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Suddenly keen of blogging...don't know why
Eh, why my blog cannot insert photo d? even where is the font button...
Hmm...


Any where, today got free meal~ ^^
Manager treat eat super big+long Fish Ball (bit hard, not nice)
Than Boss come, change wall poster wo
That day we taken in Boarding House one...
He damm happy, giving out our ($100) last month compensate!
Manager being tam, treat us eat tong sui ^^


BOP BOP BOP BOP (*bubble sound*)
HAPPY! (really?!!? doubting too...)


Can i really luanch my Pet House?
Hmm...NO IDEA!
Nothing can be true, other than i write in a resign letter
Don't know Boss will sad not if i resign??!!
Haha`i not think so, maybe he release
Cause finally me this 'Jiak-Liao-Bi' employee going to resign d


Customer really alot uneducated lo! HNG! LOW!
Another 2 hour, going to Pang Kang d...very soon =.=" *sweat!


Hoping for a good rest sleep, tiring leh...

"The Devil"

In the middle of 'wu-liao-ing', i swim to facebook, playing Tarrot Card.

How come the outcome is " THE DEVIL"

"Your Tarot reading drew the Devil card which foretell's a series of unexpected events. A sudden change in your life is comming, and the ending of a friendship is near. Loss of money during this time is possible and the disruption from these event's will play havack on your life. But do not fear, in time these event's will pass, and you will adapt to the new change's in your life. Patience and a calm attitude will help with the transfer into these new change's."

Unexpected event will occur and make a sudden change in my life??!!?? My resign?

Ending of Friendship??!!?? mean who?

Loss of money leh?!!?? My dog course??!! or given up this job for dream?

Hmm...Time pass i will adapt to my new life??!! is it mean life in KL? or UK?

Conclusion, all i need is Patient+Calm...mean i no need guess right now right? All the thing will resolve...haih~This card like sound not pretty good to me ...= .="


p/s: Arghh~headache ><"

Sad Morning

Supposing today is a happy day, cause i off today.

But recently i very 'black' + 'sui', alot of unhappy thing happend to me...

1. Wan kat customer no communicate mother & daugther blame me
2. Stupid maid forget to bring my breakfast to office
3. She has left we all and be together with her father, God do love her so muc
4. Stupid Wifi cannot in, change password maybe
5. In the end, i cant do anything, so helpless....

Cannot online, is just like taking my life away, i can live without talking a single word each day

But i cannot live without my life without any single internet connection

i think i got some time no blogging here....c ya friends, do take care!

i want to sleep

Don't felt like blogging recently...no topic?...hmm, maybe tired (i want KM900, nice & cool, but is LG lo, LG wo, why the brand is LG??!! =.=")

i am tired of this job. Mama said is it i stress? stress everywhere also have, if boring, then find another new job lo, she said. But if really find another job, and is in SG. i rather stick back to this one. As i said, every job is boring, is stress, so look for highest, not the farest (i mean salary la, not place)

Seem like lost of mood of resign d, after papa called. i do tell him i want study (my dog plan), but he misunderstanding me, he thought i want go for oversea study, he said he support FULLY (nah, just mentally only ><"...)

yesterday kena TOTO $30, simply simply bought 50cent, tot of can get 1 million dollar, dare to dream big ma. if kena, den straight 'bye bye', 3 month notice also LET IT, haha (dreamig dreaming), not bad la, at least still have $30 better than nothing (thanks to my maid, Yayan, who help me Q up & buy, i plan to treat u eat McD one, but who ask you forget to bring the toast that u make me for today breakfast, no toast no McD! hng!) Yayan full name is YAYAN HANAYANI BT TOTO NARTA, is it because your father name is TOTO, so i can get TOTO?

Just now wan kat bos come, ask again how business =.= sian lo~ keep asking the same question, i need to answer the same answer, again & again. Bos secretly told my manager, said "Wei, help shan shan do sale leh, if not later she no sale she run away & resign leh" hmm...(manager told me 1 lo, haih, cause our compay no secret 1 ma, haha. Run away!!??!! thought me is maid meh, i will officially give u resing letter 1, don't worry :P ) i don't know why bos said so...felt so T_T life so meaningless...

LGC!!! Success people always lonely 1. i know you feeling life is boring, u seem like lost in somewhere, but u said is up to you ma, so i am pretty sure u will achive what u want. Wei, remember include my name under your 'future' list leh


p/s: tomorrow off day, going do what leh? any sugesstion?

DAMM GUTS & COURAGE!

I ALSO WISH I CAN BE LIKE HER, WORK 3 DAYS, NOT HAPPY, RESIGN!

GUT AND COURAGE CAN EAT?

HONESTLY, FROM YOUR HEART, WILL U SUPPORT ME IF I REALLY MAKE A DECISION?

BUT HOW COME I NOT BELIEVE THAT U WILL?

I ONLY CAN TRUST MY SELF, SELF FISH BLUE FISH!


she want to runaway...

fish pain & tear no1 know, cause she is in water; fish no water will die, like player no supporter...

!@#$%&* DAY

Today so KA NA SAI (ops! so rude, is not me o, is evil me)

Cause today 'kek' by ks ks employer (kia su + kia si), kek si wa! *angry angry angry!!!

Some one ask 'hey, got update your blog?"

ok lo, because of you only ya, special for you. Although i been go through day in facebooking, MSNing (but i do have tonnes of work load to finish, just no mood, is ok, NOT TOP URGENT CASE, haha ><" allowed me to take some free air, going die d feel like)

In order to motivate me, i write some note

"Gan-ba-tte, hardworking"

*i really proud of my self, i take a photo of it using webcam*

*LPQ, u are so clever girl*

"Then i discover, this motivated note got alot of 'Lat', mean energy...

><" GOD, help me, now i really bo lat liao...(tonnes of work load & file, so sorry, i will finish you by tomorrow la, forgive me T_T)"

GOOD DAY! ^^

This morning wake up felt sad...

Actually i have feel so -ve for pass few month, gastric till sleep, crying till sleep, or watch drama till fall asleep. WTH~i living my life like vampire, working sleeping working sleeping...(T_T carol said i am emo emo)

Just now msn with lgc, he said actually can take some course. Suddenly i like *Ding* some kinda wake up...i think i shud do what i want, not what i need (not understand? Let me explain). "Do what i need" is "i need to work, i need money"(clg ask me what for i come to work, is it because of the malayrice, tell u all o, the malay rice super nice o, i really come to work because i want to eat it, haha); "Do what i want" is "do something make me happy, what i really want for better life, to achieve my dream"

So, hahahahaha (siao liao lpq, she totally siao liao) i have full of mood now. Guess what, i am blogging in the middle of working hour, in office, using office pc, and come out my '2-different-future-plan'

Plan A
Resign my current job, go for a dog course in KL, working partimer in pet shop, after finish the couse for about 10weeks, go for a exam, successfully take a cert, than proceed for my cureer--Dog Grooming/Breed House

Advantages:
1. Can have a lot of happiness, cause i am doing what i want
2. Can have lgc by my side, free time can go for movie with pop corn(i mean real movie in cinema, not sitting on bed, curve into my pillow & watch pps with pity junk food)
3. Can minggle with alot of puppy cause i work in pet shop
4. Get new knowledge
5. Have 'family', lgc family as substitue
6. Go shopping with carol~spent $$$ for cloth, shoe, & super duper YUMMY YUMMY MEAL
7. Can go back KB meet parents, meet Ah ma

Disadvantages:
1. Need to invest money into dog course for about rm10k
2. Might need to purchase a car
3. I think aunty will temporary let me stay gua (save rental ^^ hehe)
4. Social with lgc family :(
5. Temporary become unemployment
6. Give up my new laptop plan, postpone my Contiki tour, give up my LX-3 camera

Plan B
Resign my current job, apply for 'working-holiday visa', tentative rename it as 'my UK-study-$-plan', visa approve, book an air ticket go UK, study for art or course that i want to, maybe stay with cousin 1st (hmm...don't know they can let me squise in the room not ><), rent a room, find a part time job, after 2 year, finish my course and job, come back malaysia, that time only take my dog course, than in the mean time, starting my 'dog grooming/breed house'

Advantages:
1. HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY, cause can achieve my dream go oversea study
2. New knowledge, new environment (UK leh, can wear thick jacket, photo with snow, yeah!)
3. Get to know new friends (expend my handsome guy friend's network list, haha)
4. Part time at UK earn money, 1 UK pound = rm5.67 leh (HUHU~think also happy)
5. After 2year i come back malaysia will becoem 'little wealthy girl' with oversea life experience :)

Disadvantages:
1. Need alot alot of money, maybe few K investment
2. Again, super LONG Distance Relationship with lgc :(
3. Give up my Contiki tour, camera, new laptop, phone, postpone my car installment plan
4. being unemployment for few year
5. Be more strong girl
6. Cannot go back home during chinese new year, cause air ticket very expensive T_T *hu-hu
7. Wonder PPS still avaiable in UK??!!??

HAHA, now i really full of unlimited energy (don't know when my energy will expired ho :p) DON'T CARE, think already make me so happy liao, haha, today sun so pretty, is a wonderful day. Clg said me should do whatever i want before i regret (she will do the same if same age as me, she is regret, cause she think she is old d, no wat, nearly reach 30s only ma ...) Well, mama teach 'one shud listen to old man talks', that is true, i agree, if not i will regret as old ama lpq

p/s:
1. thank you lgc, u really wake me up, although i shud let u 'bu an xin' whole day for ignore & neglate me, but never mind la, i am always the more understanding one in this relationship (true wat...i always so 'wei qu' & yet being so understanding, haha) so, i wordly some that make u release half day la, if nt u will guilty (although ur guilty also will not lasting long la~)

2. carol said i should open a shop in KL 1st then UK , local exp den ni go Uk expend my network, sound not bad, what u think lpq, can consider also ...

i am sick, truly sick

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I AM SICK...

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From the Top to Bottom

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Every Single nerve

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From Outside till Inside

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I need my personal doctor ...

Boring Lonely

I am lonely, and boring....(><" working is slavery! true)

I got nothing, no family by my side, no family, no friends, no pets, no dog...(i do have all this, just they far enough, really far enough...now with me? nope, i also don't have money...i do have la, little just enough for daily use & all those so call family lover friend's PHOTO, yup, just photo & memory...memory??)

i need Family~i do miss them

i need Friend~not facebook. Cause i need real laugh, not by typing "HAHA, LOL"

i need HIM, maybe for a couple second will do~just he don't understand...

After all, i MUST have a Husky! Husky! Husky! (i don't care, i want! i want! i want it!)

like this one, royal to me, tease me laugh, bring me fun

HUSKY! CHASE SILLY CICI AWAY

FROM MY DOLL, FROM MY BED, FROM MY BLANKET

and again, husky again, go go go

kill all my boredom, kill who don't undertand me, protect me

He said i have $???serious, if want exchange, i bet he don't want also, he claim i have little money. This again make me think, WT* i live my life for little $, no joy, no family, no friend, no love one beside? (Am i find this myself?...Sigh T_T""""")

This is all i have after fighting for better life for a year? coming from all the far from north to south (Well, i want to deny it, but, thing show up in front me that i have nothing realistic)

Family, NOPE (checked!);

Friends, NOPE (checked!);

Him, NOPE (checked!);

Money, NOPE (checked!);

Husky, NOPE (checked!)

Sadness, YUP (checked!);

Boring, YUP (checked!);

Lonely, YUP (checked!);

Stronger Little Girl, SURE, YUP (checked!)

After all, this is what i have??!!?? OMG! yan mg chi yan, guai mg chi guai (people no like people look; ghost not like ghost look. Perhaps, i must make it this way, WHO AM I? ><" don't know, really... tell me)

p/s: am i going to post this 'LPQ going to die internal injured, leftover nothing for take over'....

Tired

i wish i can 'yew~hu'... instead of old tired dying fish look...but i can't... (i really want to use the symbol X_X" d)

Haih~ why i am so tired...(i am thinking)...why again i am tired? OH Ya! i have been continuously working for 7days, 8hrs*5days + 6hrs*2days ( T_T pity lpq). I bet maybe yesterday night gastric influence my quality sleeping hours (*sad)

"i need my SATURDAY & SUNDAY back" (i really need to Yell it out really loud!) why? Let me explain, i working 5haf day per week/28calender day, have 6 offdays, but is in weekdays. Imagine, when everyone play u work hard, really hard. When everyone full recharge in excited mood of fighting for $$$, u rest. ( i bet the only thing i can do is post down in fb stated: yeah, tomorrow is Monday!!!!)

LOOK! this is me! (how X_X" i am)

But today got water fish, i ald chopped the head d :)

Well, YES! tomorrow is my offday, i plan to live as a pig (eat as much as i can, sleep as much as i can). But, when i looking down to my long hair, i believe i need some hair cut. So now, in my mind actually standing a DEVIL & ANGEL both on my left & right side... *one ask me go for hair cut, the other ask me enjoy my '1 day PIG life'... (really mind abuse, YISH, DAH LAH TIRED, SOME MORE KENA FIKIR BENDA MACAM INI, hate ><")

LGC he ask me went for medical check up, he is worry my gastric is getting worst, haih... (but i really scared ma, all is your false la, ask me go hospital by own, DON'T WANT!) i been rather PROMISE (hey, i seldom promise, ok?) take my meal on time in appropriate amount full of vitamin...(naughty leh, well, normal wat) I

BET I KI SIAO LIAO!!!!!! Well, working life in sunday, not much expectation, sad + bluegrey mood, can understand right.

IN THE END, DID i GO FOR HAIR CUT??!!?? IF I REALLY GO FOR SALON, WHICH HAIR STYLE I CHOOSE? RE BOND OR CURL? COLOR? FRINGE? OL / PRINCESS STYLE?? well, stay up until my next post, haha~

XD

Read back what i posted since 2005

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How naive i am

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CANNOT!!!

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Is it ME??!!??

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OMG!

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how could i ...

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totally cannot accept ... (T_T speechless)

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I MUST GROW ... UP !!!

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"Blank" Day

Today mind blank, stomach blank, daily goal=blank!

Well, i guess is my day today. 12pm sharp received a call from DM, tolding YS branch low manpower, need help. & of course, she add in some PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE ....

Then, here i am, YS branch ... now... as queit as WL, as queit as the day of bad business, no client, no phone call, no maids... What a boring day (haih ><", lpq no work load also haih, heavy duty also haih, i bet i no cure d, brain stuck! stress ar....)

Hence, now is the main time to motivate yourself if you are boring. STEP 1, pick a topic you like. STEP 2, expend it.

TA-DA!!! Here is what i did in the pass few hours (i bet lgc going to scold me 'duo luo' d, well, i am, NOTHING DO! so, what can i do?) (lgc going to scold me alot excuses d ><" sweat sweat)

HAHA! YES! I LIKE DOG, VERY VERY MUCH!!! (cham! lpq insanse liao). i like small size dog leh, eat less ma, HAHA~but small one cannot protect me wo, how?

i always think, having a toy poodle is the best,

small size, playful, fun...

As for small size, may be maltese will be better than toy poodle

(eat less also ma)
(Can you imgine it jumpy adorable look?)

But lgc said he like pug leh

(may be pug alike him more ^^)

i doubt lgc is 'big head lover' leh, Bulldog?!

not bad also la, at least i not hate bulldog

(But he = small size + big appetizer leh)

Yeah~ Jack Russel, I LOVE THIS!!!

active, joy, playful, fun

WOW!!! PERFECT!!!

HE IS SO IDEAL TO BECOME LPQ'S DOG

I will consider keep one middle size dog to big size dog (if can, sure la, big only can protect me ma, but big eat more T.T i will become poorer)

Beagle also suitable, middle size

this one can be match me very well leh ^^

Bernese Moutain Dog, very active dog, good watch dog also

But he is big appetizer leh

So wish me stay at snowy area :(

(M'sia so hot, my Bernese sure will 'Lak Mo')

Hehe, blue eye Siberia Husky

Although bi-color eye is more valuable

but i love this one

i can bring him go jogging d, YEAH!

cause husky need heavy exercise & healthy life to keep it pretty fur!
(Just like me :)

Labrador is clever! YES! match me this clever employer!

haha~cause he will have equivalent brainny with 4years old kid
(is a SMART learner leh)

Golden Retriver 's fur very pretty and nice

He also need alot exercise, and super active!

Another point is, he is good swimmer!

(I LOVE IT peadle type tail ^^)

But at last, clg recommended me to keep one fierce dog! only can protect stupid employer like me (sweat sweat, What la~, i am dog person leh, may be 'duo luo' abit la, hehe)

ROTTWEILER!!!???!!!
hmm, like true also, not bad la
at least can protect me when lgc not around

i better get back to work before fire by boss, after all, symptom of being fire is : start being transfer internally in company from department to department (as for my case, from 1 branch to the other, :P)

'Advance my offday' 's Day!

Since last monday, i have tiring of ton work load. Facing unpredictable clients, trying to be more professional in servicing their problem, provide the best solution ~ but in the end, make me like hell wanna sick life.

That is why, today i advanced my offday. I NEED REST, SUPER NEED !

After come back from Bandung trip last month, i have discover that the bubble milk tea shop have launch a new promotion of it 'Sausage Bun' o~ $1 only

Although the taste not as superb as GSC,
but craving in the afternoon time,
it help me alot for breakfast or tea break, haha

The food court near my office have new release stall d! i wonder why it put the name 'Thunder Tea Rice', i think it might direct translate from Chinese. Well, at least taste not bad. i assume i will continuously eat this until i get bore, like previously i keep eat 'fish bihun soup' ... ><" (sweat! LPQ)

Normal prize $3.50, it look like so 'healthy-green' o
love it :)

Took a closer look, it have variety of vege, bean curd, 'cai po' ,
some mess dry prawn & little fry dry fish
YUMMY~YUMMY

And another news is SINGAPORE now having great sale throughout the island wide, including the tourist place, use MALAYSIA passport u jz need to pay the ticket using RM. Etc, $60, u just need to pay RM60. People who keen for shopping & a tour to Sentosa island (hmm, actually nothing inside 1), might take this as a try in ur life

This is more attractive, until 26July 2009 leh
going to discover more on my coming off day

Well, our company having it annual D&D (dinner & dance) in M Hotel. During the night got our guess 'xiang yun' (more photo on facebook), buffey dinner, games, wine, hard drink & soft drink, & LUCKY DRAW time! HU~HU~ :)

My table, Table no.2

I love this table lamp o~
is some kinda candle but hang it swingly decorate wif some plant
(unlike other, simply put a rose in a vase ><" shame)

WoW!!! this is NICE, love it love it, i def going to buy this
it taste like alchohol chocolate with bit taste of mint
not strong, just 7% alchohol

"TA-DA" this is my lucky draw number o~

HA~, my lucky number really bring me luck leh~
How lucky i was, haha
(But i more toward the 1st prize, is a digital video cam recorder)
(2nd also not bad, is nokia phone, few hundred $ leh...)

At least not that bad, still have voucher
(Clg rule on D&D: grab whatever you can!)
Is a cash voucher of $100, but is BEST (electronic merchant)
hmm...it is time to think of what else of electronic device i need ...

Oh ya, the door gift~kinda cheap stuff, is a 'Froggy-Bank'
LPQ no $, so i feed it with candies~

P/S: LGC, my phone number open 1st prize n my bday open 3rd prize~but i listen to you, gambling is bad~so this time i no buy~T.T few hundred leh the prize for just $2 investment. It is this mean i should like always 'do not trust what lgc said?" haha~ bad caroline, some more said me 'Stupid girl because of love she lost hundred buck'

"because of love stupid girl lost hundred bucks!"

My Heart

When u are nearly K.O, he cannot help u, deal with uncertainties, REHEAL is the best medicine, be STRONG~LPQ

but caroline said, when K.O. think of dream will be better, i like understand bit bit

When u dealing with problem, cannot solve it the way u wish, & u realize that he/she also cannot figure out a way...

3 STEP:
First, you will be very angry, you pushing, you stress, but thing still the same...
Then, you will cry, cause you feel that you so weak, you cannot even help yourself to settle it...
Finally, you reheal, because, you already immune after so many time...

In the end, the problem just cover, and it only can settle by time, this time you will realize, money is not everything

Bandung, Indonesia

i never thought i will have a chance of going out from Malaysia (Other den purposely planned Taiwan trip), plus facing hundred maids everyday make me kinda 'B_O_U_R' with Indonesia & Philippines...

21th May, depart from KLIA, Malaysia. Very excited~ but my heart never beat fast~i think i already supernatural in adapting to most of the uncertainty.

i took a bus from JB Larkin to KL Pudu, it is raining heavily when i reach there

it is very hard for buses to move. But my heart so happy, finally i no need facing super word load for fews day! :)

we have total 10 people. i had never though in my dream, 1st time go out from the country taking a flight was with lgc+his family. I though the person is Caroline, when we both back pack to Taiwan soon..

22th May. While, at least i step & sat on flight seat on my age 22th. Ha~

Flight depart from KLIA to Bandung

Leaving KLIA lu, going to start my journey to Bandung

'Cotton-wool-Candy'

'Air-Asia, everyone can fly'

2 hours flight make us arrive at Bandung Airport.

Bandung Airport

Bandung was a great place i would said, at least weather colder than malaysia. Booking in Hotel Horison. We though of getting Teksi to our hostel. Kinda impress with their customer services, have transport provided fetch us straight from airport to hotel (although in a poor country), wifi all around hotel, buffey for breakfast, massage spa 3 swim pool (wave, kids, adult).

This is the transportation hotel provided us

Hotel Horison Lobby

Really thumb up for Indonesia people, although they are born in poor country, but never give up of life, selling news paper, singing, selling souvenir, in the middle of a traffic con jested town, for money, and is not by beggar! never like some chocolate skin in m'sia.

After dropping our luggage in room, & craving for lunch. We went to a dead volcano, hot spring water. 2hour transport from hotel. Really far. But the air is cold, colder than Genting Highland. A lot of tourist there. Local people doing business by selling strawberry, snaks, horse riding, souvenir shop etc. Well, we are the the source of MONEY for them. They see us, their eye shinning, face smiling, cause they saw a mobile wallet.

This is the name of the Volcano

Here is where we are located, up on the mountain

1830m high, cold air, nice view, warm heart local people

This is the beginning part ...

Middle part...

Bottom part...

The whole place smell so 'sulfuric'

This is the bone of the mountain

There are some souvenir shop along the top hill bone, till the end of the mountain part

The horse riding, this is the winner of most adorable house, unbelievable, they die it PINK!

valley-the nice western food half hill restaurant with nice night view! A high class restaurant full of music n professional waiter. the first time i had enjoy 1.2 million .... Rupea ... western style dinner.

Chicken Clonoblue

Sirlon Stick

Salmon stick. OMG! i like the spinach so much, taste so creamy n yet delicious

We heading back to hotel for resting. It was a tiring day full of travelling. From KL to bandung 2 hour flight, from Hotel to Valcano 2hr car, from Valcano to Valley restaurant 2 hr car. From Valley back to Hotel 1hr.

23th May. Indonesia is one of a good place for shopping. Cause there have alot of branded factory outlet, where reject products which selling here, clothing, shoes, lingerie...Spending money is the natural of women, Take-Test-Pay! 3 easy steps. Shoe, knee length little dress, but following is my favorite! *love*

The prove of LPQ is spending her $$$

I like this one, it come red, orange, white, blue. Green look perfect match on me

LGC said "again...black dot dress..." (front)

(back)

Other than shopping, we enjoying local bandung foods and the nice & helpful bandung people culture, lunch and dinner, to fullfill our craving hungry stomuch after wholde day of walking from shop to shop. Some is delicous, some taste so weird, even thier Cendol also taste so ... grhhh ... erm ... strange

I forgoten the name, is a type fo local dishes, bottom got types of vegetable cover with bean curd and crips potato chip, mix with some sauce taste like not-spicy-little-sweet-satay sauce

They usually contain the rice with basket, cover with banana leaf

Ox-tail soup with potao & carrot. Taste like Mamak stall beef soup

Fry kangkung, it stir with garlic, whole cooked small bird egg, squit, with some balacan smell and indonesia sweet soy sauce (kicap manis)

24th May. After finishing breakfast buffey, packing for heading back to malaysia.

Departure hall of Bandung Airport

The flight back to KLIA

The land of Wilayah Persekutuan, meaning i going to start work tomorrow

p/s: Well, this trip was totally unforgetable, thanks to the maid also, i have learn some indo-language. At least, the trip make me realize that, how hard the life working as a maid in singapore cannot compare the hardneship in their home town. Money really is a important thing in human life, because of money, family & love come second.