of a fisherman, finally K.heng meet the neck of a vase liao, he sure cannot laugh liao cause haven't update any fish, kekeke, bad leh blue fish keep laugh at people, but dai sei lo, who told him laugh people first). I think they going to eat this fish tonight. Lake fish don't steam, cause will very have a very strong mud smell 1. Blue fish think r, fry fish slice sure will taste good lo. hehe. Shang Yu contains a lot of protein 1, that why when ppl hurt, usually will eat Shang Yu porridge or soup lo.
Caught a big fish, finally can revenge d is it? Hehe ^^
C you so happy, laugh till see teeth no see eye

Friday, April 11, 2008

Sour Sour Blog

haih...long time not write blog d, blue fish aldready can smell my blog "sui sui ko ko" fat mou smell d...sorry o~cz my uni's college wireless very lauzzzy 1, cannot online...


Last Sunday we went to Perling there fishing, some one said must early go, cause fish only hungry and get caught early morning, where got, no water also so early, so we end up feeding mosquito, catching crab and water snake there. Fun fun fun~, very seldom can wake up so early smeeling fresh air, listen bird crips and listen morning radio while having breakfast at river hut and reading news paper, like picnic leh. Blue fish just can conclude worth so early wake up, hehe. I bring back a purple crab leh, blue fish scared it hungry give it eat sausage, but it don't want eat, so finally lgc take go university lake let it go for new life d.
This is the crab that we caught, let it go away d finally ^^

Here is the place we went for fishing

Handsome guy there bit shy of camera shooting

This Monday i pass up my thesis whole draft d, i think this week is my "holiday mood" week d; Tuesday lgc treat me eat sushi, he own me 1, as his birthdat meal, haha. Wednessday got multimedia class, everyone must wear corporate shirt take picture, since we three year coursemate, very seldom for us to take whole class picture, somemore all of us will fly to search for our new 'root' d,hehe...and afternoon r, watch korea drama lo, the actor r, very ugly 1, not handsome somemore face look like 24hour sleepy face (let me think of some one nia, same kong kong face 1). Ok lo, finally thursday i watch finish d, not bad la, at least got happy ending. we go horse house take video for multimedia project. I saw pony o lgc, the uncle tell me 3 years old liao, but cannot grow up d, is mini horse, the mother and son equal body size 1, so nice o if got a pony as pet, (dreaming blue fish, dreaming...hehe..c said dare to dream BIG). Thursday continue our video project, shooting video at k9. blue fish discover the lunch malay guy suddenly count become cheaper d: so happy.Fan zen nothing do, so we having our girl talk whole day in LPQ room lo. Listen say Friday night got marketing night for all final year student, at bestari 3, theme: femiline and masculine...if femiline very pretty take umbrella wait bus whole foot wet wet like lok tong kai, also very unfemiline d, haha..


Some one very wan kat 1 lo, eat sushi king with blue fish still not enough somemore want to eat with cm yesterday, he really forget actually promise want go eat sushi buffey with me today >.<". See, so no heart punya ppl, some more blame me no 'update' news for him. If you really remember r, sure will ask and excited for the date la. Everytime just know how to find excuses for your faultness. Lucky i m ok with that (Cause blue fish aldready grow up and learnt not to 'expect' so much d), if not sure 'sayonara' d (though blue fish don't know? you is 'own-share' ppl, own=your ownself+friends). But thanks to you also ^^, create so much memory for me, unless i suffer memory loss, if not i will remember for life gua. only the person who important to you, will make you cry so hard, and bring you joy so much~


Here is post up adapt from c blog. High degree of agreement. if test toward the relationship using mind and girl, this is the result. Pearson correlation coefficient will achieve high in significant, high positive absolute value, hehe...Hence, guys, protect your girl, pempered her, take care her, without wanting her drop a tear for you.

When a GIRL is quiet,
millions of things run into her mind...
When a GIRL is not arguing,
she is thining deep, deeply...
When a GIRL look at you, with eye full of questions,
she is wondering how long will u be around
When a GIRL answer "I m fine" after "FEW SECOND",
mean she is not fine at all...
When a GIRL stares at you,
she wonderig why you lying...
When a GIRL say love you,
she means it...
When a GIRL say misses you,
no one in this world will miss you much more than her...


This semester no Study Week o, goffy said because our CNY holiday delay a week. So next week is our final exam week d, SO EXCITED o~, hope faster finish my final exam, than really final year for me d~ haha, wish me luck o~gain first class o (can use abit to search job since i not have working experience ma, hehe, gao leh~)


Saturday, April 05, 2008

Spiderwick & 3 kindgom knight

(continue from previous blog)...Yesterday is friday, i passing up my 15pg thesis journal liao, so gotta give myself a break before starting to edit whole draft thesis which going to pass up next monday...quiet lazy lo actually...

~~~~ SpiderWick ~~~~

me go watch movie today, keke, so happy. he buy my favourite fry banana as tea break snack (but i think the aunty "tak tang" bully u 1 lo, give u rm4 pisang goreng, haha)...how leh caroline, i watch spiderwick d, i addicted to that movie d, think of drawing those Mugarath and all the magical character in my scrap book...hehe (Blue Fish like magical world, since she very young believe got magical thing, but now blue fish grow up a bit liao, those non fiction and science prove in this world doesn't mean so much liao lo)

~~~~ Lgc hm birthday, Pizza + Three Kingdom ~~~~

today is K.heng 's birthday, he going to treat all his house mate a movie and a meal. But don't know how, i got luck today, he treat me as well leh, haha. Thanks for the movie and pizza ya. (Andy Lau recently movie y all die 1 at last, but ok lo, not bad la)Happy birthday. Meet shu wen there, my former PELTAC collegue. She still in the team to help OC, good. blue fish is time to retired from Peltac and focus on my final sem liao ma, hehe.Jia You o!

~~~~ Do THESIS o BLue FiSH q(>.<)p ~~~~

Now is time to do thesis final draft d, seem like a lot of thing need to edit, but blue fish no mood leh. Lgc r, he go gym for his workout d. today we eat a lot calories, popcorn+coke, Pizza+pepsi...so must hardworking lose all the fat and build muscle ya. (but i not hardworking do thesis, i m blogging now, hehe, bad leh)

Actually still got alot of assignment need to settle before final exam, but seem like i already in "holiday enjoy mood" d...^^ slow slow la, got c and g, especially goffy, our 38group's alarm clock, she will ask me to finish assignment when reach the timing, she is the timing reminder of our assignment team, haha

930pm liao wo, but i still haven't touch much of my thesis (cause now is time for Jacky Wu's dog dog show at Singapore Channel U ma, make me so no heart to do nia..., haih) Blue fish must fight fight fight, cannot be so lazy liao...hehe

Friday, April 04, 2008

Finally Pass Up Thesis Summary d, hehehe (=

Just passing up my thesis at faculty office, actually i felt so not fair lo, i not aim for the best paper ma, y still want me so "kang ko" copy paste to make this thesis 15pg journal leh...felt abit wan kat..Finally i got a bit appetite to eat d, cause i start thinking later want to have what lunch, at where, what dinner...q(^^)p (just 10am but blue fish already feel hungry d, may be this morning just drink a box of soy milk as breakfast gua...hehe)

Goffy said when she marry to Ah Huat, will invite me, but must give her at least rm200 ang pao o...Wei, goffy r goffy, i go to ur marry ceremony you should feel happpy d ma, y still want me pay leh, so pity...

Lecturer start lecturer d, actually blue fish now having multimedia class, got to go, c ya later

Wednesday, April 02, 2008

Be Brave Blue Fish

Blue Fish going to graduate soon...i guess i am going to miss all the memory here, how say also i spent 3 year here leh, no long but not short as well...

i had make my mind go to Singapore d, for a better tomorrow i guess, haha, fight fight fight!!! g have a stable relationship with her's ah huat, like this she can focus on fighting on her career d; c currently enjoy her single life, she also can focus whole heartly into her career...me? i have a cannot say stable relationship, i guess i cannot like g d, how say if it stable, only make me no worry to fight for my career d...haih,sian. if he can help me settle all this so call problem, i think i no need bother so much here d...

Bangkok Trip *pop! can't make it liao...if got two more to join us, maybe still got hope geh, hehe. is not i don't and not ask you o, is you internship cannot join me o. But when u graduate, remember to ask me o, second graduation travel trip is not a problem for me, right dear?

blue fish is a very understanding and caring person 1, i hope he also the same, understanding and sayang me more than i do. i will think a lot before making a decision, because i need commit to it after make mind. (*Hint: Who want to influent bluefish, do it before she make mind ya!)

Saturday, March 29, 2008

D++ at FKA Primavera

Today i go degree++, a Primavera Project Planner 2 day course. Early morning around 730am i ald wakeup take bath drink milo prepare myself to wait for a bus. UTM bus very wan kat 1, especially saturday and sunday. we wait around 45 minit only the bus is coming. Got ppl tell me D02 is at FKA, but D02 actually very near D06 nia, hai we walk so many yuan wang road T.T, reach there already 9am++ d.

Actually Primavera is useful, but the lec give alot example that we (management student not so interest topic, wat concrete la, wat rough in la, bla bla bla) not so interest, before 1030am break, i alreaday like @.@ d....Finally reach lunch time d, but wait so long nearly 1pm d, lunch still belum sampai..so we walk so far under hot sun (of course got umbrella la, if not sure melting..) to cengal to have lunch and back. How know the lab is LOCK! make me sit out side and wait and let mosquito bite and drink my blood for free...

But, at least finish a day d, tomorrow is another day, don't know tomorrow lunch will be late or not? actually i halfway doing my thesis draft, but maybe today too tired d, guess what, after typing two pages, i go wash my face...and...do mask,haha.Now feel my face fresh d, but bit sleepy d, so swim online...but just now got someone test, lucky i pray and fight for you r, if not where got so easy wo, haha, thanks me la,hehe ^^Blue fish going to sleep soon, night night and sweat dream!~

Friday, March 28, 2008

Blue Fish not so happy today

Supervisor car spoilt d, he need car service. Because of this blue fish have time sitting here and updating my blog (Kaka, cause thesis draft submition date postpone to 4th april d).

i discover a thing yesterday, that he never do so since we together 2 year, that is he automatic upload A photo of us, online...does this mean he changed? nop,for me,he still "that kind" of person, girl friend always last. Because he think he need to take care alot of people, so no time for you. Here is an example, i pretty sure that if one day this world going to corrupt, he sure will safe himself, family, friend, other beloved stuff, then suddenly, *ting* something come into his mind, he will stand there and think : "did i forget someone at somewhere?" But not more than 5 second of thinking, he sure will said :"Aiya, let it la..."(who said double fish zodiac is a romantic person har? i really doubt that). Man all same, before and after getting something, totally different. *sigh -.-

What is the fun fishing here? does face really important? if you believe the point: Fish hungry start from time 7pm, why never come to your mind that blue fish also hungry at 7pm? This is a really funny stuff. If you want to date a person for a dinner, will you tell him/her remember eat something before dinner? (some how if 9pm still consider as dinner time, 3pm i will consider as lunch time d:)

But anywhere, i understand that man need face to live. Here is an example, if you go fishing with your friends, but until now you is the only one who never caught 1 yet,those consider themselve as "good friend" keep perli you (act i also duno where is the point perli ppl, i guess because "perli people" is all of their life, one day no perli ppl, they will die!~)so man at this time, will think that,SO NO FACE. (suggestion from blue fish: buy a fish, bring go, pretend caught one, simple)

Some one told me before, If angry a person, think of his goodness, will make you stop angry... but I just can said that i am a blind fish, haha.

p/s: happy unhappy is both different stuff, now is not in work force, if time to be own self, but still need to be pretending, be a mask man, since when you can live truly for your self wo?

Thursday, March 27, 2008

yeah, finish thesis chap 4 n 5 d :D

Yeah!~Finish my thesis chapter 4 and chapter 5 d, later want find supervisor check and see, got few question going to find out, but still cannot release myself, cause still got alot thing need to be follow up and better plan....haih, poor blue fish, jia you jia you go go go, you can do it :)

Just now got a company phone interview me ( Actually they had called me yesterday but i turn off my ringtone and vibration, keke, bad bad leh...), but i not feel like wanted to work so fast after i graduation. Very fan, so many thing.Settle one by one la.

Singapore is it better place for me to find myself? but i lose myself at Penang find until Johor, but still cannot find myself,so i decide to go Singapore to continue my journey. There are few thing in my mind, need to consider alot, family, lgc, myself, which one need to come first leh...But how also i think Singapore better way for me, currently...at the moment...yup,correct.


$1500 better than RM1500 ma. House renting, eat, transport, family financial, PTPTN, after deduct all this minimum monthly expenses, i think i still able to survive if earn $ compare to RM...haih...Since young can go out explore, how say Singapore not that far as Australia ma, got anything also can reach Malaysia faster. If i stay in Malaysia, after several year i think i will not have the OHM to go out explore d, some more dad and mum sure will get older, i will not able dare to leave them that time...

Hehe, if i work in Singapore, mommy can come over and cook for me and clean my house while i go work, she cook so nice, can make breakfast for me before i go work, and play her favourite computer game while i working. i can bring her to Sentosa play when i free and eat my favourite sushi buffey...haha,think liao also happy (Sorry oh dad, i thinking of steal mommy from you when i work, hehe)

*POP* Blue fish, stop day dreaming d, is time to go to take bath and prepare for lunch d (haha,time for lunch, my favourite day goal..^^)

Saturday, March 22, 2008

Arr....My LAPTOP !!!...

Saturday, March 22, 2008, half hour ago my laptop kena 'stroke' d, T.T, without my permission how can you collapse o, see, now need send you go hospital ICU, spend money to implant a new organ for you liao lo...you need to know that i cant live without you o, must recover very soon, you are really important to me...haih >.<''

What can i do now leh, hmm...use lgc pc do some report first lo, if not how o~ WAWAWA, a beautiful saturday morning happend a sad sad thing spoilt blue fish mood nia...wait a minute, i forget someone d, carrot ar carrot, don't cry la, "b4 work you yu zhen" everyone also got ma, you press yourself too hard d, that y the tear ma come down lo, cheers! your life is so nice because you got me to share your unhappiness ma, haha

Friday, March 21, 2008

Blue and Grey, need laugh, a really big one!

Raining d, TI-TI-TA-TA, finally.Why the weather so moody today...( actually i am in my halfway of finishing my assignment, how know swim to here again, hehe, you sure will say " aiyo, why so lazy o~" :p)

Never mind la. now i in moody also ma, just like the sky now lo. Maybe the date of graduate is near soon, but i not yet finish thesis, not yet prepare for final exam, and not yet prepare to facing the reality world ( commit to workplace soon, haih....) Dilemma, haha...

This is what in my mind now, i draw it out, from the picture, i hope i am happy, got a lot money,haha, love people around me, being pampered, and colorful memory... See, 'down' people always hope something good, but ignoring that actually those thing is happened right around them lo (bad blue fish, you should realize how meaningful and colorful your life right now, fight for those you love and those love you...Aiya, blue fish draw on assigment note leh :P)

STOP! stop day dreaming d, faster continue what you are doing, than plan for what dinner you want to have for 'D' day, HAHA!~ right, i should do so, faster finish assignment. C n G always asked what is the meaning of your life? i think i got the answer : EAT + MONEY = LOVE ( haha, not understand leh, eat and spent money can destress ma, got this two element, will generate more energy to blue fish, so that blue fish will not be stress, then will bring more love for the people around, make sense leh~haha!)

Going to take a bath before fighting, clear mind for better thinking, better analysis, BETTER mark for assignment report, WAHAHA!~c ya!

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

Condom Factory Visit =p

Recently Malaysia weather very uncertainty, minute before hot sun, a minute after rainy, so moody. This afternoon i went to Medical-Latex (Dua) Sdn. Bhd., ( nothing do ma, so do something siao lo, add knowledge la, hehe >.<"). Basically is a factory tour organize by AISEC. this factory produce all sort so call "medical product" ( condom la).
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Depart lo~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

Haih, it took us times to wait for the bus come ( if time= money, don't know how much money fly by d, so wasted ho...), we need to do all those changing and kill germ before enter the factory center. The guider detail us from the stage how a condom being form and produce until packaging. ( See, n thousand condom being produce each day, demand from market, no wonder la, all condom producer so rich in this world, haha)

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Blue Fish think: ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

But today onward i must fight hard and stop duo luo, to finish all my assignment and report d ( coz, thesis date line gonna reach very soon T.T)..Argg, but i still don't know what i gonna do after graduation arr...( head pain head pain nia, blue fish ar blue fish, you must face the reality strongly arr..)

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Finally ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

But now i wish can saw lgc fish rod, don't know pretty not, yeah~go happy happy fishing la, must be fun..Hehe, blue fish, cheers; everyone, cheers, let fight together o~


Saturday, March 15, 2008

The blue fish sushi

Recently like sushi so much...haha, and let me know that there were a shop name "the blue fish sushi" at oversea. hehe, blue fish's sushi bar and restaurant, i like their web design so much, got chance must go n try d.

Aiya, why d++ keep cancel 1 leh, blue fish time very hard to organize 1 ( alot ying chou ma ><"), nvrmind la, can use the free time do some thesis. They said arr, thesis wan pas up draft d, but i still not yet done my data analysis, how to write draft wo~

Mum call. i know whatever decision i make she sure will support me 1 ( hehe, she is the duo luo angel's motivation source o~, hehe)

lgc sure will said i keep write blog d~hehe, jia you blue fish, you sure will fight for what you want, achieve the best future for yourself 1~

Thursday, March 13, 2008

Happy Birthday LGC

Today is lgc birthday o~
(HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU*4)
Wish u have a wonderful 23th years old, healthy2 wealthy2 smarty2...
Lucky u like the birthday meal and birthday card and birthday cake(lpc so happy)~
sorry o, because all the stuff look so "no feeling"
So i not yet make mind want to gift you what as your birthday present kok
Don't worry, your lpc very gao 1 ma ^^
Sure can find a present that totally gam u 1, hehe
New year great start
take the challenge with the full heart
Lpc will stay by your side
Achieve and enjoy all the success ^0^
(to celebrate your birthday, allow me to stay duo luo one day ya, and watch drama with a cup or hot chocolate in the rainy day la,hehe)

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

Is Lunch Time !

aiyo, this week is my busy busy busy week leh~~ hu..hu.. career fair need resume, multimedia assignment need analysis, ethic report some more...and someone birthday coming soon...this is what call " free free don't want do, compound until like mountain" lo.. -.-''!!

And i just notice that thesis going to meet the "dead" line d, but i still unmanaged to finish it. Haha, but i sure i will be able to finish it "on time", phew~must be confident a bit ma, if not how to continue live on my life wo...

A lot of friend ar, people ar, asked me where i will work after graduate, or what job i will be taken...how to answer them leh...i not yet find a job, again, i think i need to push myself abit into this (yala, i know i abit lazy, duo luo angel is like that 1 ma...forgive me lo, ok? ^^)

Actually i kinda who will make a decision that will shock everyone around me (sometime it surprise myself, too) ... So, maybe i will work in Singapore, or maybe in Malaysia, or MAY BE i will launch my own business ( but for sure, after i do a bit survey on it la). Small small obstacle = motivator ma... hehehe ( but i more prefer one month resting and travel, hehe, lazy blue fish)

Yippy! today is tuesday d, tomorrow will have chance eat nice nice food, although nice food is the change from money, but leissure time abit is the must to boost up more positive energy ma! haha.

Now is the time for lunch, remember eat bao bao n drink water o lgc, blue fish also want to have lunch d, so feng fu, Yummy Yummy!

Saturday, March 08, 2008

Saw an accident

That was crippy. Yesterday on the way back home saw an accident. There was a car drop into a big drain, and the driver cannot be survive. It took all those fire engine and police and pull car tracker an hour to get the car out from the drain.

They said the driver had dead can now in the black police car (2nd picture. Friend said that is call "corpse car")beside me cover with black plastic.Well, i think may be the road slipery after heavy rain, and the driver drive fast without taking a break to turn into the junction so accidentally crash into the big and deep drain.

~:+: Life of a human sometime is very short that even who else cannot predict what will happened in the next second . . . buckle seat belt and drive safe, i am sure you don't wish to get hurt as well as hurt the one you love right? :+:~

Friday, March 07, 2008

is it this is the only purpose of their life?

To two person that not important to me:

i discover a really unmature stuff in this U


1. In this world got people that do not respect other. How to say leh, for example keep alert on other people funny stuff, and make fun of it. The purpose: just for the person no face. whenever have such people, they sure set up a fire around them. ( i guess this is the main purpose of their life huh?!?)

2. No wonder la government want to include moral in education. Because until now, they still not understand the real meaning of "respectation"..sigh *-* i guess they are not big enough. just like when get a survey form, simply fill it and make a pattern, draw or write something on it, just like kindergarten when fill a survey. Haih...(this call " body grow but mind is empty lo" ...)

But bluefish here really hope this kind of people realize what they do is really hurting other people indirectly lo. When you make fun of people personal life matter, you think is fun, and happy to laugh, but you are challenging your so call "friendship" ...

Thursday, March 06, 2008

Mo-Cha Mo-Cha


This is Mo-Cha, i also don't know why i named it Mo-Cha. But it can talk, can move around, can sing. Haha, if he can help me finish all the jobs before i wake up, no matter how expensive a battery, i also will try my best to keep it alive :D But this is the story that only a kid below than 3 years old will believe.

Yesterday chat about something regarding take a 2 years time travel around before working, but realistic usually cost us a lot of money to realize it.( cruel reality). That why people said to realize a dream, cost you a lot of time and money and energy and all those small small stuffs. I no have money, but i do have plenty of time.hehe .(I think this is sufficient to make half of my dream come true ;p ) Cheers up guys and gals! stay alive everyone, don't get bury under your stress ya!