recently don't know what going on,why so much thing like to happend together?is it all of them like to date together n pop out to bother me?someting is going on but i don't know what is going on,i hate such uncertain feeling,is so so so so so...don't know,i just want to be normal,everything just back to normal,really cant imagine what will happend next,very uncertain and unsecure and unpredictable and uncontroable,i just hope everything will be fine,just be fine....
why they keep say make it simple?everything will be ok..when it will be ok??when v will be ok??i don't want be not ok,i don't want like this,i hate myself for so many reason,maybe i am stupid,i just tiny normal fragile people,easily break and will not recover for long long long long long long long enough untill....why thing seem to be hard to commit,i know since already started and you should commit to it,that why till now i still the stuborn head little girl,i don't want to just give up for just a tiny ant thing...but why that feeling s almost make me cant breath and killing my soulllllllllllllllllllll

.+: ^ b o r i n g ^ :+.

don't know why keeping playing in my mind,chating is some kinda waste of money...nah,no la,cz time is money ma..so without waitng em to finish all the conversation i tok ald take a leave,alone come to cict...got a person,4get who d tell me u life is full of aloness,so dun be so lonely,alone din mean you are lonely,so as lonely not so happen when you are alone...me kinda dunno time management person,haih,wat a loser...
friday clas cancel,n v din go watson 4 assignment d,waste time...cm all wan go shoping,sing-k,pc fair,n bla bla bla,,,but how come when i listen all d invitation feel so no mood to join em leh?is so not like me...perhaps mb nothing i need but just lgc...

weather so unpredicable,cold hot cold hot,you are,remember drink more water,dun b lazy take water n cook,eat when hungry,jacket when cold,your nose so sensitive,abit abit cold tok si si sok sok liao

now my ph is 11.08 27.072006,d pc is wf03,and d computer keep showing notice that 'virus infected',jz now lgc msg sy his name in golden key list..sud think that lpc not that capable,not suit 4 him,,,hiah,,but,smart and stupid usually is perfect match,so dun care ya,as long as you love me...
now very cold,but very hot out there...
told you to drink many water,dun get hunger,if tired go and rest,if hot take a shower,if down complaning to lpc....but you are not drinking many water,lazy to bath,eat so less,where got nutrition o?and lgc mz remeber that lpc will always there for you,to share evthing happy and throw everything sad,cz i m not same like other or someone other else.

huh?!crious meh?But lgc stil vry luv u wo,o iz we ard reach a stable state?dun think too muc negative ting,lgc wil stay wif u 4ever n ever luv u til u die =)

sender:+0174168003 sent:5-july-2006 22:19:58

lpc,sorry2 make u feel tis way.lgc will try2 improve in future.but 1 is true,tat i really luv u vry muc,muc mor than u can feel

sender:+0174168003 sent:8-july-2006 02:46:48

lgc,i think you are not confident enough in you lo...lpc since where sound like not missing you?lpc miss you 4 more you can think even till get xiang shi bing tat DR teh cant cure also...but 1 thing 4 sure,when feeling not well,can see you already recover haf liao,is a true,where you get such ability to cure me without any medicine huh???are you a god??haha,no la,lgc is my angel...lpc very sell fish 1,i won share you with anyone,if can,i will wish to keep you in the pocket,wei,u tis big stupid really know how much i care,miss,n love you bo???you are the one who make me got xiang shi bing,you must responsible to it,or else, I WILL DEFINETELY BITE YOU TILL O CHE LASTING NOT ONLY 1 WEEK!!!!!

ho,sum1 comlain xinku o.Lgc nt stupig,jz tat u nt sy clear enuf.Sy d lo,i m urs,u cn do anythng to me ma =)lpc writin blog nw,mz b complainin lgc,iz?lgc is a mafan bf ez?Other ppl bf gt so mafan o nt le..eh,jz nw bfas u eat wat?Dun get urself hungry..Guai2,den lgc syg u d most bb

sender:+0174168003 sent:20-july-2006 11:06:43

lgc 1st tiem send me long long msg...so happy...dear,one thing is true that we still have long way to go,and i m not giving up,no matter what happen and how hard could it be...i know tat you wont let me go through all alone

lgc:
hihi,dint think m i here leh,,,all jz thinking i m ks wif cm,always say me ks with cm,u nt even c with ur own eye,,,i won do something wrong 2 u,y u will have tat kind of feeling...i know tat,is a kinda 'owning' feeling,i feel tat b4,but i able to make it in another way,a way to understanding you,don't ask me y u so bad but still love u,den y i m stupid you still want me?and even v r both cant live without each other???
haha,act compare to other,we are more lucky enough,we no need to wait for month to meet each other,or talk using a device,we just talk through air,haha,cz u r in front me ma...so,that y i am very appreciate that you are with me,when i need,almost,everytime when i need you,excpt few time,i m not blaming yuo,cause i know yuor hardness...
i also dunno i write wat,just wan write something...get to know you ald a big miracle,miracle not happening frequently,jz once in a blue moon,so u like a blue moon 4 me4...nah,act i can sacrify lot thing without asking any giving from you,you know???y you keep asking stupid question n hope to get answer from me le?and you ald know the answer..but y when i ask u dun wan to answer me leh??wei,is not fair you know????
and you got promise me long long time ago that you wont luan luan think thing liao y you still luan luan think thing leh???dun worry,lpc will stay away from those guy la...

Today saw something,and realise something,is a kind of word,knock on my stupid big head,like a sound of big "t-o-n-g"...and i wake up...

"MAY BE THERE ARE FRIENDS AROUND YOU,BUT WHEN YOU ARE IN TROUBLE,THE ONE WHO WILL STAND OUT AND HELP AND BY YOUR SIDE,USUALLY IS YOUR BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND"

p/s:^('w')^ sorry dear,i wouldn't say "tao yan ni" emotionlly d...because that words is hurt...

when a guy(girl)missing each other...

When a guy calls u,he wants to be with you

When a guy is quiet,He's listening to you...

When a guy is not arguing,He realizes he's wrong

When a guy says, "I'm fine," after a fewminutes,he means it

When a guy stares at you,he thinks you're the most beautiful thing intheworld

When you're laying your head on a guy's chest,he has the world

When a guy calls you everyday,he is in love

When a (good) guy say he loves you,he means it

When a guy says he can't live without you,he's with you till your done

When a guy says, "I miss you,"he misses you more than you could have ever missed him or anything else

Girl Facts:
When a girl is quiet,millions of things are running through her mind.

When a girl is not arguing,she is thinking deeply.

When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions,she is wondering how long you will be around.

When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds,she is not at all fine.

When a girl stares at you,she is wondering why you are sowonderful.

When a girl lays on your chest,she is wishing for you to be hers forever.

When a girl calls you everyday,she is seeking for your attention.

When a girl wants to see you everyday,she wants to be pampered.

When a girl says, "I'll love you forever,"she means it.

When a girl says that she can't live without you,she has made up her mind that you are her future.

When a girl says, "I miss you," no one in this world can miss you morethan that

so,ah dear u kn0w o not now how much i miss you???n i do miss u alot

hmm....back scl d,abit not xi guan,dunno y...hmm,recently discover myself got xiang shi bin o,feel like dying soon soon soon...lgc now doing wat????rest in room...wawawa,,,later class dismiss o...so happy,wonder later lgc clas will dismiss o not,,hehe...jz now say a very funny articles,she post in my buletin,,kakaka

about a girl and a boy

long time ago,there was a girl,fall in love with a boy...1st time she feel so different from the past,cause she never feel so before,so deeply for a person...she like him so much,really like him very much...sometime the boy did not alert that he did something that hurt the girl,but the girl belive that it just some small error,may be causing big problem in future,but she very sure will not let bad thing happend,she hate blank promises,that why she seldom promise thing to the boy,scared she could not full fill it dream,but they do have some promises,that the girl belive she will make it come true,together with her love one...the girl like the boy so much,this make her think for future...about the successman and the small women behind...
they have alot of happy time together...sometime the girl emotional,she very upset,sorry...but the boy just accept it in silence...the girl know the boy was a really good guy...she feel so xinfu,appreiate,lucky,happy...time by time the love grow between them...
the girl want to tell the boy,she will do her best to care him,love him...just like the boy said,will protect the girl,care her,love her till ever...

"h.e.n. s.i.a.n ahhhhh......"today you jz tell me a couple of word nia:bath already?doing wat now?y miss me?2day i...full already?...tat is all...miss you ma miss you la,got y punya meh?????jz now mum call...den i got lot lot thing wana tell you 1,how know you zzz...nvm,tell you when you back la,hope u back earlier...but u tell me cm wana play game...k,fine lo,you know how unhappy i am also i won say "c.a.n.n.o.t." 1 la,i m not that bad either...then i tok think what is d next word you wana tell me...you probadly will ask me what i wana eat...bingo!u jz send me a msg ask me what i wana eat -_-..."dun buy the thing i dun wan...you eat wat i eat wat" take a look around me,know how i feel now? like usual,alone in room...lgc throw me alone in room,jz he now with cm,not lec...mb u ll think in room i also play game,with cm i also play game,den i play with cm more fun...but not in my mind in room you are with me but with cm you are not with me lo...k la...win all your cm la...IF NOT SLEEP FLOOR!!!

"mum wan me back earlier"

really feng3 ci4...a lot of people say,when single,at night when cant fall asleep want find a person very hard...but as i said when couple also not have any different...at night when cant fall asleep still alone sitting in front of the computer don't know can do what...what will you feel when you can't sleep,playing game but i sleep like a pig???think liao also feel so sour,sometime i just need you to stay with me when i need you...but from the other side,where am i the time you need me?did i stay with you?did i understand how you feel?
i don't like being alone,ha,i think no one like feeling being alone...haha,you lose already,who said want acompany watch dvd liao baru play game?but can't tahan fall asleep?now sleep like a pig...let me alone so pity can't sleep...tomorrow wake up you play game what else can i do?...so ke xi,what a lose,,,actually we together can finish it by tonight,just left 29 and 30 nia,then you play your game i make my dream,sleep till tomorrow late late also no problem,fan zhen you not going school also,ha,so happy...but,if really happend now i am not going to type such thing here liao la.
life of being married...ya?.......still long way to learn...

tuala oso 4get!really a big stupig d u!!!!wahahahah...

LOOK!!! how sweet he sleep #.# :p n pity me nia d mosquito keep bite me!!!...d muvie ald watch half d,,,hmm...make me think of family...jz now swim to friendster c got wat,,meet lot old friend,refresh back lot memory with'em,in school,when still very young...haih,,,lgc,can i share a blanket with u?

hehe,evtime when dream bt smthg not good lpc sure no mood ho...hahha,dun angry ya,tat mean tat need lgc 2 kai tao ma after huat siao,,,act no need 2 say long2 1,smtime jz a big hug ald more den enuf d...thanks o 4 willing 2 huat siao wif me..
haha,thanks 4 cleaning d bathroom leh,,,,,GREATful o 2 hav lgc...how d sushi tasted o,,,never give ur coment yet,,,jz say it is tasty is not enuf la dear,,,hmmm,next time dunwan make tatmuch liao...lpc cant eat tat much ho,tis mean tat lpc not fat lo...hahhahaha ^.^
act u r a good lgc,feel like i m not a good lpc...
ystdt listen so many thing,bt jern n etc...hmm....lpc don't know ur past,is not a big deal,at least i hav u for now n d coming day,everything n anything,no matter how hard d day,lpc oso will stick wif lgc 1...hahha,,,

got feel lucky n happy 2 hav me???i got feel so so so so so so so much lucky can know u,,,n more more more more more more more more more more happy 2 hav u as lgc...

blue fish don't like 2 cry,waste energy,water,after cry so hungry n wana find thing eat...bcz oof who r blue fish cry???reason mostly bcz big stupid fish doesnt alert tat ald did smthg that make blue fish feel like not being concern enough...wei,is time ur turn to keep ur own cloth inside d bag d...n rmb get well soon...evthing,foot o nose,,,^-^

just notice that time inside here wrong d,now is 1520,,,sky like wanna rain,hear d sound of ice cream car..hahha..just watch finish stephen chow's movie,wah,and remember back monkey god is d warrior i like d most,since when i was young enough,from d 1st time i watch d tape,tat time still no have vcd dvd...
end of may d,,so fast time fly,ah dear just back scl 1hr smtg,wei,did you notice tat when you sleep huh,got bite teeth,baby hear b4,sound horror ooo,got ppl bite teeth like wanna bite somethng,like screen in d muvie,vampire wanna come out bite ppl liao,scary nia...
when free can take off d fan lid ya???dunwan 2 remind back cos wan u rmb it urself..haha,but sound great hard ho,cz 5005 not kinda good remember silly stuff ppl 1,nvm la,lpc jz wait n c when...hahha...

'~'DN WRRY'~'

Don't worry,lpc can tc herself,n she won feel boring,mb sumtime,but she is a intelligent girl ma,,will find thing n do,so she cant feel boring,will energertic all d time,xcept sleepy time la,dun 4get lpc is a great sleeper,like pig liao...hahhaha,now HOLIDAY ma,relax relax abit,nex sem wana fight3 d...
like the time evdy wake up make breakfast sleep naruto game muvie mail wait lgc come back ask how d day...hahahah,hw bt bodyguard leh?like evdy wake up,back home 1st thng is meet tat lovely caring cute baba siao siao naugthy LPC ???kakaka...
jz nw play game,,,game over d,,,bt nvm la,sucess is loser's mummy ma...practice few time sure can win LGC d,sure,very sure,,,hahahahha
3.00pm,16/5,slzw miz blzw muc muc...^-^

housewife

2006,did people still remember the term 'housewife'...housewife...arr,sound like a maid,is a qualify maid,do this do that order this order that,,,in return,sometime get nothing...haih...now really feel like being a maid,do this do that but seem like people don't know how to appreciate all the sacrification...~.~

may ald lo...feel like autumn d...n make ppl so lz 2 do thing nia,no aim,no plan,jus fun of life...really need change liao...coming time wanna fight fight fight,is time 2 plan bout d future d...
stupig bodyguard sumtime really stupid,,,dunno is scold so many time n bcum like tat???hahha,dun worry,,,although stupid,but still qualify 2 b lpc bodyguard la...k???
haih...once ald stop,tat mean lazy 2 move ald...now really b pig d,,,dun care tat muc la,,,still got ppl willing 2 tc of lpc ma,kaka,rite???
lgc doing wat now???so sian o....dun 4get u still own me 4 thing ya!!!!WAHAHA...

body guard

i have a tai tao ha body guard...he don't know buy me breakfast,lunch o dinner,include supper...haha..but he know how 2 tc of me(iz?)kaka...wei,don't think i really super small lady ya,i m not tat strong as u can imagine,,,how know if one day i collapse leh???i didn't say u r not caring enough,i mean sometime u r little careless enough...don't worry,i m here not to complain anything...so body guard,u no need do any changes,un?what i mean is i m a ez contented person,keep on remember appreciating wat i have,i don't want to become anyone's burden...is unbreathable...body guard,u r d best know???i m so proud of u o...kakakka