Random update

Rainning rainning rainning rainning...the sky was crying whole morning~make me so no mood to work...like what i said, sick+work=worst thing ever happend...GRRRR~I WAS SO SICK!!!

any where ^^ here is some random update.

Norman Vincent Peale said 'Change your thoughts and you change your world'

(i am rich i am happy i am rich i am happy i am rich i am happy.....hahaha)

Regarding me :)

Woodlands Mart Christmas Special:

Lucky draw redeem using single receipt of purchasement

Tu-Tu-gam-gam-hao using for this rainy season ;p

2 days ago, accidentally, my ankle hit by a 'drop down speaker' ~ damm pain ...wuwuwu.... ;(

Regarding Work :)

First,

Victoria~company handover for office christmas gift (350s case Genting. 347 case chocolate??!!)

Anywhere, better than nothing, rihgt? *wink* peace v('.')v

Second,

*Ta-Da*...Manager gave this to me~The dog is cute right? (i am a dog person, swear with promise ^^)

Actually it is a MRT ezlink card sticker, under AVA (Agri-Food & Veterinary Authority of Sinpaore), more information, you may log on to http://www.ava.gov.sg/

Regarding Customer/Clients :)

First,

OMG! OMG! OMG! IT TASE SUPER YUMMY! (forgive me, it was over lunch time and i was updating my photo here :p)

Donut Empire~home make donut bakery shop, the bun is soft, both mango & almond was superb delicious!!!

Second,

The first Christmast cake i have for 2009 (forget about the taste, it is NOTHING SPECIAL to be memorize)...but i do love the decorate...no wonder people will said : Nice to eat but bad for look...for this case, Good to look but Bad to ...

(he-ham, sorry, not meant to hurt the bakery shop either, thank for the good heart client for the goodies treat ^^ wink wink!)

My Painting Set !

i love to write, draw, paint ^^ i don't like to talk :)

This is my favourite paint tool

ARTIST'S ALPHA WATER COLORS

Total have 18 Colors....OMG! I LOVE IT ALL ^^ !!!

HB pencil, brush

(i hate using eraser & ruler when drawing :P)

This is my favourite painting brush, it is soft, easy to control the color

This is my color plate

Some people said it was dirty :P

Drawing people should know Rule #1 :)

"Never clean your drawing plate"

Rule #2
it will promise you the unique color of each painting ^^

p/s:

Haji 2009 public holiday~start drawing n painting...:)

Here is the outcome

*Qiang*

*Qiang*

*Qiang*

*Ta-da* This is the out come

(Taipei Hwa Xi Street Touritst Night Market)

Tell you all a secret, i never wash my painting plate o~shh..don't tell other ya. Hope you enjoy your painting too! :)

Gees, New !

Finally, I CAN ONLINE !!! (*shout out loud)

Bossy said...reopen our network connection ~ WIPPY! COOL.

busying uploading my photo in facebook, felt tired, jin bo eng ar ... hahahaha

*posting down some thing that make you know me more well...tomorrow is a better day, don't you think so...

T_T i am damm sick, flu sore throat cough, all attack me at the same time, feeling like want to take MC for tomorrow...cannot ar...need to follow up some case

sick + work = worst thing in the world. so i am now trying to do some thing funny n wuliao so that i will not burn out (still rememer the term 'burn out'? it is situation due to overstress, mind/body burn out)

here is something to make you know me better & let me de-stress same time,haha



ABC

A- AVALIABLE not yet marry
B- BIRTHDAY September, autumn day, haha
C- CRUSHING ON handsome
D- DRINK YOU LAST HAD water???
E- EASIES PERSON TO TALK TO i am smart girl
F- FAVOURITE SONG ...(thinking)
G- GUMMY BEAR OR GUMMY WORMS yay! i like biting & chewing
H- HOMETOWN i love penang
I- IN LOVE WITH a guy who like to 'zzz' when msn with me ><"""
J- JUGGLE what is that?!!?
K- KILLED SOMEONE you must be kidding me, is it ant consider?
L- LONGEST CAR RIDE penang to jb/singapore or adverse
M- MILKSHAKE FLAVOR now i love banana milk shake :)
N- NUMBER F SIBLINGS one only
O- ONE WISH ...is to have many wishes :P
P- PERSON YOU CALLED LAST when emergency? depends
Q- QUESTION TO BE ASK where is my stappless!!!
R- REASON TO SMILE i am happy you are silly stupid...
S- SING OUT LAST HEARD "i will follow you..."
T- TIME YOU WOKE UP 830am...bus coming 930am ma
U- UNDERWEAR COLOR/ PATTERN plain lo
V- VEGETABLES YES! I love brocolli, hate big celery & tauge
W- WORST HABIT i don't like to think
X- X-RAY YOU’VE HAD before enter U or Singapore, i very healthy leh~
Y- YOYO ARE F.U.N
Z- ZORIAC SIGN virgo lo

Yahoo~life time pass fast(is time to wait to go back home from work ^^), i should think about next year planning 2010, i will share my plan in my next blog :) slim plan, money plan, future plan, whatever plan it is, haha, i will make it come true!!!

** HAJI public holiday

*Chiang Chiang* tomorrow is Haji public holiday in Singapore/Malaysia. Supposing i on leave today. 'so, why u still here'? Good question! *clap clap* trip being cancel. Well, is a long story any where...bla bla bla bla...

Today feel super nice, is it i been working like...10 days+? and finnally manage to rest tomorrow, phew~ moring breakfast is super nice too, milo+full boil egg+magi. lunch, hmm...super tasty chicken steak spagetti (Thanks boss, although u are very scary, never thought of getting the extra token as well)...i will never annouce the amount here. Hint? not many not little ^^

anywhere, i have a sub plan for my day: Relax face mask for the freshy morning, fruity body scrub for bath, enjoy an afternoon cooking for my self...oh ya oh ya, nearly forget, i bring back my painting tools from Penang, gonna to stripe out a master piece tomorrow *wink wink*

yesterday quarrel with TSC. Super beh syiok him, is not any special to talk about it here. Better continue with my fav blog update :)

Recently cannot online T_T...i know i know, i being Q up alot of thing want to upload to my FB, Twit & Flickr :( My Deepavali Batu Cave, Oct home leave, cruise day etc...if things can be converted to money (One of my fav item ^^ *shy.shame*), keeping those photo will make me rich~

Anne (clg) is standing beside me, reading while i typing...She claim very hard to maintain a blog...hmm...finger cross, any where, i not update too often too :) ... Anne, come on, come n join this 'T-age' group, u never too old for this, haha

Going back to my desk to finish up my thing, TOMORROW HAJI PUBLIC HOLIDAY, hooray! here i ｍ．．．ｈａｐｐｙ　ｈｏｌｉｄａｙ　ａｌｌ

NEW!

I AM SLIM!!! not much, just 1KG ^^

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I EARN EXTRA $200 PERMONTH...-.-"

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I HAVE NEW LIFE PLAN :)

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I HAVE NEW 'KIV THING TO BUY LIST' :)

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I HAVE NEW MERCHANT TO PURCHASE MY KIV CLOTH :)

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I HAVE LONGER , CURL HAIR :(

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I HAVE NEW NICK NAME! ><"

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I HAVE NEW HK DRAMA ! :)

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I HAVE NEW HANDSOME ACTOR TO ADMIRE :P

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I HAVE STRONGER MY WILL TO ... BECOME UNEMPLOYED! ^^

Deepavali Off

Blue fish now is pending for her flight to KL....

The flight delay until 1120pm %@#$$%

Saw a really handsome pilot just now...walking pass by...*shy ^^

Everyone, i am out from town, ...msg me...only for URGENT thing...

Gosh~damm tired, wish can have a great rest sleep throughout the day...

Don't miss me ya~will upload my photo in facebook asap....

He is going to fetch me later on at LCCT ^^ happy happy (omg! i am so simple contented!)

Carol ask which topic should she write about ....

i think she need 'future. now & past' ... after all, this is a 'never-out-date-topic' haha

i think i should go for it too...

Guys, don't miss me ya...be back to Singapore Tuesday...

Yaya Cloth

http://www.picasaweb.google.com/yycloth

Emo Blue

Recently i very down n frust...cant online, totally being seperate with outside world

i love to talk~wrong! i love to blog & type. i can live without talking, but cant without internet

OH~gosh! i am totally a 'internet bug'

Everyday working~sleeping~working~ cant take it!

i agree with Cheng Ting~i am part of Singapore working adult, must adapt~how come till now....

The stupid client wat me!!! the stupid employer like bird man! hate them~

i bet is time for me...to figure my next year plan~how said~2010 is coming~2009 achievement Plan, check!

Chao friends~i going to KL coming thurs~wish me have a good rest in 5days holidays!

p/s: new challenge,(currently still working on ^^) http://www.picasaweb.google.com/yycloth drop down a email or comment for any feedback. Interest please email me at fishlife_918@hotmail.com ^^

TAIWAN TRIP PHOTO

DAY #1 : zhong xiao http://www.flickr.com/photos/22811578@N02/sets/72157622374699483/show/

DAY #2: taipei - http://www.flickr.com/photos/22811578@N02/sets/72157622505170698/show/

DAY#3: hua lian - http://www.flickr.com/photos/22811578@N02/sets/72157622518781084/show/

DAY #4: jiu fen - http://www.flickr.com/photos/22811578@N02/sets/72157622519473172/show/

DAY #5: Shi lin, wu fen - coming up next!

DAY #6: Shi lin, dan sui - coming up next!

DAY #7: back Singapore - coming up next!

p/s: more photo at my facebook! ^^

23 yo birthday wishes

CORRECT! i pass my birthday in Taiwan Hua Lian this year...

Unforgetable + life long memorable

no cake no boyfriend no presentS~ but kinda heart full

because i use up all my energy night before and after my birth DATE ... (hei hei, stop guessing la pals, haha, for cycling and traveling for new experience!)

Cant believe that act dgg & the other dgg remember my birthday, thanks for those ph msg wishes~ (am i more unbelieveable, that I'M still kept ur contact? haha~shock leh)

What la, blue fish famous of slacker ma, she is lazy tidy up old stuff (*wink wink, peace sign)

WHAT I WISHES FOR THIS BIRHTDAY?

hmm...other than MORE 'HEALTHY WEALTHY PRETTY' , haha, girl are gready ma!

1. NO MORE LUCK TRY-OUT! (i mean toto/ 4d) ~ stop influent me leh AL+clg
2. NO MORE LIFE CONTROL OF OTHERs, really, mean that
3. LIVE LIFE, NO MORE blur blur blue fish, life short, do whatever u want & stop dreaming! more actions!
4. CHANGING CHANGING CHANGING, TRANSFORM TRANSFORM TRANSFORM !!!

can i do that? cheh, wish for but doubt of, not like u leh blue fish, u just wish for 'stop dreaming more action' leh...

witness for me, * heart fnger cros* ^^

One happy in a thousand sad ^^

Forgive me my friends, i kena TOTO again

What la, all my friend + clg beside me is 'big investor' ma, they tell me, invest small get small, invest big get big...so, i no $, i invest small lo...

End up, i 'cha sen er guo' with 9 hundred million dollar (1st prize T_T)

Lucky, i manage to become 1/58103 ... (thanks Ari, i treat u eat french fried ya *wink wink*)

This is the result that make me become one of group 5, nyek nyek nyek *evil smile :)

Because of the yellow circle, i pass by the 9 hundred million dollar

Hehe, but because of the red circle number, i get this extra goodies! happy happy!

F@#$! is my turn!

F@#$! omg! the war is continue to my side.

They want to transfer out 'small eagle' (so called by boss), hence, they selected me!

*clap, for the fucking joy!*

OMG! CAN'T BELIEVE I AM THE CHOSEN ONE!

sound pretty cool, new challenge, Yeah~ (cheaty fish)

but wondering why they offday cannot change, don't force me to use the deadend alternative, haha, don't force me (evil evil blue fish)

OH YA,^^ got other thing to share with you all, guess what is this?

Number 1:

Number 2:

haha, no idea? Tell u the answer la

Number 1 is all my top up phone card since i worked in Singapore, hmm, calcualte, total have 10 international IDD card (value $10 each), 8 local phone top up card (value $100 for local sg call & $28 for oversea) i wonder where i spent those oversea call, haha, ok wat, for 1 year and 2 months

Number 2 is the 'dead stepless' found dead on my desk

end up, i totally have $500+ in my Sg phone, don't know want to call who, plus alot of stepless after i re-do my documentation

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WAWAWA~ T_T I AM SO DEAD! boring, unsafe, goaless, poor, tired (why all is -ve har??!!)

><" LGC, my life is full of uncertainty! where i shoud go, what i shoud do?

NEW TAIWAN DOLLAR life

Just come back from trippy!

Felt tired+sickness+weakness, but 'syiok!'

KGs of work load infront of my desk ><" sweat! sorry pals, will be upload my Taiwan photo ASAP, here, & FB ^^ hmm...thinking devided into several parts...(TOO MUCH, haha)
p/s: wait patiently, my NTD trip upload...& LGC! grow fruit d!

Farmville!!!

Last month i am addicted to farmville...until lazy eat lazy work

i everyday work hard ... on my farm ^^

Days on, farm getting bigger, i become lazy :(

lgc also, he lazy 'click'

But today i have a shock gift...

lgc delete everything on his farm, cause he want to shut down, and build something on there...



p/s: What is that lgc? u make for who see? ^^

Date & Stuff

13 Sept, Sunday:
Prepare things for following weeks~reason:Blue Fish going to have her one weeks of to...TAIWAN!

14 Sept, Monday:
Half day work to make sure all the work ald being follow up. Half day leave heading to Changi Airport, take my flight to KUALA LUMPUE, will be landed KLIA about 5pm~excited

15 Sept, Tues:
Early Morning will take a cab heading KLIA again, start my journey to TAIWAN, haha. Will be off for a weeks

16-20 Sept, Wed-Sunday:
Exploring Taiwan land, wish can meet Jacky Wu & said 'i love u jacky' to him & take photo, shopping+eating, nutrient time for mind & body! haha

21 Sept, Monday:
Will took a flight back to Singapore about 8pm. Reach Changi Airport will be midnight. Took a cab heading 'home sweet home'...

22 Sept, Tues:
On leave for resting. PREPARE MY MIND & BODY FOR ALL THE BOMB STUFF THAT WILL BE FACE THE NEXT DAY ><"!!!

conclusion: happily spent all the $$$ & come back work to face the reality that i am poor!

Check List:
1. Prepare follow up client file
- my link case
- my replacement case
- MY NEW CASE :) *wink wink
- my apeal case
- MY BOMB CASE!!! (all go to hell!!!)

2. ***Important*** cant live without it
- my psp for game & songs!
- charger (phone, psp, camera)
- my camera
- socket (for M'sia-Taiwan)
- Mask
- Sanitizer hand wash
- note book
- NEW TAIWAN DOLLAR!
- PASSPORT
- AIR TICKET

ok...i admit la, i bit not excited, bit nervous, bit happy. All is damm wuliao silly rubbish compliant, CASE no have la, BOMB alot la, walao!

DON'T CARE! DON'T DISTURB ME, I WANT TO PREPARE ON MY HOLIDAY MOOD!

Happy day! ^^

HI EVERY BUDDY! TODAY BLUE FISH KENA 4D (again~)

Vanessa, stop calling me 'Shen Po'

Clg ask me should buy every time, so that i will get 1 millionaire, hohoho~

not bad la, lucky!~

p/s: lgc, want consider join venture with my business?? haha, how said i also little wealthy girl ma

Future !

Me now day dreaming in office


i have think out few plan for my future, haha (clg said me is day dreamer, they said please come, ask my soul come back! ^^)


1. Teach KIDS drawing class

you see ya, one person RM50, one class 10 person. One time 1hr. One week one time. One day i can have 2 class. one week is 10 class. 2 class perday times 10 person perclass time 5 days perweek , one month i can get RM 5000 :) HAHAHA FAT TAT (bluefish: "every children, today, teacher teach u draw lobster o~ ^^")


let u all see some sample ya

Panda eye lobster!

Idiot frogBlink Fish!

Blur lion

Stud penguin?

2. Healthy FOOD deliver

now a day alot working adult is teenager, all eat outside, but all love fast, and alot of healthy lover. So, i can hire my mum cook, hire my dad deliver, i set up a web, catalog with type of lunch box food, with 2 vege + 1 meat, maybe soup of the day. and deliver in cute lunch box per pack. (etc, can choose type of lunch box design for your day meal), order 3day before. Every day 12pm will deliver to door step, lunch box will collect 5pm everyday.

*jika siapa curi saya punya idea, saya su dia lo*

Good leh my idea. Price wise..hmm, i not yet set up, haha.

3. Dog HOTEL & LUXURY GRAND COFFEE SHOP

for dog and the owner, and all dog lover, got 'human' meal & 'dog' meal for choose under set price. haha

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(clg all speechless with my act, they think i siao d)

i think 1 is better, as compare to my Plan 1 Plan 2 (early post)

which one is better? or anyone have a better idea?

P/S: clg keep lip reading : " Shan Shan, come back lo, come back lo, come back to work la~><" she sound more scared than what i have did leh~haha

T_T i am poor & no luck!

Finally, they change the venue, from ajisen ramen to Bali Thai Restaurant at west mall

Environment:70%, Food:65%, Prize:5% (Damm Childish Kitty Bag!) (think from bright side, better then nothing ba, else, still can give out as a gift! haha)

How said, i also eat till full full ^^ super hungry ma, some more, being nag by old cunning foxy! Revenge! Revenge!

Hehe, told u all right, i going to buy this number ma 0902, so sad, it is out of couta :(

Vanessa, told u d, it sure will open,T_T *cry cry* the number is OUT! my luck is OUT too! 1st prize, not my luck; 2nd prize, not my luck either; starter prize, double check, out of my luck!

Poorly poorly me...sad sad...who want to treat me meal??!!

Felt so sad suddenly, the-out-of-mind thinking come back again, emo emo thinking come back again

CANNOT SEE MY FUTURE HERE !!! DAMM it! STUPID!

Make down a decision, businessman (me la, future that kind! ^^) must me decisive enough, right?

i confirm, definitely, double confirm, i surely Don't Want, Bu Yao, Mai, Mg you, Tak Mau, end my life in such way... TOTO all the time, wondering stupid target, causelling all those stupid maids, handle all those silly idiot customer unneccessary complaints, and listen to useless rubbish talk of brainless upper management! (SHH~keep it silent as a secret of U & ME ya, reader ^^)

Just resume back work today~felt boring, no mood, no goal, unmotivate ... =.="

Went to JB for my 2 day off, shopping-movie-ing, like normal :) Nicey!

Bought a beg & a dress, super love it! *wink wink* , going to upload the photo (if i got time :P)

Off day...IS ALWAYS GOOD! haha

now having my tea break, kiam-pia+milo, what to do, i am hungry+boring

FBing just now. Harvesting my farm. and test my LUCK!

RESULT: not bad i guess, i am happy with it

1. HEALTH 100% 2. LOVE 98% 3. MONEY 78% 4. CAREER 60%

hehe, as long as got money, no career also no worry! haha. Retiree also no career ma (or i should said their career is gardening? or Tai-Chi-ing in park? or Traveling? haha), as long as got passive income...

hehe, happy happy. Off day is happy. Spending $ is double happy.

Tomorrow company shut down early, for month revise meeting & dinner. at Ajisen ramen IMM.

Sian~14th night meeting, at Hungry Ghost Month??!! sound pretty cool, Boss, u are lame cool man!

can buy TOTO d 0902, haha. Hope me kena la. LGC popi me ya

PLEASE save me!!!

I am now sitting on my office desk...doing nothing?! haha, actually i got alot of task to do, etc. some filing documentation for ISO, arrange sunday maid pick up...

Is not a problem for me, i can finish them really very fast...

The fact is, recently Sales really not good. Due to economy recession employer reduce their pocket money to hire maid?! really no idea.

One thing for sure, QUIET MORNING huh~May be today is a pretty busy day for all the people in Singapore (Lame excus!!!)

Cause this morning pouring heavy rain ma~can be forgive i think...

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OH YA!!! *wink* recommend you all my 'fortune cat' sitting on my phone~ (actually is tapping it on my phone), haha...

People said do sale must at least have some fortune thing ma, i have, i have my fortune meow~

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don't know meow meow got any comment regarding recently the pity cooling non-peak-sale season?

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my fortune meow meow owner now is very boring, nearly grow mushroom d (i starting drafting & scraching his future look~ ><" silly right blue fish, LOOK! she totally boring till crazy d)

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i bet he also won't feel much more release than me~HAHA ^^

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*TA-DA* HEHEHE!

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NO sale NO $ will make your smilling face gone! two eye staring really big~ =.=, so unfresh look! the appreant really very OLD, time fly than will become FAT! one main thing is, no $ will make you look DIRTY+UGLY!!!

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CLOSER LOOK IN YOU!

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Fortune meow meow, forgive me :P remember bring me more fortune GOOD employer enquiry call ya~^^

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P/S: look forward tomorrow. Do allow me to have bit bit expectation! haha~yeah~can c lgc d, he said he going to come jb ^^

Boring!

Is on her time waiting employer to pick up maid


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so...i download my photo one by one, and arrange it..


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*TA-DA* here is the outcome

GOD! please save me!

i would die of BORING!

Tractor Day!!!

i love to blog, Yes, i am...since when? maybe since i start learn not to talk ...

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Phang said he love to talk, wish to talk all the time, so he blog, i think i totally 'songsang' (opposite) ...

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Don't misunderstanding me, i do love to talk, i wish i can talk (look, karma, i am in customer service line, haha), but talking is hurt, some time is tiring, that why i choose to blog~

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YES! I LOVE TO TYPE MORE THAN TALK! (i am lazy, haha, lam nua, sampat!)

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WHY IS A TRACTOR??!!

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i also don't know, after lunch-in with clg, i start drawing, and capture down using webcam, and upload here...HERE is it, my tract, name "PANG T&C"

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Deep in me, i wish inside the container is 'pup', export from my dog house, to who need it

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Sound bit ridiculouos right (><" hehe, i know, who will put puppies inside a tractor and export it??!!...wrong, is only me, haha)

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i also wish, inside the container was my vege, export to country people who need it (Totally siao liao~addicted to farmville d)

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Perhaps, recently i too free d, i start planning when to resign, calculate all those gov tax i need to pay (silly right, i think i am just too weak =.=)

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Business not good, no employer want take maid (sure la, who ask u accept so high fee) no mood...

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One thing good, LGC will have 3 day leave, Malaysia National day, he said he will come to JB, yeah~can nuah lgc d^^

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Plan to go Melaka o, or other place, but i never took bus to there alone, sumore is Saturday night, some more is weekend, some more monday is National Day, i sure will have to paid high ticket fee, no bus seat, and loss in the middle of some where of Melaka~

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HAHAHA :) chao guys, going to visit my farm later, wish i can have alot of sunflower ya~

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P/S: i also wish inside the tractor's container was SAMPAH (TRASH), pick all those stupid employer, maids, people, hate boss, impossible silly complaint (etc, i want my maid is super maid, can clean 2 house and a shop)...toward the end of the world...and...THROW AWAY FOREVER & EVER, gone forever, haha! ^^

back to normal

6 day leave really 'time fly pass fast'

haih~caroline, i am back :( u miss me right, here m i =.=

So fast, like more tired as i working

His convo, his family, my home, my parent...

here i am, repeating, back to normal

Guess what, i am yet repeating my working life, daily routine, and repeating my farmville life : planting, harvesting, earning, expanding, plating, harvesting, earning, expanding...

going taiwan, need money, so got to figure a way out of getting money

*Ting* Ei, where is my commission? after i calculate, !@#$%^&* company owe me like > $1k leh, LGC, is rm2.4k leh, is money, can i buy Husky using it? :)

Hehehe, suddenly so happy (clg said see the figure only happy, real happiness don't know when only can get the REAL CASH $$$ claim, neck long long ><" *WLL* wait long long)

LGC good lo, he claim come in d, about 1 month only...so envy...

Oh ya, i go back for dental treatment, dentist said i got 'teeth bite' habit when sleeping, quiet serious wo, cause i look on my teeth x-ray, IT IS CRACK! ON MY TEETH, SOME OF MY TEETH~EEEEEUUUUU

Am i bite teeth & is QUIET SERIOUS??!! no idea...maybe

End up: i purchase a teeth cap to cap my teeth to prevent my teeth become shorter and shorter

dentist also said i got some tooth need to repair, but i not do so~next year la~hehe

Wish to go back o~yesterday when step in singapore, got a 'chong dong' want to take next flight back to malaysia

i msg him, said : can i take 1 month unpaid and stay with u?

He said : then u going to do what in this one month?

GOOD QUESTION! never figure it out yet =.= tell u when i know it

Haha, finally on leave

HAHAHA~finally i am on leave d, damm so happy~

Blue Fish now was snipping orange juice happily ^^ yum yum, ngm~

Hopefully i can enjoy my leave very much, working 12days non stop is like !@#$%

The 'ah nia' customer finally sick d, he cannot complaint much, why got so not understanding ppl in this world, some more claim is a educated country ...

Blue fish is singing LA~LA~LA~LA~LA~ yippy yippy!!!

But i really hope got maid can follow me go JB later, cause they can help me carry my back pack and luguage~dreaming dreaming ^^

Half day work is working until what time? 2pm? 230pm?

Tomorrow onward i got a busy busy as PR on behalf of him to his family

Finally lgc graduate d.

CONGRATULATION YA LGC! happy convocation! wish you have a wonderful future (*Faster become successman with alot of $ la, so that my dream will come true! hahahha~evil blue fish)

Not plan to buy him a convo present. Reason: NO TIME! (lame excuse ^^) maybe revenging, cause he also not give me convo present also ma.

I am high expectation, search for other ppl gift also same. May be later on la~

Plan to go for a hair cut before step in to JB land, dye hair as well...Red? Moil color? hmm...later his family will said me is *bad girl leh

i will be going Penang after his convo. Than take flight back to Singapore again~sian :(


P/s: what will happed to my farm? my crop going to die leh. Who can help me to harvest (*recently addicted to farmville, poison poison liao blue fish, fake crop fake coin money fake life, haha, addicted d ma^^)

Sunday SUCK!

Don't know since when i start to hate sunday~ maybe is after LGC graduate

No choice, i got to put my off day today, cause this is the final blank day i can put in my offday, i mean this month duty roaster. After all, i need to start working~continuously~12days. YES! 12 days. Cause i arrange 1 week off during his convo, as well as take a break, go back to home town...

Back to topic. Why i hate Sunday?!

Think it seriously, i might due to Sunday is boring...For me for now (i meant it!) Staying in a quarantine area (in the middle part of jungle, some kinda UUM style), no where to go. I bet the only thing to do is sleeping.

But so luckily, the Fuis continuously jumping off, since this morning 7am i guess... till now...total is 4th times already. REASON??!! don't know...maybe which !@#$%^& plug in a wet suis toward the socket ba ><" haih Anywhere, Sunday will be a great day, if can hanging out with friend & family, or pets as well...i don't have all~ya, i have maid, maybe later i will ask them clean my blanket, pretty hot sun today~is a nice weather Sunday working is the best, cause until 6pm only, not like weekdays, till 8pm...That is why i said, off Sunday is wasted, especially when you don't have any activities to do on Sunday~ T_T Going to check out the Fuis box, catch up next time! chao!~ p/s: What happend to my blogger setting, where is all those font setting button , @#$%^& ><"

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Suddenly keen of blogging...don't know why
Eh, why my blog cannot insert photo d? even where is the font button...
Hmm...


Any where, today got free meal~ ^^
Manager treat eat super big+long Fish Ball (bit hard, not nice)
Than Boss come, change wall poster wo
That day we taken in Boarding House one...
He damm happy, giving out our ($100) last month compensate!
Manager being tam, treat us eat tong sui ^^


BOP BOP BOP BOP (*bubble sound*)
HAPPY! (really?!!? doubting too...)


Can i really luanch my Pet House?
Hmm...NO IDEA!
Nothing can be true, other than i write in a resign letter
Don't know Boss will sad not if i resign??!!
Haha`i not think so, maybe he release
Cause finally me this 'Jiak-Liao-Bi' employee going to resign d


Customer really alot uneducated lo! HNG! LOW!
Another 2 hour, going to Pang Kang d...very soon =.=" *sweat!


Hoping for a good rest sleep, tiring leh...

"The Devil"

In the middle of 'wu-liao-ing', i swim to facebook, playing Tarrot Card.

How come the outcome is " THE DEVIL"

"Your Tarot reading drew the Devil card which foretell's a series of unexpected events. A sudden change in your life is comming, and the ending of a friendship is near. Loss of money during this time is possible and the disruption from these event's will play havack on your life. But do not fear, in time these event's will pass, and you will adapt to the new change's in your life. Patience and a calm attitude will help with the transfer into these new change's."

Unexpected event will occur and make a sudden change in my life??!!?? My resign?

Ending of Friendship??!!?? mean who?

Loss of money leh?!!?? My dog course??!! or given up this job for dream?

Hmm...Time pass i will adapt to my new life??!! is it mean life in KL? or UK?

Conclusion, all i need is Patient+Calm...mean i no need guess right now right? All the thing will resolve...haih~This card like sound not pretty good to me ...= .="


p/s: Arghh~headache ><"

Sad Morning

Supposing today is a happy day, cause i off today.

But recently i very 'black' + 'sui', alot of unhappy thing happend to me...

1. Wan kat customer no communicate mother & daugther blame me
2. Stupid maid forget to bring my breakfast to office
3. She has left we all and be together with her father, God do love her so muc
4. Stupid Wifi cannot in, change password maybe
5. In the end, i cant do anything, so helpless....

Cannot online, is just like taking my life away, i can live without talking a single word each day

But i cannot live without my life without any single internet connection

i think i got some time no blogging here....c ya friends, do take care!

i want to sleep

Don't felt like blogging recently...no topic?...hmm, maybe tired (i want KM900, nice & cool, but is LG lo, LG wo, why the brand is LG??!! =.=")

i am tired of this job. Mama said is it i stress? stress everywhere also have, if boring, then find another new job lo, she said. But if really find another job, and is in SG. i rather stick back to this one. As i said, every job is boring, is stress, so look for highest, not the farest (i mean salary la, not place)

Seem like lost of mood of resign d, after papa called. i do tell him i want study (my dog plan), but he misunderstanding me, he thought i want go for oversea study, he said he support FULLY (nah, just mentally only ><"...)

yesterday kena TOTO $30, simply simply bought 50cent, tot of can get 1 million dollar, dare to dream big ma. if kena, den straight 'bye bye', 3 month notice also LET IT, haha (dreamig dreaming), not bad la, at least still have $30 better than nothing (thanks to my maid, Yayan, who help me Q up & buy, i plan to treat u eat McD one, but who ask you forget to bring the toast that u make me for today breakfast, no toast no McD! hng!) Yayan full name is YAYAN HANAYANI BT TOTO NARTA, is it because your father name is TOTO, so i can get TOTO?

Just now wan kat bos come, ask again how business =.= sian lo~ keep asking the same question, i need to answer the same answer, again & again. Bos secretly told my manager, said "Wei, help shan shan do sale leh, if not later she no sale she run away & resign leh" hmm...(manager told me 1 lo, haih, cause our compay no secret 1 ma, haha. Run away!!??!! thought me is maid meh, i will officially give u resing letter 1, don't worry :P ) i don't know why bos said so...felt so T_T life so meaningless...

LGC!!! Success people always lonely 1. i know you feeling life is boring, u seem like lost in somewhere, but u said is up to you ma, so i am pretty sure u will achive what u want. Wei, remember include my name under your 'future' list leh


p/s: tomorrow off day, going do what leh? any sugesstion?

DAMM GUTS & COURAGE!

I ALSO WISH I CAN BE LIKE HER, WORK 3 DAYS, NOT HAPPY, RESIGN!

GUT AND COURAGE CAN EAT?

HONESTLY, FROM YOUR HEART, WILL U SUPPORT ME IF I REALLY MAKE A DECISION?

BUT HOW COME I NOT BELIEVE THAT U WILL?

I ONLY CAN TRUST MY SELF, SELF FISH BLUE FISH!


she want to runaway...

fish pain & tear no1 know, cause she is in water; fish no water will die, like player no supporter...

!@#$%&* DAY

Today so KA NA SAI (ops! so rude, is not me o, is evil me)

Cause today 'kek' by ks ks employer (kia su + kia si), kek si wa! *angry angry angry!!!

Some one ask 'hey, got update your blog?"

ok lo, because of you only ya, special for you. Although i been go through day in facebooking, MSNing (but i do have tonnes of work load to finish, just no mood, is ok, NOT TOP URGENT CASE, haha ><" allowed me to take some free air, going die d feel like)

In order to motivate me, i write some note

"Gan-ba-tte, hardworking"

*i really proud of my self, i take a photo of it using webcam*

*LPQ, u are so clever girl*

"Then i discover, this motivated note got alot of 'Lat', mean energy...

><" GOD, help me, now i really bo lat liao...(tonnes of work load & file, so sorry, i will finish you by tomorrow la, forgive me T_T)"

GOOD DAY! ^^

This morning wake up felt sad...

Actually i have feel so -ve for pass few month, gastric till sleep, crying till sleep, or watch drama till fall asleep. WTH~i living my life like vampire, working sleeping working sleeping...(T_T carol said i am emo emo)

Just now msn with lgc, he said actually can take some course. Suddenly i like *Ding* some kinda wake up...i think i shud do what i want, not what i need (not understand? Let me explain). "Do what i need" is "i need to work, i need money"(clg ask me what for i come to work, is it because of the malayrice, tell u all o, the malay rice super nice o, i really come to work because i want to eat it, haha); "Do what i want" is "do something make me happy, what i really want for better life, to achieve my dream"

So, hahahahaha (siao liao lpq, she totally siao liao) i have full of mood now. Guess what, i am blogging in the middle of working hour, in office, using office pc, and come out my '2-different-future-plan'

Plan A
Resign my current job, go for a dog course in KL, working partimer in pet shop, after finish the couse for about 10weeks, go for a exam, successfully take a cert, than proceed for my cureer--Dog Grooming/Breed House

Advantages:
1. Can have a lot of happiness, cause i am doing what i want
2. Can have lgc by my side, free time can go for movie with pop corn(i mean real movie in cinema, not sitting on bed, curve into my pillow & watch pps with pity junk food)
3. Can minggle with alot of puppy cause i work in pet shop
4. Get new knowledge
5. Have 'family', lgc family as substitue
6. Go shopping with carol~spent $$$ for cloth, shoe, & super duper YUMMY YUMMY MEAL
7. Can go back KB meet parents, meet Ah ma

Disadvantages:
1. Need to invest money into dog course for about rm10k
2. Might need to purchase a car
3. I think aunty will temporary let me stay gua (save rental ^^ hehe)
4. Social with lgc family :(
5. Temporary become unemployment
6. Give up my new laptop plan, postpone my Contiki tour, give up my LX-3 camera

Plan B
Resign my current job, apply for 'working-holiday visa', tentative rename it as 'my UK-study-$-plan', visa approve, book an air ticket go UK, study for art or course that i want to, maybe stay with cousin 1st (hmm...don't know they can let me squise in the room not ><), rent a room, find a part time job, after 2 year, finish my course and job, come back malaysia, that time only take my dog course, than in the mean time, starting my 'dog grooming/breed house'

Advantages:
1. HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY, cause can achieve my dream go oversea study
2. New knowledge, new environment (UK leh, can wear thick jacket, photo with snow, yeah!)
3. Get to know new friends (expend my handsome guy friend's network list, haha)
4. Part time at UK earn money, 1 UK pound = rm5.67 leh (HUHU~think also happy)
5. After 2year i come back malaysia will becoem 'little wealthy girl' with oversea life experience :)

Disadvantages:
1. Need alot alot of money, maybe few K investment
2. Again, super LONG Distance Relationship with lgc :(
3. Give up my Contiki tour, camera, new laptop, phone, postpone my car installment plan
4. being unemployment for few year
5. Be more strong girl
6. Cannot go back home during chinese new year, cause air ticket very expensive T_T *hu-hu
7. Wonder PPS still avaiable in UK??!!??

HAHA, now i really full of unlimited energy (don't know when my energy will expired ho :p) DON'T CARE, think already make me so happy liao, haha, today sun so pretty, is a wonderful day. Clg said me should do whatever i want before i regret (she will do the same if same age as me, she is regret, cause she think she is old d, no wat, nearly reach 30s only ma ...) Well, mama teach 'one shud listen to old man talks', that is true, i agree, if not i will regret as old ama lpq

p/s:
1. thank you lgc, u really wake me up, although i shud let u 'bu an xin' whole day for ignore & neglate me, but never mind la, i am always the more understanding one in this relationship (true wat...i always so 'wei qu' & yet being so understanding, haha) so, i wordly some that make u release half day la, if nt u will guilty (although ur guilty also will not lasting long la~)

2. carol said i should open a shop in KL 1st then UK , local exp den ni go Uk expend my network, sound not bad, what u think lpq, can consider also ...

i am sick, truly sick

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I AM SICK...

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From the Top to Bottom

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Every Single nerve

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From Outside till Inside

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I need my personal doctor ...

Boring Lonely

I am lonely, and boring....(><" working is slavery! true)

I got nothing, no family by my side, no family, no friends, no pets, no dog...(i do have all this, just they far enough, really far enough...now with me? nope, i also don't have money...i do have la, little just enough for daily use & all those so call family lover friend's PHOTO, yup, just photo & memory...memory??)

i need Family~i do miss them

i need Friend~not facebook. Cause i need real laugh, not by typing "HAHA, LOL"

i need HIM, maybe for a couple second will do~just he don't understand...

After all, i MUST have a Husky! Husky! Husky! (i don't care, i want! i want! i want it!)

like this one, royal to me, tease me laugh, bring me fun

HUSKY! CHASE SILLY CICI AWAY

FROM MY DOLL, FROM MY BED, FROM MY BLANKET

and again, husky again, go go go

kill all my boredom, kill who don't undertand me, protect me

He said i have $???serious, if want exchange, i bet he don't want also, he claim i have little money. This again make me think, WT* i live my life for little $, no joy, no family, no friend, no love one beside? (Am i find this myself?...Sigh T_T""""")

This is all i have after fighting for better life for a year? coming from all the far from north to south (Well, i want to deny it, but, thing show up in front me that i have nothing realistic)

Family, NOPE (checked!);

Friends, NOPE (checked!);

Him, NOPE (checked!);

Money, NOPE (checked!);

Husky, NOPE (checked!)

Sadness, YUP (checked!);

Boring, YUP (checked!);

Lonely, YUP (checked!);

Stronger Little Girl, SURE, YUP (checked!)

After all, this is what i have??!!?? OMG! yan mg chi yan, guai mg chi guai (people no like people look; ghost not like ghost look. Perhaps, i must make it this way, WHO AM I? ><" don't know, really... tell me)

p/s: am i going to post this 'LPQ going to die internal injured, leftover nothing for take over'....

Tired

i wish i can 'yew~hu'... instead of old tired dying fish look...but i can't... (i really want to use the symbol X_X" d)

Haih~ why i am so tired...(i am thinking)...why again i am tired? OH Ya! i have been continuously working for 7days, 8hrs*5days + 6hrs*2days ( T_T pity lpq). I bet maybe yesterday night gastric influence my quality sleeping hours (*sad)

"i need my SATURDAY & SUNDAY back" (i really need to Yell it out really loud!) why? Let me explain, i working 5haf day per week/28calender day, have 6 offdays, but is in weekdays. Imagine, when everyone play u work hard, really hard. When everyone full recharge in excited mood of fighting for $$$, u rest. ( i bet the only thing i can do is post down in fb stated: yeah, tomorrow is Monday!!!!)

LOOK! this is me! (how X_X" i am)

But today got water fish, i ald chopped the head d :)

Well, YES! tomorrow is my offday, i plan to live as a pig (eat as much as i can, sleep as much as i can). But, when i looking down to my long hair, i believe i need some hair cut. So now, in my mind actually standing a DEVIL & ANGEL both on my left & right side... *one ask me go for hair cut, the other ask me enjoy my '1 day PIG life'... (really mind abuse, YISH, DAH LAH TIRED, SOME MORE KENA FIKIR BENDA MACAM INI, hate ><")

LGC he ask me went for medical check up, he is worry my gastric is getting worst, haih... (but i really scared ma, all is your false la, ask me go hospital by own, DON'T WANT!) i been rather PROMISE (hey, i seldom promise, ok?) take my meal on time in appropriate amount full of vitamin...(naughty leh, well, normal wat) I

BET I KI SIAO LIAO!!!!!! Well, working life in sunday, not much expectation, sad + bluegrey mood, can understand right.

IN THE END, DID i GO FOR HAIR CUT??!!?? IF I REALLY GO FOR SALON, WHICH HAIR STYLE I CHOOSE? RE BOND OR CURL? COLOR? FRINGE? OL / PRINCESS STYLE?? well, stay up until my next post, haha~

XD

Read back what i posted since 2005

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How naive i am

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CANNOT!!!

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Is it ME??!!??

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OMG!

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how could i ...

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totally cannot accept ... (T_T speechless)

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I MUST GROW ... UP !!!

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