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to my career, to my work, to him, to my future

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to my self

TODAY I FELT HAPPY!

OMG! today felt so happy... cause Chinese New Year is near! as always, i love CNY, pass, now, future tought ... hehe



i think maybe also because our manager not around??!! (Yay! no govenment, manager on leave du~ la la la la~)



But biggest good new is yesterday i going for my new hair-do (phew~ wait so long only wait till my 'maggi mee style ah mah hair' grow long enough, BYE BYE blue fish's ahma hair), WAIT FOR MY NEXT POST UP YA!



summary up what i have done/ purchase last week. It do bring me little of joy :)

1. Color up my nail

2. New Scarf new

3. New Hair Style my facebook-My New Hair-do :)

Finally first time in 2010, make me felt, the most contented, haha

"Argh" working Sunday!

Really felt so sleepy =.=

Last night PUA MEH SAH KANG (meaning: midnight) never oi oi, other people mean 'catch chicken' me leh, is catch maid~caught 2 runaway maid @.@ pay back my precious sleeping time!

Damm her! @#$%^&* (*SOL, really loud) you think Singapopre is just for you all this kind of 'stupid FDW' come n bullshit & turn around not happy runaway & ask for send back Indo, Wa-La! though i very free ar, HAR!

Dad, why my life so sian
Mom, why my life also sian
LGC, why my life so very sian leh?

*who can answer me this question, i treat her eat ice cream* McD that kind, sure la, i am not rich, BR? next time ba, haha :P

Really make me wanna run away as well, like the stupid FDW, hehe ... so, who will pick up me? can i go ask help from Malaysia Emberssy??!!

Today is Sunday, working Sunday >< " life is so 'Scuk' ! (purposely one ^^) Later gonna make Corn+Carrot+Meat+Small Ikan Bilis+Garlic = Poridge (Should be tasty ba, wei, blue fish cook what also delicious one leh~ Gurantee u tapao eat not enough 1 ar, ah-haha, wei, no shy shy ar blue fish :P )



Yeah Sunday! YES! is Sunday .... if you do read my previous post, do remember act i hate Sunday? Simply, cause working sunday make me breathless



P/s: LGC, bleeding nose is not a small case...anywhere, i make mind not to 卑微等待d, so, do take care yourself liao~

"the legend"

Not felt like working today~ =.= wee wang wang wee wang wang ~

having nasi lemak as breakfast, thanks to AL

Bought a bubby milk tea for lunch...taste like always, nice & cool, maybe i need to cold down & freeze my brain. i mean i not having a 'real' lunch

"The Legend" i would said...why not stick back to old system, what suppose we have? now left nothing ... haih, hopeless leh like that

The cloth 'car' at the corner of the escalator ... OMG OMG!!! new stock! long time never shopping d~bought 2 scarf in once, super love it o~is the same design, yeah yeah~i owe two color at once...HI, all my cloth, u have a new friend can chat for ... tonight, hehe

Gosh~i am super no mood ><"

Lgc, did you scared of ghost? i scared of ghost leh, cause i believe of god, haha (let me clear it bit, lgc is going back to penang for family praying 7th day of chinese funeral of his grandpa, his grandpa now is in the arm of god, R.I.P, we chinese ar ... erm sorry no offense, believe relative soul will return to visit family member)

wish to have a shoulder right now ... for a comfort rest ... ma-ma-mi-ya~where is all my spirit? ... dying ...

LOCOROCO LOCOROCO LOCOROCO !!!

As what i blog earlier, recentlly too much unhappy stuff happend~make me felt like want to run away...where else i should run to? Australia? UK? USA? (Bluefish is a runaway fish, she don't like to face the reality, make her breathless, she keep run run run, from Penang, to Perlis, to Kedah, to Kuala Lumpur, to Johor Bahru, end up, she now in Singapore >.=)

Hope LGC grandpa R.I.P, living happily in heaven, in the bless of family member, arm of god

Well, i guess the only thing that make me forget all the troublesome and piss off, hence, other than sleep, think what nice food can eat, continuosly watch drama series, (which is my life 'fun generator'...) ... AND ... AND ... AND ... MANIAC PLAYING PSP GAME!

YES! i am addicted to LOCOROCO. Reason? it simply make all my mind gone blank, and keep play play play to the next level (world stage as the game language)
What is LOCOROCO? For those none game player, forgive me for being childish, hehehe...what la, it is fun ma. But, don't know also nevermind, picture said more than word

cute right? i wish i can stay in the world (OMG! i am totally out of mind d)

Tell u all o~i have finish the world stage d. LGC! can i uplaod LOCOROCO 2 into my psp? anywhere, u said no i also gonna do it :P bluek! LOCOROCO 2, WAIT FOR ME!!!

P/S: OMG! it really got merchandise product? COOL! i want i want i want!

(stupid bluse fish, like kids), i want to use a classic word, TO FULLFILL CHILHOOD DREAM i would said (inspiring by Anne's husband, haha)...speechless...sweat

Sad thing in my 2010

2010 promise me with no GOOD news yet...what i mean is until now, still never heard of anything at least +ve ba, this make me double triple sad...

First thing is, i-kong heavily critical sick, is it god miss him so much & too much, really hope he will recover, so that lgc & lgc's family will attach back their :) back to their face...i-kong august just gathering together for lgc convo only...thing really happend alot fast change for this few months...da-gu, li-jie, now ... haih

2nd, do receive alot friend's granny pass away...or relative critical illness, praying for recover ... why so much sad thing happend recently?

People said, if you felt super hopeless, or really nothing much can be done, the only thing you can do is just 'Pray', clam your soul, clam your mind, clear your doubt. But i think what i can do now? i just can anti-biotic myself with alot of work load, psp game, maniac viewing drama series...:( WHAT HAD HAPPEND TO ME!!!

Sick company have alot 'reasonable excuse' to avoid spending $ on the staff ... Paying basic salary is not much leh~basic salary is for what we daily contribution, OT leh, boom case leh, what u expect dude?

My flight trip like cannot be realize d, Zzzz...

But at least got a funny idiot thing happend today:

HR: next time leave let u handle original MC, i just need photocopy
manager: why? Your file n my file will be super duplicate n messy document lo...
HR: ...
manager: why u want suggest so?
HR: because i scared the original MC got germ & will spread to me
manger: ... (speechless)
HR: OK?
manager: ... (rethink awhile, fight back) than u think the germ OK to spread to me?

i also speechless & ... when heard of this ... sweat ...

i hope tomorrow i will have color smile on my face :)

my news !!!

why i am not update my post?

They sure thought where is blue fish get lose till??!! no news...is good news...till they no more care for this dummy fish, ah-ha, *cry* T_T sorry pals, :) i was over dizzy slacking myself in Malaysia, hehehe

1. i am at KL currently
2. i am not in D-mode
3. i am relax
4. i am slacking
5. i am lazy
6. i am in holiday leave, Yay-Hoo!!!

like in Fb, this year x'mas was not as ... meaningful ... as i tought =.=


forget me, for my 'Nill Furnish' look~just wake up (of course! i have finish to brush my teeth & wash my sleeping face, i am not dirty cat la dude)... it happend to be so sudden :) & excited too... that i took my photo, quick update my blog, hahaha

Yay! wish year 2010 bring me a lot a lot a lot a lot of PROSPERITY in ALL ASPECTS (health, wealth, luck, cheers ...etc etc, haha) to me, to my family, to all my friends, to people i care & who love me too :)

A VERY BLESSING & HAPPY 2O1O YEAR TO ALL!!!

life in KL??!!

my offday, coming to KL with LGC

sunday reach ...

monday to dinner with his family ... eat abalone


tuesday go for a 3D movie with him ... "A Christmas Carol"

wednesday go take bus back singapore alone ... T_T"

suddenly felt why my offday so short, i should take longer, haha

why my life...(caroline sure will/ want/ gonna @#$%&, Opssy! i going to complaint again, sorry :P)

Anywhere, i enquiry to a pet shop recently, felt quiet OK, dog course, of cause, if i resign, soon enough, i think...or i thought?

Checking my email now...felt great he sitting beside me, he doing his stuff, i doing my stuff, same table, different laptop, sharing same big cup of water ;) hehe, love this feeling so much

This gonna to make meaning:

某人：「上帝啊！ 一百年對你來說算得了甚麼呢？」
上帝：「一百年就像一分鐘一樣。」
某人：「那麼，一百萬美金呢？」
上帝：「跟一個銅 板差不多。」
某人：「好極了！上帝，借給我一個銅板怎麼樣？」
上帝：「我非常願 意；不過，你稍等一分鐘。」

i told him this story, while he is busying on his laptop job (he kinda frustrated when i interrupted :P)

He told me the moral of the story is "Be patient, don't ask something without put in real effort"

i think the moral of the story is "Be yourself, live now, appreciate, ask less, be contented" (this is what i mean, i though i already learn through all this, but i was not...haih ><")

The real moral of the story is :人常以自己的小聰明來向上帝討便宜，其實人算永遠不如天算，謙卑才是上上之策

Arggh~suddenly hate myself so much~i should find something more meaningful to do ...

Pre-2010 Plan

Hohoho, Christmas is coming, New year is reaching, bye bye 2009.

Blue fish have a small small plan, she going to divide all her property *shy shy* to 3 part: saving investment, house, dream...(^^don't misunderstanding o~she is not rich, not have *$$$, but planning is COOL, is FUN, is MOTIVATED!!! yay ^^)

Welcome to sponsor me o~*twink*

here is MY FUTURE PLAN :) Pre-2010 Future Plan

1. Apartment Condo Little Lovely Dream Land
2. Business Line Dog Cloth, Beach Cap & Sandal
3. Insurance Investment/ Saving Plan
4. Further study aboard UK/ Australia
5. Vocation Japan Hokkaido/ Swiss/ Maldives/ Bali
6. My Dog Dark Red Chocolate toy poodle/ Husky/ maltese/ bulldog
7. My Camera LUMIX LUMIX LUMIX, LUMIX GF1 yay!
http://www.panasonic.net/avc/lumix/systemcamera/gms/gf1/mainparts.html

Hope you can join my plan too ;)

Working Sunday

Sunday, rainny little-by-little, is like my mood ('sunday-need-to-work-mood), i gotto bring umbrealla to work...felt so sleepy, & tired, maybe still not fully recover from sick =.=
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Today is a windy day. Office no sales, surfing in fb, view some funny video; read friend blog (never think that he will read my blog :) , thanks senior for your comment! *solute*)

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Have a short chat with Carol, i just notice she tought i am rich girl *shy shy*...100k??!!! hahaha, i also wish i have leh~ ^^ (actually i also thought of chocolate as x'mas present, but that kind content wine, recently i love wine ^^)

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Can i re-rated you? a relationship cannot or not dare or without expectation is like "OMG! it was so 'nothing' " i felt so hopeless...last time i wonder, 'forever' is a term, which are not real...scared he will give up...now, i m like .... grrr, zzz ... don't know. i scared i am the one who give up, will i? hehe...

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Kinda confuse why i am here, working in singapore. Carol said because money...am i?i appreciate but i am not happy. Family, career, love, money...i have 1/2 . She said 1 have 1, & cannot have all...like me, like her....But i wish i can have all :) having all is not greedy right? They said "what you think is what you have"

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Anywhere, thinking want to go Hokkaido next year, after everything settle down (*you know what i mean, cheers! lets make my dream come true! yay! *peace & success sign* )

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Cause i wish to view the pure white snow around me, see the wonderful nice scene with my own eye...Wonder who will join me...Will he join me?

Random update

Rainning rainning rainning rainning...the sky was crying whole morning~make me so no mood to work...like what i said, sick+work=worst thing ever happend...GRRRR~I WAS SO SICK!!!

any where ^^ here is some random update.

Norman Vincent Peale said 'Change your thoughts and you change your world'

(i am rich i am happy i am rich i am happy i am rich i am happy.....hahaha)

Regarding me :)

Woodlands Mart Christmas Special:

Lucky draw redeem using single receipt of purchasement

Tu-Tu-gam-gam-hao using for this rainy season ;p

2 days ago, accidentally, my ankle hit by a 'drop down speaker' ~ damm pain ...wuwuwu.... ;(

Regarding Work :)

First,

Victoria~company handover for office christmas gift (350s case Genting. 347 case chocolate??!!)

Anywhere, better than nothing, rihgt? *wink* peace v('.')v

Second,

*Ta-Da*...Manager gave this to me~The dog is cute right? (i am a dog person, swear with promise ^^)

Actually it is a MRT ezlink card sticker, under AVA (Agri-Food & Veterinary Authority of Sinpaore), more information, you may log on to http://www.ava.gov.sg/

Regarding Customer/Clients :)

First,

OMG! OMG! OMG! IT TASE SUPER YUMMY! (forgive me, it was over lunch time and i was updating my photo here :p)

Donut Empire~home make donut bakery shop, the bun is soft, both mango & almond was superb delicious!!!

Second,

The first Christmast cake i have for 2009 (forget about the taste, it is NOTHING SPECIAL to be memorize)...but i do love the decorate...no wonder people will said : Nice to eat but bad for look...for this case, Good to look but Bad to ...

(he-ham, sorry, not meant to hurt the bakery shop either, thank for the good heart client for the goodies treat ^^ wink wink!)

My Painting Set !

i love to write, draw, paint ^^ i don't like to talk :)

This is my favourite paint tool

ARTIST'S ALPHA WATER COLORS

Total have 18 Colors....OMG! I LOVE IT ALL ^^ !!!

HB pencil, brush

(i hate using eraser & ruler when drawing :P)

This is my favourite painting brush, it is soft, easy to control the color

This is my color plate

Some people said it was dirty :P

Drawing people should know Rule #1 :)

"Never clean your drawing plate"

Rule #2
it will promise you the unique color of each painting ^^

p/s:

Haji 2009 public holiday~start drawing n painting...:)

Here is the outcome

*Qiang*

*Qiang*

*Qiang*

*Ta-da* This is the out come

(Taipei Hwa Xi Street Touritst Night Market)

Tell you all a secret, i never wash my painting plate o~shh..don't tell other ya. Hope you enjoy your painting too! :)

Gees, New !

Finally, I CAN ONLINE !!! (*shout out loud)

Bossy said...reopen our network connection ~ WIPPY! COOL.

busying uploading my photo in facebook, felt tired, jin bo eng ar ... hahahaha

*posting down some thing that make you know me more well...tomorrow is a better day, don't you think so...

T_T i am damm sick, flu sore throat cough, all attack me at the same time, feeling like want to take MC for tomorrow...cannot ar...need to follow up some case

sick + work = worst thing in the world. so i am now trying to do some thing funny n wuliao so that i will not burn out (still rememer the term 'burn out'? it is situation due to overstress, mind/body burn out)

here is something to make you know me better & let me de-stress same time,haha



ABC

A- AVALIABLE not yet marry
B- BIRTHDAY September, autumn day, haha
C- CRUSHING ON handsome
D- DRINK YOU LAST HAD water???
E- EASIES PERSON TO TALK TO i am smart girl
F- FAVOURITE SONG ...(thinking)
G- GUMMY BEAR OR GUMMY WORMS yay! i like biting & chewing
H- HOMETOWN i love penang
I- IN LOVE WITH a guy who like to 'zzz' when msn with me ><"""
J- JUGGLE what is that?!!?
K- KILLED SOMEONE you must be kidding me, is it ant consider?
L- LONGEST CAR RIDE penang to jb/singapore or adverse
M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR now i love banana milk shake :)
N- NUMBER F SIBLINGS one only
O- ONE WISH ...is to have many wishes :P
P- PERSON YOU CALLED LAST when emergency? depends
Q- QUESTION TO BE ASK where is my stappless!!!
R- REASON TO SMILE i am happy you are silly stupid...
S- SING OUT LAST HEARD "i will follow you..."
T- TIME YOU WOKE UP 830am...bus coming 930am ma
U- UNDERWEAR COLOR/ PATTERN plain lo
V- VEGETABLES YES! I love brocolli, hate big celery & tauge
W- WORST HABIT i don't like to think
X- X-RAY YOU’VE HAD before enter U or Singapore, i very healthy leh~
Y- YOYO ARE F.U.N
Z- ZORIAC SIGN virgo lo

Yahoo~life time pass fast(is time to wait to go back home from work ^^), i should think about next year planning 2010, i will share my plan in my next blog :) slim plan, money plan, future plan, whatever plan it is, haha, i will make it come true!!!

** HAJI public holiday

*Chiang Chiang* tomorrow is Haji public holiday in Singapore/Malaysia. Supposing i on leave today. 'so, why u still here'? Good question! *clap clap* trip being cancel. Well, is a long story any where...bla bla bla bla...

Today feel super nice, is it i been working like...10 days+? and finnally manage to rest tomorrow, phew~ moring breakfast is super nice too, milo+full boil egg+magi. lunch, hmm...super tasty chicken steak spagetti (Thanks boss, although u are very scary, never thought of getting the extra token as well)...i will never annouce the amount here. Hint? not many not little ^^

anywhere, i have a sub plan for my day: Relax face mask for the freshy morning, fruity body scrub for bath, enjoy an afternoon cooking for my self...oh ya oh ya, nearly forget, i bring back my painting tools from Penang, gonna to stripe out a master piece tomorrow *wink wink*

yesterday quarrel with TSC. Super beh syiok him, is not any special to talk about it here. Better continue with my fav blog update :)

Recently cannot online T_T...i know i know, i being Q up alot of thing want to upload to my FB, Twit & Flickr :( My Deepavali Batu Cave, Oct home leave, cruise day etc...if things can be converted to money (One of my fav item ^^ *shy.shame*), keeping those photo will make me rich~

Anne (clg) is standing beside me, reading while i typing...She claim very hard to maintain a blog...hmm...finger cross, any where, i not update too often too :) ... Anne, come on, come n join this 'T-age' group, u never too old for this, haha

Going back to my desk to finish up my thing, TOMORROW HAJI PUBLIC HOLIDAY, hooray! here i ｍ．．．ｈａｐｐｙ　ｈｏｌｉｄａｙ　ａｌｌ

NEW!

I AM SLIM!!! not much, just 1KG ^^

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I EARN EXTRA $200 PERMONTH...-.-"

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I HAVE NEW LIFE PLAN :)

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I HAVE NEW 'KIV THING TO BUY LIST' :)

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I HAVE NEW MERCHANT TO PURCHASE MY KIV CLOTH :)

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I HAVE LONGER , CURL HAIR :(

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I HAVE NEW HK DRAMA ! :)

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I HAVE STRONGER MY WILL TO ... BECOME UNEMPLOYED! ^^

Deepavali Off

Blue fish now is pending for her flight to KL....

The flight delay until 1120pm %@#$$%

Saw a really handsome pilot just now...walking pass by...*shy ^^

Everyone, i am out from town, ...msg me...only for URGENT thing...

Gosh~damm tired, wish can have a great rest sleep throughout the day...

Don't miss me ya~will upload my photo in facebook asap....

He is going to fetch me later on at LCCT ^^ happy happy (omg! i am so simple contented!)

Carol ask which topic should she write about ....

i think she need 'future. now & past' ... after all, this is a 'never-out-date-topic' haha

i think i should go for it too...

Guys, don't miss me ya...be back to Singapore Tuesday...

Yaya Cloth

http://www.picasaweb.google.com/yycloth

Emo Blue

Recently i very down n frust...cant online, totally being seperate with outside world

i love to talk~wrong! i love to blog & type. i can live without talking, but cant without internet

OH~gosh! i am totally a 'internet bug'

Everyday working~sleeping~working~ cant take it!

i agree with Cheng Ting~i am part of Singapore working adult, must adapt~how come till now....

The stupid client wat me!!! the stupid employer like bird man! hate them~

i bet is time for me...to figure my next year plan~how said~2010 is coming~2009 achievement Plan, check!

Chao friends~i going to KL coming thurs~wish me have a good rest in 5days holidays!

p/s: new challenge,(currently still working on ^^) http://www.picasaweb.google.com/yycloth drop down a email or comment for any feedback. Interest please email me at fishlife_918@hotmail.com ^^

TAIWAN TRIP PHOTO

DAY #1 : zhong xiao http://www.flickr.com/photos/22811578@N02/sets/72157622374699483/show/

DAY #2: taipei - http://www.flickr.com/photos/22811578@N02/sets/72157622505170698/show/

DAY#3: hua lian - http://www.flickr.com/photos/22811578@N02/sets/72157622518781084/show/

DAY #4: jiu fen - http://www.flickr.com/photos/22811578@N02/sets/72157622519473172/show/

DAY #5: Shi lin, wu fen - coming up next!

DAY #6: Shi lin, dan sui - coming up next!

DAY #7: back Singapore - coming up next!

p/s: more photo at my facebook! ^^

23 yo birthday wishes

CORRECT! i pass my birthday in Taiwan Hua Lian this year...

Unforgetable + life long memorable

no cake no boyfriend no presentS~ but kinda heart full

because i use up all my energy night before and after my birth DATE ... (hei hei, stop guessing la pals, haha, for cycling and traveling for new experience!)

Cant believe that act dgg & the other dgg remember my birthday, thanks for those ph msg wishes~ (am i more unbelieveable, that I'M still kept ur contact? haha~shock leh)

What la, blue fish famous of slacker ma, she is lazy tidy up old stuff (*wink wink, peace sign)

WHAT I WISHES FOR THIS BIRHTDAY?

hmm...other than MORE 'HEALTHY WEALTHY PRETTY' , haha, girl are gready ma!

1. NO MORE LUCK TRY-OUT! (i mean toto/ 4d) ~ stop influent me leh AL+clg
2. NO MORE LIFE CONTROL OF OTHERs, really, mean that
3. LIVE LIFE, NO MORE blur blur blue fish, life short, do whatever u want & stop dreaming! more actions!
4. CHANGING CHANGING CHANGING, TRANSFORM TRANSFORM TRANSFORM !!!

can i do that? cheh, wish for but doubt of, not like u leh blue fish, u just wish for 'stop dreaming more action' leh...

witness for me, * heart fnger cros* ^^