D++ at FKA Primavera

Today i go degree++, a Primavera Project Planner 2 day course. Early morning around 730am i ald wakeup take bath drink milo prepare myself to wait for a bus. UTM bus very wan kat 1, especially saturday and sunday. we wait around 45 minit only the bus is coming. Got ppl tell me D02 is at FKA, but D02 actually very near D06 nia, hai we walk so many yuan wang road T.T, reach there already 9am++ d.

Actually Primavera is useful, but the lec give alot example that we (management student not so interest topic, wat concrete la, wat rough in la, bla bla bla) not so interest, before 1030am break, i alreaday like @.@ d....Finally reach lunch time d, but wait so long nearly 1pm d, lunch still belum sampai..so we walk so far under hot sun (of course got umbrella la, if not sure melting..) to cengal to have lunch and back. How know the lab is LOCK! make me sit out side and wait and let mosquito bite and drink my blood for free...

But, at least finish a day d, tomorrow is another day, don't know tomorrow lunch will be late or not? actually i halfway doing my thesis draft, but maybe today too tired d, guess what, after typing two pages, i go wash my face...and...do mask,haha.Now feel my face fresh d, but bit sleepy d, so swim online...but just now got someone test, lucky i pray and fight for you r, if not where got so easy wo, haha, thanks me la,hehe ^^Blue fish going to sleep soon, night night and sweat dream!~

Blue Fish not so happy today

Supervisor car spoilt d, he need car service. Because of this blue fish have time sitting here and updating my blog (Kaka, cause thesis draft submition date postpone to 4th april d).

i discover a thing yesterday, that he never do so since we together 2 year, that is he automatic upload A photo of us, online...does this mean he changed? nop,for me,he still "that kind" of person, girl friend always last. Because he think he need to take care alot of people, so no time for you. Here is an example, i pretty sure that if one day this world going to corrupt, he sure will safe himself, family, friend, other beloved stuff, then suddenly, *ting* something come into his mind, he will stand there and think : "did i forget someone at somewhere?" But not more than 5 second of thinking, he sure will said :"Aiya, let it la..."(who said double fish zodiac is a romantic person har? i really doubt that). Man all same, before and after getting something, totally different. *sigh -.-

What is the fun fishing here? does face really important? if you believe the point: Fish hungry start from time 7pm, why never come to your mind that blue fish also hungry at 7pm? This is a really funny stuff. If you want to date a person for a dinner, will you tell him/her remember eat something before dinner? (some how if 9pm still consider as dinner time, 3pm i will consider as lunch time d:)

But anywhere, i understand that man need face to live. Here is an example, if you go fishing with your friends, but until now you is the only one who never caught 1 yet,those consider themselve as "good friend" keep perli you (act i also duno where is the point perli ppl, i guess because "perli people" is all of their life, one day no perli ppl, they will die!~)so man at this time, will think that,SO NO FACE. (suggestion from blue fish: buy a fish, bring go, pretend caught one, simple)

Some one told me before, If angry a person, think of his goodness, will make you stop angry... but I just can said that i am a blind fish, haha.

p/s: happy unhappy is both different stuff, now is not in work force, if time to be own self, but still need to be pretending, be a mask man, since when you can live truly for your self wo?

yeah, finish thesis chap 4 n 5 d :D

Yeah!~Finish my thesis chapter 4 and chapter 5 d, later want find supervisor check and see, got few question going to find out, but still cannot release myself, cause still got alot thing need to be follow up and better plan....haih, poor blue fish, jia you jia you go go go, you can do it :)

Just now got a company phone interview me ( Actually they had called me yesterday but i turn off my ringtone and vibration, keke, bad bad leh...), but i not feel like wanted to work so fast after i graduation. Very fan, so many thing.Settle one by one la.

Singapore is it better place for me to find myself? but i lose myself at Penang find until Johor, but still cannot find myself,so i decide to go Singapore to continue my journey. There are few thing in my mind, need to consider alot, family, lgc, myself, which one need to come first leh...But how also i think Singapore better way for me, currently...at the moment...yup,correct.

$1500 better than RM1500 ma. House renting, eat, transport, family financial, PTPTN, after deduct all this minimum monthly expenses, i think i still able to survive if earn $ compare to RM...haih...Since young can go out explore, how say Singapore not that far as Australia ma, got anything also can reach Malaysia faster. If i stay in Malaysia, after several year i think i will not have the OHM to go out explore d, some more dad and mum sure will get older, i will not able dare to leave them that time...

Hehe, if i work in Singapore, mommy can come over and cook for me and clean my house while i go work, she cook so nice, can make breakfast for me before i go work, and play her favourite computer game while i working. i can bring her to Sentosa play when i free and eat my favourite sushi buffey...haha,think liao also happy (Sorry oh dad, i thinking of steal mommy from you when i work, hehe)

*POP* Blue fish, stop day dreaming d, is time to go to take bath and prepare for lunch d (haha,time for lunch, my favourite day goal..^^)

Arr....My LAPTOP !!!...

Saturday, March 22, 2008, half hour ago my laptop kena 'stroke' d, T.T, without my permission how can you collapse o, see, now need send you go hospital ICU, spend money to implant a new organ for you liao lo...you need to know that i cant live without you o, must recover very soon, you are really important to me...haih >.<''

What can i do now leh, hmm...use lgc pc do some report first lo, if not how o~ WAWAWA, a beautiful saturday morning happend a sad sad thing spoilt blue fish mood nia...wait a minute, i forget someone d, carrot ar carrot, don't cry la, "b4 work you yu zhen" everyone also got ma, you press yourself too hard d, that y the tear ma come down lo, cheers! your life is so nice because you got me to share your unhappiness ma, haha

Blue and Grey, need laugh, a really big one!

Raining d, TI-TI-TA-TA, finally.Why the weather so moody today...( actually i am in my halfway of finishing my assignment, how know swim to here again, hehe, you sure will say " aiyo, why so lazy o~" :p)

Never mind la. now i in moody also ma, just like the sky now lo. Maybe the date of graduate is near soon, but i not yet finish thesis, not yet prepare for final exam, and not yet prepare to facing the reality world ( commit to workplace soon, haih....) Dilemma, haha...

This is what in my mind now, i draw it out, from the picture, i hope i am happy, got a lot money,haha, love people around me, being pampered, and colorful memory... See, 'down' people always hope something good, but ignoring that actually those thing is happened right around them lo (bad blue fish, you should realize how meaningful and colorful your life right now, fight for those you love and those love you...Aiya, blue fish draw on assigment note leh :P)

STOP! stop day dreaming d, faster continue what you are doing, than plan for what dinner you want to have for 'D' day, HAHA!~ right, i should do so, faster finish assignment. C n G always asked what is the meaning of your life? i think i got the answer : EAT + MONEY = LOVE ( haha, not understand leh, eat and spent money can destress ma, got this two element, will generate more energy to blue fish, so that blue fish will not be stress, then will bring more love for the people around, make sense leh~haha!)

Going to take a bath before fighting, clear mind for better thinking, better analysis, BETTER mark for assignment report, WAHAHA!~c ya!

Condom Factory Visit =p

Recently Malaysia weather very uncertainty, minute before hot sun, a minute after rainy, so moody. This afternoon i went to Medical-Latex (Dua) Sdn. Bhd., ( nothing do ma, so do something siao lo, add knowledge la, hehe >.<"). Basically is a factory tour organize by AISEC. this factory produce all sort so call "medical product" ( condom la).

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Depart lo~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

Haih, it took us times to wait for the bus come ( if time= money, don't know how much money fly by d, so wasted ho...), we need to do all those changing and kill germ before enter the factory center. The guider detail us from the stage how a condom being form and produce until packaging. ( See, n thousand condom being produce each day, demand from market, no wonder la, all condom producer so rich in this world, haha)

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But today onward i must fight hard and stop duo luo, to finish all my assignment and report d ( coz, thesis date line gonna reach very soon T.T)..Argg, but i still don't know what i gonna do after graduation arr...( head pain head pain nia, blue fish ar blue fish, you must face the reality strongly arr..)

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But now i wish can saw lgc fish rod, don't know pretty not, yeah~go happy happy fishing la, must be fun..Hehe, blue fish, cheers; everyone, cheers, let fight together o~

The blue fish sushi

Recently like sushi so much...haha, and let me know that there were a shop name "the blue fish sushi" at oversea. hehe, blue fish's sushi bar and restaurant, i like their web design so much, got chance must go n try d.

Aiya, why d++ keep cancel 1 leh, blue fish time very hard to organize 1 ( alot ying chou ma ><"), nvrmind la, can use the free time do some thesis. They said arr, thesis wan pas up draft d, but i still not yet done my data analysis, how to write draft wo~

Mum call. i know whatever decision i make she sure will support me 1 ( hehe, she is the duo luo angel's motivation source o~, hehe)

lgc sure will said i keep write blog d~hehe, jia you blue fish, you sure will fight for what you want, achieve the best future for yourself 1~

Happy Birthday LGC

Today is lgc birthday o~
(HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU*4)
Wish u have a wonderful 23th years old, healthy2 wealthy2 smarty2...
Lucky u like the birthday meal and birthday card and birthday cake(lpc so happy)~
sorry o, because all the stuff look so "no feeling"
So i not yet make mind want to gift you what as your birthday present kok
Don't worry, your lpc very gao 1 ma ^^
Sure can find a present that totally gam u 1, hehe
New year great start
take the challenge with the full heart
Lpc will stay by your side
Achieve and enjoy all the success ^0^
(to celebrate your birthday, allow me to stay duo luo one day ya, and watch drama with a cup or hot chocolate in the rainy day la,hehe)

Is Lunch Time !

aiyo, this week is my busy busy busy week leh~~ hu..hu.. career fair need resume, multimedia assignment need analysis, ethic report some more...and someone birthday coming soon...this is what call " free free don't want do, compound until like mountain" lo.. -.-''!!

And i just notice that thesis going to meet the "dead" line d, but i still unmanaged to finish it. Haha, but i sure i will be able to finish it "on time", phew~must be confident a bit ma, if not how to continue live on my life wo...

A lot of friend ar, people ar, asked me where i will work after graduate, or what job i will be taken...how to answer them leh...i not yet find a job, again, i think i need to push myself abit into this (yala, i know i abit lazy, duo luo angel is like that 1 ma...forgive me lo, ok? ^^)

Actually i kinda who will make a decision that will shock everyone around me (sometime it surprise myself, too) ... So, maybe i will work in Singapore, or maybe in Malaysia, or MAY BE i will launch my own business ( but for sure, after i do a bit survey on it la). Small small obstacle = motivator ma... hehehe ( but i more prefer one month resting and travel, hehe, lazy blue fish)

Yippy! today is tuesday d, tomorrow will have chance eat nice nice food, although nice food is the change from money, but leissure time abit is the must to boost up more positive energy ma! haha.

Now is the time for lunch, remember eat bao bao n drink water o lgc, blue fish also want to have lunch d, so feng fu, Yummy Yummy!

Saw an accident

That was crippy. Yesterday on the way back home saw an accident. There was a car drop into a big drain, and the driver cannot be survive. It took all those fire engine and police and pull car tracker an hour to get the car out from the drain.

They said the driver had dead can now in the black police car (2nd picture. Friend said that is call "corpse car")beside me cover with black plastic.Well, i think may be the road slipery after heavy rain, and the driver drive fast without taking a break to turn into the junction so accidentally crash into the big and deep drain.
~:+: Life of a human sometime is very short that even who else cannot predict what will happened in the next second . . . buckle seat belt and drive safe, i am sure you don't wish to get hurt as well as hurt the one you love right? :+:~

is it this is the only purpose of their life?

To two person that not important to me:

i discover a really unmature stuff in this U

1. In this world got people that do not respect other. How to say leh, for example keep alert on other people funny stuff, and make fun of it. The purpose: just for the person no face. whenever have such people, they sure set up a fire around them. ( i guess this is the main purpose of their life huh?!?)

2. No wonder la government want to include moral in education. Because until now, they still not understand the real meaning of "respectation"..sigh *-* i guess they are not big enough. just like when get a survey form, simply fill it and make a pattern, draw or write something on it, just like kindergarten when fill a survey. Haih...(this call " body grow but mind is empty lo" ...)

But bluefish here really hope this kind of people realize what they do is really hurting other people indirectly lo. When you make fun of people personal life matter, you think is fun, and happy to laugh, but you are challenging your so call "friendship" ...

Mo-Cha Mo-Cha

This is Mo-Cha, i also don't know why i named it Mo-Cha. But it can talk, can move around, can sing. Haha, if he can help me finish all the jobs before i wake up, no matter how expensive a battery, i also will try my best to keep it alive :D But this is the story that only a kid below than 3 years old will believe.

Yesterday chat about something regarding take a 2 years time travel around before working, but realistic usually cost us a lot of money to realize it.( cruel reality). That why people said to realize a dream, cost you a lot of time and money and energy and all those small small stuffs. I no have money, but i do have plenty of time.hehe .(I think this is sufficient to make half of my dream come true ;p ) Cheers up guys and gals! stay alive everyone, don't get bury under your stress ya!

Is a Sad Sad Week

find a purpose in life so big, it will challenge every capacity to be at your best.
~David O Mckay

Well, my dream is marriage to a "rich-&-love-Me" Man, hehe, this dream is B I G and motivate enough,haha~

This week is kinda sad sad week for me, although just Wednesday, still got 2 more day to go. Multimedia who give me so low low low mark, i definitely will object this to get the best for my 3.75. Business strategy as well, abit shock when lOOk at the number, OMG!

Well, i guess this will be a new motivation for me to stop duo-luo+ing in this month.

Today i meet a weird, can't said weird la, but duno how to describe. Is like this, i ask a favor from him, but i though i a manner to treat a meal as return. But how know he said, "after i finish what u ask, treat u a dinner ya!" wah~ so ASADI.

My X roomate now sitting at the back of me, like burry her head deep into the monitor d, couldn't doubt her heart, she is the traditional hardworking type among us. i guess, she now sure trying her best to practise how to become ah huat's future business assistance+wife.Kakaka~who know?

Hehe, tell u a funny story ya, is my past msn with goffy:

Bluefish : wana eat McD later?

Goffy: U wan call delivery?
Bluefish: ya, u wan?yesterday u wan eat ma..
Goffy: Hmm...today don't eat McD...
Bluefish: WHY? today McD not fresh?

(i think Goffy mean "today don't feel like want to have McD as dinner"...)

Lazy People

i hate people that no jiao dai, especially those who keep change the decision.

i still can understand who take a long time before making a decision, but those simply make n within a minute or second changed it without hesitation n think of the consequences, so LAME lo!

Please la, dun simply say say, especially when what u said will directly influence other..Look down on those people who like this, LAME

i coming back d

Today is 23th february. The damn fsksm website cannot upload my assignment, *sigh, i should do it more earlier...

Yesterday i meet my lgc, v go to in stock, although some advise me not to buy so much since grad soon, but i did just buy what i need ma. Lucky the Malay girl see you smart only hide your lost soya bean n tuna, haha.

thursday he come n pass me the equestrian note, and suggested buy me a lunch. Y suddenly i feel like he treat me so nice lately? so warm...

i just realize that the time before graduate is so pack and not enough...for me to entertain. well, at least can join 5 man dinner in taman U, the food was nice, consider not bad la...

tuesday, i hope my babe laptop will be recover soon, i know you are sick, that y i send you to a doctor. You know ou are important and meant so much to me right? hope to see you soon o...

Well, finally i m here again, wish me good luck this year, just like what lgc said when valentine day while i m bai ti kong, popi me soon soon li li o...^^

i wish you all stay healthy and wealthy, happy and pretty

i think may be i do too less good stuff, until my laptop get bao ying. may be i should smile everyday, god only know i m what kinda person are.

i wish you, my laptop. can get well very soon, so that we can continue co-operate, out coming masterpiece in my life.

i wish you, my family, have a wonderful mouse year, stay healthy and harmony is the matter.

i wish you, my lgc, get well very soon, so that u can enjoy all the food and candy during Chinese new year, with that only you will have healthy and wealthy time with me, protect me.

lastly, i wish you, my self, stay healthy and happier day after day, be independent and dependent in the suitable time, be strong and tough girl.

god, please give the strength for everyone who can save my laptop, i will become more hardworking, reduce duo luo, to thanks you. Happy Chinese new year to you too.

money is more solid and tangible compare to M A N

week 5: Challenges are what make life interesting; overcoming them is what makes life meaningful.~Joshua J Marine

Recently i discover that money can bring me greatest secure compare to man. i admit that money is the best, but cannot buy anything. G said money is not the greatest 1, i agree r. she said if she marry to a rich man, will make her loss heart in fighting in career. Marry to a rich man, why will lost own fighting heart leh? your own fighting heart cannot simply loss whatever decision that you have made. Appreciate it, and protect it fully.

i think now ah huat can give her sense of belonging. that is why she never think of the level of money and security stuff. sometime i think she cannot live without ah huat, cz all the attitude and life style that show is she is a small women, that could not take care own, n will get panic easily if facing trouble.

Well, different ppl have different wants and needs. is easy to talk, i know. But how hard to live a simple life? why those adult and big and old ppl always think so complicatedly? (well, i still young, i just 18 wat ^^)

i like simple; i am simple; i admire simple; i think simple, is simple!

no horse riding

today i feel so bad, supposing now i riding horse. c&g mistaken, not register my name, so now i online in my home. haih...nvm la, horse run no where.Before graduation i will come back...

very sleepy now, the sky very hot, sound very gray, my body very no heart no soul, sound very blue, gray plus blue will become gray blue. Just like how i feel right now. Chi Cham o....~~~

week no.4

chapter 2: if life gives us rocks, it's our choice whether to build a bridge or a wall.

new week start, is time paying some seriousness toward my job. yesterday spent rm55 for gastric treatment, don't know worth or not. but i kinda feeling happy when see him a bit bit gan jiong, haha.

come on 918, is time for you to contribute some thing really useful for ur time spent liao, go go go.

wish u recover really soon so that can eat a lot a lot spicy and sour food ya.~~

F U T U R E

January, chapter one: Make each chapter of your life a great one.
As they said, life is like a book, everyday has a new page; with new adventures to tell, lessons to learn and tales of good deeds to remember.-unknown

Today i having a blue mood. cause having a deep attack by gastric.i know he is busy, so asking help from other, cause i know that if he know, he also and might not going to help me. Finally i can settle by my own, it shows that i m stepping a step forward without him. i feel GOOD, but at the other side feel sad. cause he couldn't & never make any of my "asking for help" if i not asking him face to face.

Is it my life going to change? ya i think so, n great big hopefully can.i do not ask for a safe job after grad. i wan to play. thinking of making a 'working holiday' VISA, i know government offering such thing. maybe go uk, Korea, London, Australia, for around 2,3 years. half play half work...if i wish, can come back Malaysia, selling my experiences for a better job offer.if i can get a permanent job with that company, even can stay longer at other country. hmm, i wan him to be part of this, i mean together go oversea live and work n play for fews years. i wan him to be part of my future, cause now i start thinking of 'future', i can see future, after 3 months from now.

but kinda hard for him to think of his future. cz he now still cannot c his future. same as me, still cannot c our future. how to ask? if he can consider i will be lot happy d, cause one never been to that situation, he will never understand what situation u r facing of. i wish to have a good surprise. i hardly get surprise.