haha, finally can online d, k9 change a new pengetua, the old one whole family fly to newzealand, cz x pengetua wan follow her phd.wah...so nice as a government servant, universtity mz be paid for that...
yesterday have a chance shopping, although saw a lot of thing that have the intention to purchase, but finally not to do so, because until the last second, still lack of something, i thin is the heart to buy, no heart no soul, lec always reject our project with that kind of excuse.
left one exam to go, after that the damm p2345c consume my two month holiday time return for just somekind of "memory+experience", nothing else...haih, and the damm pengetua also dun allowe us to stay in own college, see, yes so nice to become a government servent but actually no use at all....
Just like previous paper customer relationship exam, it had mention that in the references book, one a company wan to further bond the relationship with it potential and so call loyalty customer, they actually going through 4 step namely : awareness, expansion/eploration, commitment and dissolution.
Haha, the author scared us, his reader, having problem in undertanding, he imediate make an example by using people relationship, to represent the customer relationship with net user. he said, to bond a relationship with customer, first u need to catch their attention, just like when u like someone, u wan to attract his or her attention. after that, when a emothion is success to bond, that further to expansion stage, in this stage, firm need to do affort in make customer purchase, just like the stage of human, name "dating"...well, commitment he do mean with marriage, haha and dissolution stage he represent with divorce?
And just like the tv program interviewer said, if a man's settle down age is 60s, what for the wife wait until her husband so old? everryman did have the intention to look for a affair especially age 38 and above, den only will return to the wife, pay her with loyalty at the age of 60, let the pity wife put alot of attention to kids. sound rediculous. if so, the husband can go for an affair,so do the wife, den both meet in home age 60. if the children in future mature enough in yound age to understand their parents' situation, why not?
but i think that is just a kind of future human relationship phenomena, just like wat c said, "for man, he need marriage, cz wife is that person to bring out for people see, and the affair partner is for own enjoyment, when he tired of playing, he will come back. den the time he play, i sure will go play also" haha...from my point of view, marriage just formalize both relationship with each other. if the husband can pay the total loyalty, so do the wife, if not, meet at home at age 60 ya, haha
Thursday, November 15, 2007
Monday, October 29, 2007
moon?sun?earth?me?him?
"i wonder why god want to make me lost u in the middle of ppl sea, mayb he wan me to learn how much u mean for me."
recenly, i have been thinking deeply on my future, but it show me of no where...once close my eye, nothing appear except black and blur vision, nothing, but just an unclear path way, leading to no where, i wonder...
well, instead spending time wondering, why not use it properly, girls, wake up~He told me that life is not keep stuborn on a lost thing, how memorial and meaningful to me; but appreciate now.See, he always said something so logical, so not sentimental and feelingless word. who doesnt understand now is everything? the thing lost is lost, so make the life or thing now better, improve it. sometime make me so tiredsome, working so hard alone, you can see he just standing there looking elsewhere afford for nothing.
His life like around on his own; my life like moon, around on him. hate myself being like this. i want myself back!!! self centre Pang wen shan
i use to be self centre, before starting with him. but now seem like everything is related to him. simply dun like this kind of feeling. stop acting like a moon. try be the sun, light the future for everyone, make everyone around you,especailly the earch, turn and round because of you.
recenly, i have been thinking deeply on my future, but it show me of no where...once close my eye, nothing appear except black and blur vision, nothing, but just an unclear path way, leading to no where, i wonder...
well, instead spending time wondering, why not use it properly, girls, wake up~He told me that life is not keep stuborn on a lost thing, how memorial and meaningful to me; but appreciate now.See, he always said something so logical, so not sentimental and feelingless word. who doesnt understand now is everything? the thing lost is lost, so make the life or thing now better, improve it. sometime make me so tiredsome, working so hard alone, you can see he just standing there looking elsewhere afford for nothing.
His life like around on his own; my life like moon, around on him. hate myself being like this. i want myself back!!! self centre Pang wen shan
i use to be self centre, before starting with him. but now seem like everything is related to him. simply dun like this kind of feeling. stop acting like a moon. try be the sun, light the future for everyone, make everyone around you,especailly the earch, turn and round because of you.
Sunday, October 28, 2007
what is your strength?
today is kinda tired day for me, entre the second day of degree plus plus " how to make yourself employe"...well, as in the mock interview, d interviewer said i am good enough and able to get a job among them, hahaha, i thin this is the first happy thng for me today...
Well, fren kinda more can rely on den a boy friend...but cannot complain muc la, how said he also go own thing to busy...but, unable to comfort is one of the weakneses i think.Just now i kx, what is the goodness of 4c? haih..me kind of very lauzy girl friend, need to know his strength from other mouth...
may b the weaknesses is the surface thing, so we tend to complaint it much. Rather den the goodness itself, because it kinda so inside thing, ha
But i now cannot see the future, career and other, seem like so blur and so so not clear
Well, fren kinda more can rely on den a boy friend...but cannot complain muc la, how said he also go own thing to busy...but, unable to comfort is one of the weakneses i think.Just now i kx, what is the goodness of 4c? haih..me kind of very lauzy girl friend, need to know his strength from other mouth...
may b the weaknesses is the surface thing, so we tend to complaint it much. Rather den the goodness itself, because it kinda so inside thing, ha
But i now cannot see the future, career and other, seem like so blur and so so not clear
Friday, October 26, 2007
white dot and a paper
well...another the day of today...ya ya ya...just finish chapter two, just need some editing will do,but i not so satisfy with it. change? sorry, no energy d.
last last night listen, got a story telling.
a teacher showing the student a piece of white paper, with a dot of black ink in the middle.she ask:"what that you all can see?"...the students answer:" a black dot."...the teacher said:" didn't you all see a big white paper?"
After ward, the teacher hand out a piece of black paper, now, with the white dot in the middle.She ask again:"hat did you all can see?"...the student answer again:"a white dot."....
haha, u sure not understand what my story is all about leh..kindly is for simple with abit clever person only will catch my point...
Just like our life, is very simple. White dot mean happy, mean joy, mean cheers.when you are in hapiness, your eye just will look at the thing that make you happy.So, is easy for us. If we not simply stubborn on a black point, then we will feel the happiness, focusing on a tiny white dot in the middle, ignoring a piece of black paper.
i think i need to just focusing on " deeply in me got a small tiny2 part will miss you also", rather in remembering "altot i duno why u not hapi with me"(but kinda hard ma, why i can forgive a do false ppl without getting a sorry?...haih,,,do wrong duno own do wrong, that is the point)
last last night listen, got a story telling.
a teacher showing the student a piece of white paper, with a dot of black ink in the middle.she ask:"what that you all can see?"...the students answer:" a black dot."...the teacher said:" didn't you all see a big white paper?"
After ward, the teacher hand out a piece of black paper, now, with the white dot in the middle.She ask again:"hat did you all can see?"...the student answer again:"a white dot."....
haha, u sure not understand what my story is all about leh..kindly is for simple with abit clever person only will catch my point...
Just like our life, is very simple. White dot mean happy, mean joy, mean cheers.when you are in hapiness, your eye just will look at the thing that make you happy.So, is easy for us. If we not simply stubborn on a black point, then we will feel the happiness, focusing on a tiny white dot in the middle, ignoring a piece of black paper.
i think i need to just focusing on " deeply in me got a small tiny2 part will miss you also", rather in remembering "altot i duno why u not hapi with me"(but kinda hard ma, why i can forgive a do false ppl without getting a sorry?...haih,,,do wrong duno own do wrong, that is the point)
Monday, October 22, 2007
chanc+es??
1) coming back from raya break...ha, this morning lec show our previos assignment in class, he pick some that he think is good, got mine inside i think, but alot of grammer mistake i did. ha, cause i did it in a hurry...but yet it consider good, so i think i will do quiet good enough if i had better preparation, just like usual, i always has the ability to make thing better, haha...
wana share something, regard what i had read. it said "last time, had so many people but little chance; but now, each person offer to alot of oppurtunity, just they cannot see it and feel it, and make it just fly away like tat" and another person, if i not mistaken is Helen Keller, said something similar like this " Door of hapiness always open, but we usually took alot of time looking at the sad one that had close, and not discover that another new hapiness door had open, just beside"...
hmm...this make me feel that i had miss alot of chances, sound just like me, i took times to suit myself to the situation, that actually that can self-heal in a short time, ha, i such a waste time person, ho?
well, actually i am now kinda wasting time, for my life, i mean actually i can use it much more better in preparation on my thesis, assign, life planning and all that kinda "future plan"...but sometime just feel so moodless and blue and lazy and duolou and meanless to do so...ha, i really waste time person nia.
2) wish u good luck ya lgc in ur presentation, i hope u can do it very well, so that reward a cold yogurt for u to build muscle as what u said, haha.( act yogurt can build muscle 1 meh?)
but since ur hand pain, dun drink too much icy drink. cz i found out that icy drink make muscle ache more, take longer time to recover. and once over do, hand muscle will tare off, den will hurt, take longer more time to heal. not conveniece enough my talking? search on net urself ya...heee heee
wana share something, regard what i had read. it said "last time, had so many people but little chance; but now, each person offer to alot of oppurtunity, just they cannot see it and feel it, and make it just fly away like tat" and another person, if i not mistaken is Helen Keller, said something similar like this " Door of hapiness always open, but we usually took alot of time looking at the sad one that had close, and not discover that another new hapiness door had open, just beside"...
hmm...this make me feel that i had miss alot of chances, sound just like me, i took times to suit myself to the situation, that actually that can self-heal in a short time, ha, i such a waste time person, ho?
well, actually i am now kinda wasting time, for my life, i mean actually i can use it much more better in preparation on my thesis, assign, life planning and all that kinda "future plan"...but sometime just feel so moodless and blue and lazy and duolou and meanless to do so...ha, i really waste time person nia.
2) wish u good luck ya lgc in ur presentation, i hope u can do it very well, so that reward a cold yogurt for u to build muscle as what u said, haha.( act yogurt can build muscle 1 meh?)
but since ur hand pain, dun drink too much icy drink. cz i found out that icy drink make muscle ache more, take longer time to recover. and once over do, hand muscle will tare off, den will hurt, take longer more time to heal. not conveniece enough my talking? search on net urself ya...heee heee
Thursday, October 04, 2007
shall i rest? 0.o
Yesterdat spending 2 hour typing for my thesis, the results was i nearly fight 2 page for that...sound proud of myself but actually wasting of time...but i manage to feel something like, i m back or i finally can blurly find my track of the day...haha
and i discover something meaningfull and not pointless words, that actually make myself proud:
Besides, a friend so down cause all the thing not happend acording to plan...everyone not like that to happend. Since we like to wonder of " if one day xxx will happend?", wondering for tomorrow is never end, so why not use the time doing something that usefull or at least can make own feel better, rather than wasting time wondering? Future cannot predict, because it is too much uncertainty.
I use to plan my time and life, but discover that everytime suffer disappointed when thing not happend acording to what i plan. i told myself i am expecting too much.So now, i not like to plan, even planning for me, is just a roughly plan. A simple and not detail plan can make me feel better in dealing with uncertainty if the thing not happend like what i plan. So, i choose to become flexible and linear, like teacher said when in school, plastic ruler is flexible, can bend the shape when you need...
And i recover that i become more and more selfish, and centralize. i use to be a good and nice and helpfull person, offer anything they want, without caring is tat hurting me or not? But i discover that this is a world full of alot of mankind. be a nice person, doesn't mean that people will appreciate.instead, they trying to misunderstand all the thing in negetive way.backstap me.what are their brain make from??so instead, i becom more selfish person, and centralize, and self defent. To protect myself to be harm from other. I can do thing own, you do yours. as long as u do in your area, just don't over area until my space. so i will let you alone, and just live me alone.
and i discover something meaningfull and not pointless words, that actually make myself proud:
Morning is God Way of Saying:
One more time, Live Life.
Make a Different,
Touch One heart.
Encourange One Mind,
Inspire One Soul.
But Night is LPQ Way of Saying:
Dark is Coming,
Doesn't let life stop.
Is time to have a GOOD REST,
So can fight for better morning!
Ha Ha Ha!!!
Besides, a friend so down cause all the thing not happend acording to plan...everyone not like that to happend. Since we like to wonder of " if one day xxx will happend?", wondering for tomorrow is never end, so why not use the time doing something that usefull or at least can make own feel better, rather than wasting time wondering? Future cannot predict, because it is too much uncertainty.
I use to plan my time and life, but discover that everytime suffer disappointed when thing not happend acording to what i plan. i told myself i am expecting too much.So now, i not like to plan, even planning for me, is just a roughly plan. A simple and not detail plan can make me feel better in dealing with uncertainty if the thing not happend like what i plan. So, i choose to become flexible and linear, like teacher said when in school, plastic ruler is flexible, can bend the shape when you need...
And i recover that i become more and more selfish, and centralize. i use to be a good and nice and helpfull person, offer anything they want, without caring is tat hurting me or not? But i discover that this is a world full of alot of mankind. be a nice person, doesn't mean that people will appreciate.instead, they trying to misunderstand all the thing in negetive way.backstap me.what are their brain make from??so instead, i becom more selfish person, and centralize, and self defent. To protect myself to be harm from other. I can do thing own, you do yours. as long as u do in your area, just don't over area until my space. so i will let you alone, and just live me alone.
Tuesday, October 02, 2007
utm vote meh today? yalo ho...
today vote??!!??? yalo ho, i forget d.but not mind la, not care also, i m not tat kind so hardworking no class also go fak to tick on a piece of paper, haha.
yesterday i totally get 3 gift, so unexpected, i calling them "gift fall from the sky, raya, fake care"
1st, gift from the sky is i get a model of mercedes benz call "CLK-Klasse Coupe", i not so sure about how much it cost, but lgc said it cost not less. why is from sky? because i not expect to get it although, ha, until cm said i can go n claim, lucky...
2nd, i get a pretty decorative ketupat from the buka puasa dinner with cm and lec, fatti get for me cz i too short d,haha, so, i m a chinese, i somemore get raya gift ( i consider raya gift), nice nice...
3rd, while i busying and finally have the mood to fight for my thesis, cm call said to have celebrateion, i feel like so @#$%^*, make me walk double line, why is fake care? because they will celebrate as somekind of normal event of ourselve each month, but thanks them too, i must learn to appreciate, althogh just a fake care.haha
although i still not start doing my thesis yet, but i very gao liao today...i wash cloth instead of diarhoea,haha. but along the way back to room from the washing room, i m thiking something...when he in LI, am i already start working? if so, if he is far along from me and we not going to see each other for months...did it mean a long distance relationship??? nah, nex year stuff, nex year only start worry...
i create a new slogan for myself today " blue fish, be a caring and strong, instead a burden person ; be a hard working, instead hard 2 work person", wah...like what da bao said, although sometime or everytime i said pointless thing, but i still can voice out very deep and meaningful thing, haha.
yesterday i totally get 3 gift, so unexpected, i calling them "gift fall from the sky, raya, fake care"
1st, gift from the sky is i get a model of mercedes benz call "CLK-Klasse Coupe", i not so sure about how much it cost, but lgc said it cost not less. why is from sky? because i not expect to get it although, ha, until cm said i can go n claim, lucky...
2nd, i get a pretty decorative ketupat from the buka puasa dinner with cm and lec, fatti get for me cz i too short d,haha, so, i m a chinese, i somemore get raya gift ( i consider raya gift), nice nice...
3rd, while i busying and finally have the mood to fight for my thesis, cm call said to have celebrateion, i feel like so @#$%^*, make me walk double line, why is fake care? because they will celebrate as somekind of normal event of ourselve each month, but thanks them too, i must learn to appreciate, althogh just a fake care.haha
although i still not start doing my thesis yet, but i very gao liao today...i wash cloth instead of diarhoea,haha. but along the way back to room from the washing room, i m thiking something...when he in LI, am i already start working? if so, if he is far along from me and we not going to see each other for months...did it mean a long distance relationship??? nah, nex year stuff, nex year only start worry...
i create a new slogan for myself today " blue fish, be a caring and strong, instead a burden person ; be a hard working, instead hard 2 work person", wah...like what da bao said, although sometime or everytime i said pointless thing, but i still can voice out very deep and meaningful thing, haha.
Thursday, September 27, 2007
gofi help me buy eno leh
today was a really true sick day for me, wake up at 8am, feel so headache and gastric. finally i decide to sit up on bed, and walk like a dead body to grab 2 panadol and gastric madicine, and msg fren i not going to class, and continue my sleeping...while, intercept i got diarrhoea, 1st time feel so watery....=S...then, i am here, good moring...erm, is almost 11.48AM???so late d...
like usuall, i turn on my darling, and start to swim in the net, got 1 fellow send me this thing :
(爱上一个人的7个预兆)
1.当你正在忙时，却把手机开著，等著她/他的短信..你已经爱上她/他了
2.如果你喜欢和她/他两个人单独漫步..你已经爱上她/他了
3.当你和她/他在一起时，你会假装不注意他，但是当她离/他开你的视线时，你会急著寻找她/他...你已经爱上她了
4.当她/他受伤或生病时，你会很关心她，替她/他著急..你已经爱上他了
5.当她/他和别人要好时，你会感到吃不知其味...你已经爱上她了
6.当你看到她/他那甜美的笑时，你的嘴角会扬起一丝得意的笑..你已经爱上她/他了
7.当你看到这篇文章时，心里想到some one
well, i not sure about that. but i preety like to do such 7 thing. if the theory is true, he also will do such thing, haha
like usuall, i turn on my darling, and start to swim in the net, got 1 fellow send me this thing :
(爱上一个人的7个预兆)
1.当你正在忙时，却把手机开著，等著她/他的短信..你已经爱上她/他了
2.如果你喜欢和她/他两个人单独漫步..你已经爱上她/他了
3.当你和她/他在一起时，你会假装不注意他，但是当她离/他开你的视线时，你会急著寻找她/他...你已经爱上她了
4.当她/他受伤或生病时，你会很关心她，替她/他著急..你已经爱上他了
5.当她/他和别人要好时，你会感到吃不知其味...你已经爱上她了
6.当你看到她/他那甜美的笑时，你的嘴角会扬起一丝得意的笑..你已经爱上她/他了
7.当你看到这篇文章时，心里想到some one
well, i not sure about that. but i preety like to do such 7 thing. if the theory is true, he also will do such thing, haha
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
wah...today really a " shit " day for me, cause i shit a lot, after eating my medicine, haha.Until now stomuch still abit pain, duno is sub food matter, or the medicine.
Recently i realize that, lgc make lot changes, duno change because of me or other thing, but he seem like change d. become more lgc, and not like a la lak zai tat i name "dota man".so i decide not to complaint too much...and this time, instead of complaint, i comit.haha.
well, this make me believe in him more, from all the thing he done and had said to me, haha. Thanks for helping me mostly when i need. i ald 21th d, people said rm10*2 not enough liao.so i learn how to become more understanding and tolerance. this make me learn somehting that, instead of expecting more and more, why not i appreciate what and all the thing he make sacrify for me, maybe sound not enough for me, but perhaps sound most and already reach his limitation leh?
And got people said to me b4, a man seem to fullfill all his girl demand, i mean respect her decision, bring her go wherever, eat whatever.that is because he cant spare more time to by her side, so he just can make it better in fullfillng wat the girl want. hmm...i will learn how to tolerance and understanding more and more and think from ur side more and more la. thanks for being side wif me ya, until now. love u n miss u
Recently i realize that, lgc make lot changes, duno change because of me or other thing, but he seem like change d. become more lgc, and not like a la lak zai tat i name "dota man".so i decide not to complaint too much...and this time, instead of complaint, i comit.haha.
well, this make me believe in him more, from all the thing he done and had said to me, haha. Thanks for helping me mostly when i need. i ald 21th d, people said rm10*2 not enough liao.so i learn how to become more understanding and tolerance. this make me learn somehting that, instead of expecting more and more, why not i appreciate what and all the thing he make sacrify for me, maybe sound not enough for me, but perhaps sound most and already reach his limitation leh?
And got people said to me b4, a man seem to fullfill all his girl demand, i mean respect her decision, bring her go wherever, eat whatever.that is because he cant spare more time to by her side, so he just can make it better in fullfillng wat the girl want. hmm...i will learn how to tolerance and understanding more and more and think from ur side more and more la. thanks for being side wif me ya, until now. love u n miss u
Monday, September 24, 2007
hihi, another 12 minit is my chinese birthday d, and acording to chinese calender, i m 22th years old, consider big girl d.
during my english birthday, i tot he will be the 1st and the last to wish me birthday, but he is not the 1st, and also the last.Well, i think today either, he not yet wish me happy mid autumn, and happy birthday also, sad...well, u is only my nearest, who can listen to me whenever whatever i wan to voice out, not him, not friend.
Small white already leave me two days d, but i still feel abit upset and not familiar with gone of rm60, acording to what kim heng said. both of them mean lot for me,not just rm60.
some time i just not tat like him, cause his mouth very " no keep". everytime he must said someting very bad to hear, and do something weird, sometime will hurt people heart in addition. But he is not aware of that. i think tat is why until now he still not having a gf. i know guys always said " nah, i dunwan a gf"...but it sound like a excuse for me. i don't know other, but for him, i think maybe is his bad attitude toward people around him. honestly, i not have a good impression toward him.
I am a very simple girl, i dun simply dun like anything or anyone, if u do ur business, i do mine, dun over limit, leave me alone i might said. but for him, he make me feel abit not like feeling toward his personality and attitude and also impression, for sure he got do somehting that indirectly influence my view toward him..advice, if you wan to have a gf, u must change ur attitude, and think before talk/speak.
haih...finally...zhong qiu jie kuai le to me...i mean it, and finally i grow bigger. tomorrow onward i must not do something really childish d...happy birthday pws
during my english birthday, i tot he will be the 1st and the last to wish me birthday, but he is not the 1st, and also the last.Well, i think today either, he not yet wish me happy mid autumn, and happy birthday also, sad...well, u is only my nearest, who can listen to me whenever whatever i wan to voice out, not him, not friend.
Small white already leave me two days d, but i still feel abit upset and not familiar with gone of rm60, acording to what kim heng said. both of them mean lot for me,not just rm60.
some time i just not tat like him, cause his mouth very " no keep". everytime he must said someting very bad to hear, and do something weird, sometime will hurt people heart in addition. But he is not aware of that. i think tat is why until now he still not having a gf. i know guys always said " nah, i dunwan a gf"...but it sound like a excuse for me. i don't know other, but for him, i think maybe is his bad attitude toward people around him. honestly, i not have a good impression toward him.
I am a very simple girl, i dun simply dun like anything or anyone, if u do ur business, i do mine, dun over limit, leave me alone i might said. but for him, he make me feel abit not like feeling toward his personality and attitude and also impression, for sure he got do somehting that indirectly influence my view toward him..advice, if you wan to have a gf, u must change ur attitude, and think before talk/speak.
haih...finally...zhong qiu jie kuai le to me...i mean it, and finally i grow bigger. tomorrow onward i must not do something really childish d...happy birthday pws
24 september 2007
So long d, but seem like i still can be familiar with the feeling when he is not so keen in returning a msg. he sure got nothing to say to me, he duno wan to type wat, so straight not replying message. that is why i hate to msn with him.
now, i even got a " whatever" feeling. carol said u will said watever to a person when got no more special feeling toward that person. even hate or love, nothing. now seem like i ald become, watever la, u wan to reply or not reply, u wish i can become independent, so fan zen i is not tat kind cannot survive without you, so y i car so much u can reply or not?
well, think logically, if a person care, he will reply. but invest phsycology...mean u meaningless, and waste of his time...
me still can live without anyone caring, he is selfish, why i cannot? i also a selfish. since i cant force myself not replying a msg, so i just block...no message no reply...easy for my life
So long d, but seem like i still can be familiar with the feeling when he is not so keen in returning a msg. he sure got nothing to say to me, he duno wan to type wat, so straight not replying message. that is why i hate to msn with him.
now, i even got a " whatever" feeling. carol said u will said watever to a person when got no more special feeling toward that person. even hate or love, nothing. now seem like i ald become, watever la, u wan to reply or not reply, u wish i can become independent, so fan zen i is not tat kind cannot survive without you, so y i car so much u can reply or not?
well, think logically, if a person care, he will reply. but invest phsycology...mean u meaningless, and waste of his time...
me still can live without anyone caring, he is selfish, why i cannot? i also a selfish. since i cant force myself not replying a msg, so i just block...no message no reply...easy for my life
Saturday, September 15, 2007
i hate him right now 0803062158
since milo die today, i also no have mood to do thing, he also i think. So i started to swim in web, again, i download and watch garfield 2 through xiaoli.cc, and some funny comedy regarding jacky wu through youtube, but it doesn't help me much in reducing my pain of losing milo...while swiming to a blogspot, sported a person's blog, and from his funny blog write, i get to know something...
1. he always "girl girl girl"
2. he have good persuasive skill...experience and learn to persuave girl
3. he know how to cook(this i know ald,ha)
4. he is helpless, or some other mean wasn't helpfull
5. know what he do every single second, never lose himself in middle
6. Mispronounsiation from cook "dessert" to cook "lizard"
while, i agree with statement 1, from the ever the 1st time i meet him, i mindset myself that(cz this is true):
1. don't believe in this guy talking
2. Got a good look faceman, he not have a small heart in doing thing
3. who expert in all skill, but is lauzy in love skill
but, since i am silly, i believe in everything i had stated, but yet still stick with him, HAHA
1. he always "girl girl girl"
2. he have good persuasive skill...experience and learn to persuave girl
3. he know how to cook(this i know ald,ha)
4. he is helpless, or some other mean wasn't helpfull
5. know what he do every single second, never lose himself in middle
6. Mispronounsiation from cook "dessert" to cook "lizard"
while, i agree with statement 1, from the ever the 1st time i meet him, i mindset myself that(cz this is true):
1. don't believe in this guy talking
2. Got a good look faceman, he not have a small heart in doing thing
3. who expert in all skill, but is lauzy in love skill
but, since i am silly, i believe in everything i had stated, but yet still stick with him, HAHA
milo had left me
This morning, i wake up because of a call, told me that milo cant move aldready? i so shock, the name sound so familiar...i can tmake my self going back sleep, milo...milo...milo....y?is it he sick i never notice?is it our fault cz bathing him, and make him gan mao and die?if so, i so guilty, keep make die inocient life, laplase like that, milo like tat, evan ...., so sad, i no have the qualification to take care fo small animal, how to take care my own, and people beside me, people around me? milo...i will miss your brown hair, miss your naughtyness and activeness, miss your expore spirit...you know that i love you and care of you why you wan to go, think back just 2 week after i bring you home...with money...now money fly, milo fly, and mood also fly away with you liao...
Friday, September 07, 2007
life very busy, living in it feel so cannot breath. sometime just need to face alot of people, but they are not understand in you. Sometime there are people who like to order around, stated clear that is out of her/his business, but still wan to control everything, everyone have own job description, doesn't mean that you cannot give idea of thing, but mean once you give the authority to other people, you just need to trust them, if they are wrong, u give idea, if not just follow them.
you are who?if want every thing to do like the way you want, the person you need is a person who do the job as what you order to, what in your mind. but that one is not me.
you are who?if want every thing to do like the way you want, the person you need is a person who do the job as what you order to, what in your mind. but that one is not me.
Thursday, August 30, 2007
usm
Just finish my report, sit totally more than 2 hour jz to type it out, really cant understand where is the point I doing such thing until finger pain of typing…
Today I saw USM bus in UTM, basically I should feel ‘got home’ when say plat start with P, but the 1st thing flash in my mind, was another thing.
USM make me think of a girl, that I still feel sorry to her until now… That is why I ask u what u feels if u saw the bus? I wonder she still contact you, this make me think that if one day the situation happened to me, do you still will remember me?still will contact me?or still will think of me? Think of her if she contact u, I will abit not hapi.
i wonder how are we if one day long distant, I not like tat kind of relationship. I wonder why ppl can survive one week not contact each other. But I just know I cant tahan tat kind of feeling…
iz giv wat she wan is being nice to her? But someone said that guys prefer accompany her, but if cant make it, give what she wan is the only way.but sometime is not can or cannot, is wan to not.
Tat day watch something, make me know something, guys keep wan a gf that can understanding him, but act guy is very easy to understand, but jz duno y sometime thing is not hard to understand, but hard to make understanding…
but now i learn to think hapi thing rather remember not hapi thing...but still hard to forget all the thing that have done...i think i m evil and guilty
Today I saw USM bus in UTM, basically I should feel ‘got home’ when say plat start with P, but the 1st thing flash in my mind, was another thing.
USM make me think of a girl, that I still feel sorry to her until now… That is why I ask u what u feels if u saw the bus? I wonder she still contact you, this make me think that if one day the situation happened to me, do you still will remember me?still will contact me?or still will think of me? Think of her if she contact u, I will abit not hapi.
i wonder how are we if one day long distant, I not like tat kind of relationship. I wonder why ppl can survive one week not contact each other. But I just know I cant tahan tat kind of feeling…
iz giv wat she wan is being nice to her? But someone said that guys prefer accompany her, but if cant make it, give what she wan is the only way.but sometime is not can or cannot, is wan to not.
Tat day watch something, make me know something, guys keep wan a gf that can understanding him, but act guy is very easy to understand, but jz duno y sometime thing is not hard to understand, but hard to make understanding…
but now i learn to think hapi thing rather remember not hapi thing...but still hard to forget all the thing that have done...i think i m evil and guilty
Wednesday, August 08, 2007
...Last night i have a lot of nightmare, i dream of "PSM" drop on my head, all my assignment paper become mushmaro and jumpy jumpy on my desk i can't wait to chew them up, and i break up with my dear darling liao...may be recently got too much pressure from my academic..yiks...i don't like assignment discussion report assignment discussion report and TEST, keep repeat and repeating...
just now surf to sakae sushi's web page, rm16.80++ weekday from 3pm-6pm, but i think got lunch and dinner buffet,people say suki not bad, some say tei sushi also...i think will much more better compare to sushi king...kakaka i think i need to depress liao, cause my brain started to stuck already...i need fresh air for my entire new idea for my project..y-e-a-r-k~~i still can feel my mouth so tasteless after recover from my sickness...steamboat,wakaka,so bad, timing is not good enough, i like food i want fun, i can't just every minute thinking about those paper work, that will make me crazy, break break break,just give me a break i will come back soon k...
maybe i need a new hair style, thinking want to cut it and make my hair curly but messy, look more trendly and pretty smart and yet cute and stubborn head..haha,just like my style...
i want go out and play, i can't live just facing all the paper and typing "formal" thing all day long...feel so stuck and suck!where is my buddy!!! hey buddy i need you, where are you???
today i invent a new theory, call " want simplify complicated stuff, but in the end will mess it into more complicated" the right ways is just open one eye and close one eye, remain all the thing as it normal(actually like this is ad normal, like kinda complicated relationship)...perhaps it will back to normal automatically,who knows?
just now surf to sakae sushi's web page, rm16.80++ weekday from 3pm-6pm, but i think got lunch and dinner buffet,people say suki not bad, some say tei sushi also...i think will much more better compare to sushi king...kakaka i think i need to depress liao, cause my brain started to stuck already...i need fresh air for my entire new idea for my project..y-e-a-r-k~~i still can feel my mouth so tasteless after recover from my sickness...steamboat,wakaka,so bad, timing is not good enough, i like food i want fun, i can't just every minute thinking about those paper work, that will make me crazy, break break break,just give me a break i will come back soon k...
maybe i need a new hair style, thinking want to cut it and make my hair curly but messy, look more trendly and pretty smart and yet cute and stubborn head..haha,just like my style...
i want go out and play, i can't live just facing all the paper and typing "formal" thing all day long...feel so stuck and suck!where is my buddy!!! hey buddy i need you, where are you???
today i invent a new theory, call " want simplify complicated stuff, but in the end will mess it into more complicated" the right ways is just open one eye and close one eye, remain all the thing as it normal(actually like this is ad normal, like kinda complicated relationship)...perhaps it will back to normal automatically,who knows?
a bonding trip eee-eark
i experience an ok, jz ok bonding trip this year, act is juz a boding trip, why d yong tau fu wan make it so serious? activities no pack enuf, tentatif not follow goood enough...bla bla bla...y she cant learn wat is fleaxible,is jus a relax trip, what she thinking?wan make it like a trainning camp?
"previouslu previously previosly"keep compare previously, but y not learn from pass and make all the accident keep renew and renew...so so not understand...
and after complaint this is a LUXURY trip, wat wat wat already 35 + hep sponshor bus and budget 300...den why u still eat over 10 chinken wing and yell not enuf?sumore tapao back all the rambutan? like san pa lao...sam pat!
without her will be more enjoyable...hahaha..everyone also say so, and tuk on her back...kakaka,so evil me!hehe
but can say ok la this trip,at least gain something and know some thing more clearly,but one thng for sure that act can be improve better...who knows ya!..
"previouslu previously previosly"keep compare previously, but y not learn from pass and make all the accident keep renew and renew...so so not understand...
and after complaint this is a LUXURY trip, wat wat wat already 35 + hep sponshor bus and budget 300...den why u still eat over 10 chinken wing and yell not enuf?sumore tapao back all the rambutan? like san pa lao...sam pat!
without her will be more enjoyable...hahaha..everyone also say so, and tuk on her back...kakaka,so evil me!hehe
but can say ok la this trip,at least gain something and know some thing more clearly,but one thng for sure that act can be improve better...who knows ya!..
Wednesday, August 01, 2007
i feel sad,and mad,and tl...some how people not understand me,keep 'wat' me...is not say i not help,is when i ask u keep quiet,ignore and pretend not listen,and now blaming me?what kind of human u are?
i seem like got alot of unhappiness thing happend this few day, and got no 1 that i can su ku,feel suffer.that kind of people name friend keep ignore, make fun of me, and i jz can act like they are transparent, how come i can share with them howi feel.and some how the one keep turn cold face to me,when i need, he will not be around, and if will,the only thing tat he will say is "dun think too much la"until i can predict what his response...
i not even wan to sprit single word from my mount now, is meaningless cz no 1 willing to hear and listen and understand and comfort me...i feel like i already become a ya ba,duno wat to talk, duno who to talk...i wan to protect myself, without expectation from other, and this make me become selfish...
i wan marriage!!!!!!!!!!!!!! don't wan to do thing by own l iao.find a person tat can take care of me,love me,understand me,got money,do not hurt me,good personality and characteristic,know how to protect me and ownself, ok looking, and marrige, so tat i no need to border so much of thing,simple and easy...cz i feel so so so so so so 'line'
i seem like got alot of unhappiness thing happend this few day, and got no 1 that i can su ku,feel suffer.that kind of people name friend keep ignore, make fun of me, and i jz can act like they are transparent, how come i can share with them howi feel.and some how the one keep turn cold face to me,when i need, he will not be around, and if will,the only thing tat he will say is "dun think too much la"until i can predict what his response...
i not even wan to sprit single word from my mount now, is meaningless cz no 1 willing to hear and listen and understand and comfort me...i feel like i already become a ya ba,duno wat to talk, duno who to talk...i wan to protect myself, without expectation from other, and this make me become selfish...
i wan marriage!!!!!!!!!!!!!! don't wan to do thing by own l iao.find a person tat can take care of me,love me,understand me,got money,do not hurt me,good personality and characteristic,know how to protect me and ownself, ok looking, and marrige, so tat i no need to border so much of thing,simple and easy...cz i feel so so so so so so 'line'
my school is @#$% >-*
buses need wait, lunch dinner need wait, use cicit need wait, wifi need wait...i know the world is make to wait, but, buses wait, and not enough space to sit even to stand or even to go inside; lunch dinner wait, but not enough,is not tasty is not delicious at all, and is not for normal ppl eat, i am very easy contented,like tat also feel suck! see, how suck was the condition is?cict har?in malaysia book record,slow and yet cannot loading of the page,not enough pc, wait here and ther and yet cant get 1; wifi?altot wan make whole campus like a wireless broadband place, pls la,update abit, spent more abit,make more quality la,cannot access u lauch for wat? some more charge hundred something for student to use the suck facilities, all the blood sucker!
i been rather pay money for all the good facilities,rather than u give it free but cannot use at all.wat for?wasting every1's spirit and money only...SUCK !!!
i been rather pay money for all the good facilities,rather than u give it free but cannot use at all.wat for?wasting every1's spirit and money only...SUCK !!!
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