Blue Fish Graduate Liao ^^

Yahoo, yeah yeah, finally finish my final year final semester final exam paper. So sad o Dr. Khalil give so hard question, don't know how to answer him also. In UTM ar, normally got two kind of question will be asked during exam or test, one is question easy answer hard; the other one is question and answer both hard hard. The second one is more headache, cause student don't know what the question is talking about how to give answer? But anywhere, at least pass my final exam paper d. Yip-Yip-Yip-Yip-Yip-YiPPY!

Feel how? Actually i not felt happy or release inversely i feel a bit sad and uncertainty. Is hard to express by word. Some kind of sad, worry, don't what to do. May be because of this reason, make me wan to become 'zai nu' (girl who live indoor who don't want to go out to have fresh air and keep accompany only by the computer), haha, sound so duo luo leh blue fish (Sure, don't forget blue fish got another nick name named 'duo luo Angel' o~, she ar, very gao in fa dai 1, hehe)

In Short, this is blue fish future lo, hehe
Nice leh, the picture at right upper corner,
Blue fish draw by own o~ ^^

Lgc's sister going to have own business d, same year's old girl why i now still have nothing, cannot~must fight harder liao >.< "(this is one of the reason will make blue fish motivate in searching and working in Singapore o~). This morning r, have a phone chat with didi, thinking buy him a laptop (Actually blue fish want to give him her laptop and buy a new laptop, hehe, bad leh)...Aiya...how leh, graduate mean going to work liao. Probably will go to Singapore gua, at least no need worry much toward transportation. Haih~i also don't know, now just hope can faster gain money and realize blue fish's Dog Dog Pet Word (i think this is the only reason will push me go forward ba~)

Goffy cannot continue like this o~, must grab harder on ur Huat Huat liao. If one day lgc do wrong i use your style punish him write 'i'm sorry' 10,000 times and pass up in two day times, i think he will use computer copy and paste, if i told him to write use hand, he sure will treat my word as 'siao'! haha, so, Huat huat is consider ok liao, at least he still willing to do something for you. Don't fa lan za easily o~

Now don't have mood to eat sushi d, cause now blue fish have mood in shopping new cloth and shoe, going to ban leng leng liao. But tell u a secret o, every time saw tang yuan will think of her, don't know why, and will feel bit pain and guilty. K9 raining so heavily o~, but thanks to this also, wireless act very guai o this time, hehe. Sek sai leh. Every time r, after finish a semester, me c&g will go for steamboating at Taiwan shop. But i think now is the last time we gather in this shop liao, since every one will go for next stop in life liao ma.

Your favorite o~, must appreciate know?

Kim Chi soup base steamboat.
Know why blue fish choose this soup base?
A very simple reason, nothing related with Kim Chi,
because this steamboat got meat ball, haha!

Second Final Paper

Hehehehe, yesterday went to Tebrau Jusco Sing-K with course mate. Haih, tough they go CS (plan to eat egg roll at taiwan oyster mee shop and buy slipper, the slipper very nice o, is white color), out of my prediction, we went to Red Box, at Tebrau Jusco. (But blue fish prefer New Way at CS, bigger room, better sound system arrangement, and can eat egg roll and buy my slipper ma :p). We went to secret recipe for lunch, i ordered kid set and a slice of Choc Cheese cake (cause still very full ma, kids meal already cannot finish d, lucky not order set lunch). Tonight will do multimedia assignment gua (again, multimedia assignment, well, i think is final assignment d, (: Yeah~)

Actually Blue fish now just finish exam, 2nd final paper, professional ethic. Pity o, Tuesday Brand Management exam, just left 30minit to do two essay for 20mark, each 15minutes, don't know Lecturer know what i write bo (Let la, don't know also 'mou kai' ka, already pass up d). LGC today went to Kota Tinggi, with his course mate, so many people go. Boys lo, play until hand spain, so pity. No wonder la, so early come back d (Hear your voice, you sure being shock by the accident liao). Water fish (That one look like turtle, but have a long and Tu Tu mouth) is God lai de ma, you make a wish in front can make your dream realize 1. But water fish consider wild meal also, outside can sell for very expensive one.

Recently got a lot luck, lgc keep catch fish nia, but small small one, until last monday he catch a big fish (Life of a fisherman, finally K.heng meet the neck of a vase liao, he sure cannot laugh liao cause haven't update any fish, kekeke, bad leh blue fish keep laugh at people, but dai sei lo, who told him laugh people first). I think they going to eat this fish tonight. Lake fish don't steam, cause will very have a very strong mud smell 1. Blue fish think r, fry fish slice sure will taste good lo. hehe. Shang Yu contains a lot of protein 1, that why when ppl hurt, usually will eat Shang Yu porridge or soup lo.

Caught a big fish, finally can revenge d is it? Hehe ^^
C you so happy, laugh till see teeth no see eye

Sour Sour Blog

haih...long time not write blog d, blue fish aldready can smell my blog "sui sui ko ko" fat mou smell d...sorry o~cz my uni's college wireless very lauzzzy 1, cannot online...

Last Sunday we went to Perling there fishing, some one said must early go, cause fish only hungry and get caught early morning, where got, no water also so early, so we end up feeding mosquito, catching crab and water snake there. Fun fun fun~, very seldom can wake up so early smeeling fresh air, listen bird crips and listen morning radio while having breakfast at river hut and reading news paper, like picnic leh. Blue fish just can conclude worth so early wake up, hehe. I bring back a purple crab leh, blue fish scared it hungry give it eat sausage, but it don't want eat, so finally lgc take go university lake let it go for new life d.

This is the crab that we caught, let it go away d finally ^^

Here is the place we went for fishing

Handsome guy there bit shy of camera shooting

This Monday i pass up my thesis whole draft d, i think this week is my "holiday mood" week d; Tuesday lgc treat me eat sushi, he own me 1, as his birthdat meal, haha. Wednessday got multimedia class, everyone must wear corporate shirt take picture, since we three year coursemate, very seldom for us to take whole class picture, somemore all of us will fly to search for our new 'root' d,hehe...and afternoon r, watch korea drama lo, the actor r, very ugly 1, not handsome somemore face look like 24hour sleepy face (let me think of some one nia, same kong kong face 1). Ok lo, finally thursday i watch finish d, not bad la, at least got happy ending. we go horse house take video for multimedia project. I saw pony o lgc, the uncle tell me 3 years old liao, but cannot grow up d, is mini horse, the mother and son equal body size 1, so nice o if got a pony as pet, (dreaming blue fish, dreaming...hehe..c said dare to dream BIG). Thursday continue our video project, shooting video at k9. blue fish discover the lunch malay guy suddenly count become cheaper d: so happy.Fan zen nothing do, so we having our girl talk whole day in LPQ room lo. Listen say Friday night got marketing night for all final year student, at bestari 3, theme: femiline and masculine...if femiline very pretty take umbrella wait bus whole foot wet wet like lok tong kai, also very unfemiline d, haha..


Some one very wan kat 1 lo, eat sushi king with blue fish still not enough somemore want to eat with cm yesterday, he really forget actually promise want go eat sushi buffey with me today >.<". See, so no heart punya ppl, some more blame me no 'update' news for him. If you really remember r, sure will ask and excited for the date la. Everytime just know how to find excuses for your faultness. Lucky i m ok with that (Cause blue fish aldready grow up and learnt not to 'expect' so much d), if not sure 'sayonara' d (though blue fish don't know? you is 'own-share' ppl, own=your ownself+friends). But thanks to you also ^^, create so much memory for me, unless i suffer memory loss, if not i will remember for life gua. only the person who important to you, will make you cry so hard, and bring you joy so much~


Here is post up adapt from c blog. High degree of agreement. if test toward the relationship using mind and girl, this is the result. Pearson correlation coefficient will achieve high in significant, high positive absolute value, hehe...Hence, guys, protect your girl, pempered her, take care her, without wanting her drop a tear for you.

When a GIRL is quiet,
millions of things run into her mind...
When a GIRL is not arguing,
she is thining deep, deeply...
When a GIRL look at you, with eye full of questions,
she is wondering how long will u be around
When a GIRL answer "I m fine" after "FEW SECOND",
mean she is not fine at all...
When a GIRL stares at you,
she wonderig why you lying...
When a GIRL say love you,
she means it...
When a GIRL say misses you,
no one in this world will miss you much more than her...


This semester no Study Week o, goffy said because our CNY holiday delay a week. So next week is our final exam week d, SO EXCITED o~, hope faster finish my final exam, than really final year for me d~ haha, wish me luck o~gain first class o (can use abit to search job since i not have working experience ma, hehe, gao leh~)

Spiderwick & 3 kindgom knight

(continue from previous blog)...Yesterday is friday, i passing up my 15pg thesis journal liao, so gotta give myself a break before starting to edit whole draft thesis which going to pass up next monday...quiet lazy lo actually...

~~~~ SpiderWick ~~~~

me go watch movie today, keke, so happy. he buy my favourite fry banana as tea break snack (but i think the aunty "tak tang" bully u 1 lo, give u rm4 pisang goreng, haha)...how leh caroline, i watch spiderwick d, i addicted to that movie d, think of drawing those Mugarath and all the magical character in my scrap book...hehe (Blue Fish like magical world, since she very young believe got magical thing, but now blue fish grow up a bit liao, those non fiction and science prove in this world doesn't mean so much liao lo)

~~~~ Lgc hm birthday, Pizza + Three Kingdom ~~~~

today is K.heng 's birthday, he going to treat all his house mate a movie and a meal. But don't know how, i got luck today, he treat me as well leh, haha. Thanks for the movie and pizza ya. (Andy Lau recently movie y all die 1 at last, but ok lo, not bad la)Happy birthday. Meet shu wen there, my former PELTAC collegue. She still in the team to help OC, good. blue fish is time to retired from Peltac and focus on my final sem liao ma, hehe.Jia You o!

~~~~ Do THESIS o BLue FiSH q(>.<)p ~~~~

Now is time to do thesis final draft d, seem like a lot of thing need to edit, but blue fish no mood leh. Lgc r, he go gym for his workout d. today we eat a lot calories, popcorn+coke, Pizza+pepsi...so must hardworking lose all the fat and build muscle ya. (but i not hardworking do thesis, i m blogging now, hehe, bad leh)

Actually still got alot of assignment need to settle before final exam, but seem like i already in "holiday enjoy mood" d...^^ slow slow la, got c and g, especially goffy, our 38group's alarm clock, she will ask me to finish assignment when reach the timing, she is the timing reminder of our assignment team, haha

930pm liao wo, but i still haven't touch much of my thesis (cause now is time for Jacky Wu's dog dog show at Singapore Channel U ma, make me so no heart to do nia..., haih) Blue fish must fight fight fight, cannot be so lazy liao...hehe

Finally Pass Up Thesis Summary d, hehehe (=

Just passing up my thesis at faculty office, actually i felt so not fair lo, i not aim for the best paper ma, y still want me so "kang ko" copy paste to make this thesis 15pg journal leh...felt abit wan kat..Finally i got a bit appetite to eat d, cause i start thinking later want to have what lunch, at where, what dinner...q(^^)p (just 10am but blue fish already feel hungry d, may be this morning just drink a box of soy milk as breakfast gua...hehe)

Goffy said when she marry to Ah Huat, will invite me, but must give her at least rm200 ang pao o...Wei, goffy r goffy, i go to ur marry ceremony you should feel happpy d ma, y still want me pay leh, so pity...

Lecturer start lecturer d, actually blue fish now having multimedia class, got to go, c ya later

Be Brave Blue Fish

Blue Fish going to graduate soon...i guess i am going to miss all the memory here, how say also i spent 3 year here leh, no long but not short as well...

i had make my mind go to Singapore d, for a better tomorrow i guess, haha, fight fight fight!!! g have a stable relationship with her's ah huat, like this she can focus on fighting on her career d; c currently enjoy her single life, she also can focus whole heartly into her career...me? i have a cannot say stable relationship, i guess i cannot like g d, how say if it stable, only make me no worry to fight for my career d...haih,sian. if he can help me settle all this so call problem, i think i no need bother so much here d...

Bangkok Trip *pop! can't make it liao...if got two more to join us, maybe still got hope geh, hehe. is not i don't and not ask you o, is you internship cannot join me o. But when u graduate, remember to ask me o, second graduation travel trip is not a problem for me, right dear?

blue fish is a very understanding and caring person 1, i hope he also the same, understanding and sayang me more than i do. i will think a lot before making a decision, because i need commit to it after make mind. (*Hint: Who want to influent bluefish, do it before she make mind ya!)

D++ at FKA Primavera

Today i go degree++, a Primavera Project Planner 2 day course. Early morning around 730am i ald wakeup take bath drink milo prepare myself to wait for a bus. UTM bus very wan kat 1, especially saturday and sunday. we wait around 45 minit only the bus is coming. Got ppl tell me D02 is at FKA, but D02 actually very near D06 nia, hai we walk so many yuan wang road T.T, reach there already 9am++ d.

Actually Primavera is useful, but the lec give alot example that we (management student not so interest topic, wat concrete la, wat rough in la, bla bla bla) not so interest, before 1030am break, i alreaday like @.@ d....Finally reach lunch time d, but wait so long nearly 1pm d, lunch still belum sampai..so we walk so far under hot sun (of course got umbrella la, if not sure melting..) to cengal to have lunch and back. How know the lab is LOCK! make me sit out side and wait and let mosquito bite and drink my blood for free...

But, at least finish a day d, tomorrow is another day, don't know tomorrow lunch will be late or not? actually i halfway doing my thesis draft, but maybe today too tired d, guess what, after typing two pages, i go wash my face...and...do mask,haha.Now feel my face fresh d, but bit sleepy d, so swim online...but just now got someone test, lucky i pray and fight for you r, if not where got so easy wo, haha, thanks me la,hehe ^^Blue fish going to sleep soon, night night and sweat dream!~

Blue Fish not so happy today

Supervisor car spoilt d, he need car service. Because of this blue fish have time sitting here and updating my blog (Kaka, cause thesis draft submition date postpone to 4th april d).

i discover a thing yesterday, that he never do so since we together 2 year, that is he automatic upload A photo of us, online...does this mean he changed? nop,for me,he still "that kind" of person, girl friend always last. Because he think he need to take care alot of people, so no time for you. Here is an example, i pretty sure that if one day this world going to corrupt, he sure will safe himself, family, friend, other beloved stuff, then suddenly, *ting* something come into his mind, he will stand there and think : "did i forget someone at somewhere?" But not more than 5 second of thinking, he sure will said :"Aiya, let it la..."(who said double fish zodiac is a romantic person har? i really doubt that). Man all same, before and after getting something, totally different. *sigh -.-

What is the fun fishing here? does face really important? if you believe the point: Fish hungry start from time 7pm, why never come to your mind that blue fish also hungry at 7pm? This is a really funny stuff. If you want to date a person for a dinner, will you tell him/her remember eat something before dinner? (some how if 9pm still consider as dinner time, 3pm i will consider as lunch time d:)

But anywhere, i understand that man need face to live. Here is an example, if you go fishing with your friends, but until now you is the only one who never caught 1 yet,those consider themselve as "good friend" keep perli you (act i also duno where is the point perli ppl, i guess because "perli people" is all of their life, one day no perli ppl, they will die!~)so man at this time, will think that,SO NO FACE. (suggestion from blue fish: buy a fish, bring go, pretend caught one, simple)

Some one told me before, If angry a person, think of his goodness, will make you stop angry... but I just can said that i am a blind fish, haha.

p/s: happy unhappy is both different stuff, now is not in work force, if time to be own self, but still need to be pretending, be a mask man, since when you can live truly for your self wo?

yeah, finish thesis chap 4 n 5 d :D

Yeah!~Finish my thesis chapter 4 and chapter 5 d, later want find supervisor check and see, got few question going to find out, but still cannot release myself, cause still got alot thing need to be follow up and better plan....haih, poor blue fish, jia you jia you go go go, you can do it :)

Just now got a company phone interview me ( Actually they had called me yesterday but i turn off my ringtone and vibration, keke, bad bad leh...), but i not feel like wanted to work so fast after i graduation. Very fan, so many thing.Settle one by one la.

Singapore is it better place for me to find myself? but i lose myself at Penang find until Johor, but still cannot find myself,so i decide to go Singapore to continue my journey. There are few thing in my mind, need to consider alot, family, lgc, myself, which one need to come first leh...But how also i think Singapore better way for me, currently...at the moment...yup,correct.

$1500 better than RM1500 ma. House renting, eat, transport, family financial, PTPTN, after deduct all this minimum monthly expenses, i think i still able to survive if earn $ compare to RM...haih...Since young can go out explore, how say Singapore not that far as Australia ma, got anything also can reach Malaysia faster. If i stay in Malaysia, after several year i think i will not have the OHM to go out explore d, some more dad and mum sure will get older, i will not able dare to leave them that time...

Hehe, if i work in Singapore, mommy can come over and cook for me and clean my house while i go work, she cook so nice, can make breakfast for me before i go work, and play her favourite computer game while i working. i can bring her to Sentosa play when i free and eat my favourite sushi buffey...haha,think liao also happy (Sorry oh dad, i thinking of steal mommy from you when i work, hehe)

*POP* Blue fish, stop day dreaming d, is time to go to take bath and prepare for lunch d (haha,time for lunch, my favourite day goal..^^)

Arr....My LAPTOP !!!...

Saturday, March 22, 2008, half hour ago my laptop kena 'stroke' d, T.T, without my permission how can you collapse o, see, now need send you go hospital ICU, spend money to implant a new organ for you liao lo...you need to know that i cant live without you o, must recover very soon, you are really important to me...haih >.<''

What can i do now leh, hmm...use lgc pc do some report first lo, if not how o~ WAWAWA, a beautiful saturday morning happend a sad sad thing spoilt blue fish mood nia...wait a minute, i forget someone d, carrot ar carrot, don't cry la, "b4 work you yu zhen" everyone also got ma, you press yourself too hard d, that y the tear ma come down lo, cheers! your life is so nice because you got me to share your unhappiness ma, haha

Blue and Grey, need laugh, a really big one!

Raining d, TI-TI-TA-TA, finally.Why the weather so moody today...( actually i am in my halfway of finishing my assignment, how know swim to here again, hehe, you sure will say " aiyo, why so lazy o~" :p)

Never mind la. now i in moody also ma, just like the sky now lo. Maybe the date of graduate is near soon, but i not yet finish thesis, not yet prepare for final exam, and not yet prepare to facing the reality world ( commit to workplace soon, haih....) Dilemma, haha...

This is what in my mind now, i draw it out, from the picture, i hope i am happy, got a lot money,haha, love people around me, being pampered, and colorful memory... See, 'down' people always hope something good, but ignoring that actually those thing is happened right around them lo (bad blue fish, you should realize how meaningful and colorful your life right now, fight for those you love and those love you...Aiya, blue fish draw on assigment note leh :P)

STOP! stop day dreaming d, faster continue what you are doing, than plan for what dinner you want to have for 'D' day, HAHA!~ right, i should do so, faster finish assignment. C n G always asked what is the meaning of your life? i think i got the answer : EAT + MONEY = LOVE ( haha, not understand leh, eat and spent money can destress ma, got this two element, will generate more energy to blue fish, so that blue fish will not be stress, then will bring more love for the people around, make sense leh~haha!)

Going to take a bath before fighting, clear mind for better thinking, better analysis, BETTER mark for assignment report, WAHAHA!~c ya!

Condom Factory Visit =p

Recently Malaysia weather very uncertainty, minute before hot sun, a minute after rainy, so moody. This afternoon i went to Medical-Latex (Dua) Sdn. Bhd., ( nothing do ma, so do something siao lo, add knowledge la, hehe >.<"). Basically is a factory tour organize by AISEC. this factory produce all sort so call "medical product" ( condom la).

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Depart lo~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

Haih, it took us times to wait for the bus come ( if time= money, don't know how much money fly by d, so wasted ho...), we need to do all those changing and kill germ before enter the factory center. The guider detail us from the stage how a condom being form and produce until packaging. ( See, n thousand condom being produce each day, demand from market, no wonder la, all condom producer so rich in this world, haha)

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Blue Fish think: ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

But today onward i must fight hard and stop duo luo, to finish all my assignment and report d ( coz, thesis date line gonna reach very soon T.T)..Argg, but i still don't know what i gonna do after graduation arr...( head pain head pain nia, blue fish ar blue fish, you must face the reality strongly arr..)

~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Finally ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

But now i wish can saw lgc fish rod, don't know pretty not, yeah~go happy happy fishing la, must be fun..Hehe, blue fish, cheers; everyone, cheers, let fight together o~

The blue fish sushi

Recently like sushi so much...haha, and let me know that there were a shop name "the blue fish sushi" at oversea. hehe, blue fish's sushi bar and restaurant, i like their web design so much, got chance must go n try d.

Aiya, why d++ keep cancel 1 leh, blue fish time very hard to organize 1 ( alot ying chou ma ><"), nvrmind la, can use the free time do some thesis. They said arr, thesis wan pas up draft d, but i still not yet done my data analysis, how to write draft wo~

Mum call. i know whatever decision i make she sure will support me 1 ( hehe, she is the duo luo angel's motivation source o~, hehe)

lgc sure will said i keep write blog d~hehe, jia you blue fish, you sure will fight for what you want, achieve the best future for yourself 1~

Happy Birthday LGC

Today is lgc birthday o~
(HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU*4)
Wish u have a wonderful 23th years old, healthy2 wealthy2 smarty2...
Lucky u like the birthday meal and birthday card and birthday cake(lpc so happy)~
sorry o, because all the stuff look so "no feeling"
So i not yet make mind want to gift you what as your birthday present kok
Don't worry, your lpc very gao 1 ma ^^
Sure can find a present that totally gam u 1, hehe
New year great start
take the challenge with the full heart
Lpc will stay by your side
Achieve and enjoy all the success ^0^
(to celebrate your birthday, allow me to stay duo luo one day ya, and watch drama with a cup or hot chocolate in the rainy day la,hehe)

Is Lunch Time !

aiyo, this week is my busy busy busy week leh~~ hu..hu.. career fair need resume, multimedia assignment need analysis, ethic report some more...and someone birthday coming soon...this is what call " free free don't want do, compound until like mountain" lo.. -.-''!!

And i just notice that thesis going to meet the "dead" line d, but i still unmanaged to finish it. Haha, but i sure i will be able to finish it "on time", phew~must be confident a bit ma, if not how to continue live on my life wo...

A lot of friend ar, people ar, asked me where i will work after graduate, or what job i will be taken...how to answer them leh...i not yet find a job, again, i think i need to push myself abit into this (yala, i know i abit lazy, duo luo angel is like that 1 ma...forgive me lo, ok? ^^)

Actually i kinda who will make a decision that will shock everyone around me (sometime it surprise myself, too) ... So, maybe i will work in Singapore, or maybe in Malaysia, or MAY BE i will launch my own business ( but for sure, after i do a bit survey on it la). Small small obstacle = motivator ma... hehehe ( but i more prefer one month resting and travel, hehe, lazy blue fish)

Yippy! today is tuesday d, tomorrow will have chance eat nice nice food, although nice food is the change from money, but leissure time abit is the must to boost up more positive energy ma! haha.

Now is the time for lunch, remember eat bao bao n drink water o lgc, blue fish also want to have lunch d, so feng fu, Yummy Yummy!

Saw an accident

That was crippy. Yesterday on the way back home saw an accident. There was a car drop into a big drain, and the driver cannot be survive. It took all those fire engine and police and pull car tracker an hour to get the car out from the drain.

They said the driver had dead can now in the black police car (2nd picture. Friend said that is call "corpse car")beside me cover with black plastic.Well, i think may be the road slipery after heavy rain, and the driver drive fast without taking a break to turn into the junction so accidentally crash into the big and deep drain.
~:+: Life of a human sometime is very short that even who else cannot predict what will happened in the next second . . . buckle seat belt and drive safe, i am sure you don't wish to get hurt as well as hurt the one you love right? :+:~

is it this is the only purpose of their life?

To two person that not important to me:

i discover a really unmature stuff in this U

1. In this world got people that do not respect other. How to say leh, for example keep alert on other people funny stuff, and make fun of it. The purpose: just for the person no face. whenever have such people, they sure set up a fire around them. ( i guess this is the main purpose of their life huh?!?)

2. No wonder la government want to include moral in education. Because until now, they still not understand the real meaning of "respectation"..sigh *-* i guess they are not big enough. just like when get a survey form, simply fill it and make a pattern, draw or write something on it, just like kindergarten when fill a survey. Haih...(this call " body grow but mind is empty lo" ...)

But bluefish here really hope this kind of people realize what they do is really hurting other people indirectly lo. When you make fun of people personal life matter, you think is fun, and happy to laugh, but you are challenging your so call "friendship" ...

Mo-Cha Mo-Cha

This is Mo-Cha, i also don't know why i named it Mo-Cha. But it can talk, can move around, can sing. Haha, if he can help me finish all the jobs before i wake up, no matter how expensive a battery, i also will try my best to keep it alive :D But this is the story that only a kid below than 3 years old will believe.

Yesterday chat about something regarding take a 2 years time travel around before working, but realistic usually cost us a lot of money to realize it.( cruel reality). That why people said to realize a dream, cost you a lot of time and money and energy and all those small small stuffs. I no have money, but i do have plenty of time.hehe .(I think this is sufficient to make half of my dream come true ;p ) Cheers up guys and gals! stay alive everyone, don't get bury under your stress ya!

Is a Sad Sad Week

find a purpose in life so big, it will challenge every capacity to be at your best.
~David O Mckay

Well, my dream is marriage to a "rich-&-love-Me" Man, hehe, this dream is B I G and motivate enough,haha~

This week is kinda sad sad week for me, although just Wednesday, still got 2 more day to go. Multimedia who give me so low low low mark, i definitely will object this to get the best for my 3.75. Business strategy as well, abit shock when lOOk at the number, OMG!

Well, i guess this will be a new motivation for me to stop duo-luo+ing in this month.

Today i meet a weird, can't said weird la, but duno how to describe. Is like this, i ask a favor from him, but i though i a manner to treat a meal as return. But how know he said, "after i finish what u ask, treat u a dinner ya!" wah~ so ASADI.

My X roomate now sitting at the back of me, like burry her head deep into the monitor d, couldn't doubt her heart, she is the traditional hardworking type among us. i guess, she now sure trying her best to practise how to become ah huat's future business assistance+wife.Kakaka~who know?

Hehe, tell u a funny story ya, is my past msn with goffy:

Bluefish : wana eat McD later?

Goffy: U wan call delivery?
Bluefish: ya, u wan?yesterday u wan eat ma..
Goffy: Hmm...today don't eat McD...
Bluefish: WHY? today McD not fresh?

(i think Goffy mean "today don't feel like want to have McD as dinner"...)

Lazy People

i hate people that no jiao dai, especially those who keep change the decision.

i still can understand who take a long time before making a decision, but those simply make n within a minute or second changed it without hesitation n think of the consequences, so LAME lo!

Please la, dun simply say say, especially when what u said will directly influence other..Look down on those people who like this, LAME

i coming back d

Today is 23th february. The damn fsksm website cannot upload my assignment, *sigh, i should do it more earlier...

Yesterday i meet my lgc, v go to in stock, although some advise me not to buy so much since grad soon, but i did just buy what i need ma. Lucky the Malay girl see you smart only hide your lost soya bean n tuna, haha.

thursday he come n pass me the equestrian note, and suggested buy me a lunch. Y suddenly i feel like he treat me so nice lately? so warm...

i just realize that the time before graduate is so pack and not enough...for me to entertain. well, at least can join 5 man dinner in taman U, the food was nice, consider not bad la...

tuesday, i hope my babe laptop will be recover soon, i know you are sick, that y i send you to a doctor. You know ou are important and meant so much to me right? hope to see you soon o...

Well, finally i m here again, wish me good luck this year, just like what lgc said when valentine day while i m bai ti kong, popi me soon soon li li o...^^

i wish you all stay healthy and wealthy, happy and pretty

i think may be i do too less good stuff, until my laptop get bao ying. may be i should smile everyday, god only know i m what kinda person are.

i wish you, my laptop. can get well very soon, so that we can continue co-operate, out coming masterpiece in my life.

i wish you, my family, have a wonderful mouse year, stay healthy and harmony is the matter.

i wish you, my lgc, get well very soon, so that u can enjoy all the food and candy during Chinese new year, with that only you will have healthy and wealthy time with me, protect me.

lastly, i wish you, my self, stay healthy and happier day after day, be independent and dependent in the suitable time, be strong and tough girl.

god, please give the strength for everyone who can save my laptop, i will become more hardworking, reduce duo luo, to thanks you. Happy Chinese new year to you too.

money is more solid and tangible compare to M A N

week 5: Challenges are what make life interesting; overcoming them is what makes life meaningful.~Joshua J Marine

Recently i discover that money can bring me greatest secure compare to man. i admit that money is the best, but cannot buy anything. G said money is not the greatest 1, i agree r. she said if she marry to a rich man, will make her loss heart in fighting in career. Marry to a rich man, why will lost own fighting heart leh? your own fighting heart cannot simply loss whatever decision that you have made. Appreciate it, and protect it fully.

i think now ah huat can give her sense of belonging. that is why she never think of the level of money and security stuff. sometime i think she cannot live without ah huat, cz all the attitude and life style that show is she is a small women, that could not take care own, n will get panic easily if facing trouble.

Well, different ppl have different wants and needs. is easy to talk, i know. But how hard to live a simple life? why those adult and big and old ppl always think so complicatedly? (well, i still young, i just 18 wat ^^)

i like simple; i am simple; i admire simple; i think simple, is simple!

no horse riding

today i feel so bad, supposing now i riding horse. c&g mistaken, not register my name, so now i online in my home. haih...nvm la, horse run no where.Before graduation i will come back...

very sleepy now, the sky very hot, sound very gray, my body very no heart no soul, sound very blue, gray plus blue will become gray blue. Just like how i feel right now. Chi Cham o....~~~

week no.4

chapter 2: if life gives us rocks, it's our choice whether to build a bridge or a wall.

new week start, is time paying some seriousness toward my job. yesterday spent rm55 for gastric treatment, don't know worth or not. but i kinda feeling happy when see him a bit bit gan jiong, haha.

come on 918, is time for you to contribute some thing really useful for ur time spent liao, go go go.

wish u recover really soon so that can eat a lot a lot spicy and sour food ya.~~

F U T U R E

January, chapter one: Make each chapter of your life a great one.
As they said, life is like a book, everyday has a new page; with new adventures to tell, lessons to learn and tales of good deeds to remember.-unknown

Today i having a blue mood. cause having a deep attack by gastric.i know he is busy, so asking help from other, cause i know that if he know, he also and might not going to help me. Finally i can settle by my own, it shows that i m stepping a step forward without him. i feel GOOD, but at the other side feel sad. cause he couldn't & never make any of my "asking for help" if i not asking him face to face.

Is it my life going to change? ya i think so, n great big hopefully can.i do not ask for a safe job after grad. i wan to play. thinking of making a 'working holiday' VISA, i know government offering such thing. maybe go uk, Korea, London, Australia, for around 2,3 years. half play half work...if i wish, can come back Malaysia, selling my experiences for a better job offer.if i can get a permanent job with that company, even can stay longer at other country. hmm, i wan him to be part of this, i mean together go oversea live and work n play for fews years. i wan him to be part of my future, cause now i start thinking of 'future', i can see future, after 3 months from now.

but kinda hard for him to think of his future. cz he now still cannot c his future. same as me, still cannot c our future. how to ask? if he can consider i will be lot happy d, cause one never been to that situation, he will never understand what situation u r facing of. i wish to have a good surprise. i hardly get surprise.

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This week diary said " Be a life long or short, its completeness depends on what it was lived for", by David Starr Jordan...

almost a period i m not swim in friendster liao, friend all wondering where m i, some start to suspect me at oversea or marriage liao, and yelling " wei, can u come out from where u r n say hello so that v know u still alive!"...haha, so, i upload some photo for u all la, to prove " yeah, i still alive o"

Well, at least i also let myself know i still alive, haha. thanks for asking ya pals.

hehe, new year 08 liao, so as cny coming soon. i wan to become healthy wealthy pretty clever obedient, haha.

p/s: ka chuak, where r u hiding?

don't like to talk

Recently don't like to talk, so maybe this make me more love to type. utm cannot use msn, some use meebo to run msn, some use msn's webmessenger. for me, i use ebuddy. she said, what to do, we cannot live without msn. haha, v just cannot live a day without talk or without msn.

but i so proud of myself, for a long time not use key board, i still can type very fast and well, haha. i think that is one of my skill that can include in my resume later on, i msn well, or i type very truly well, hehe...

where a person go if pass away?

p/s: to my room ka chauk, hope u stay hanging there for the whole sem until i moving out...thanks!

couple hour will be year 2008 d. New year new start new semester going to start and end very soon. Long time not type not use to it, my finger abit not listening, haha.

I wish to have a sweet year 2008, that will not bully me alot. ask for a job that will offering me a pay that can afford me to buy a car and a house as well, have a healthy and wealthy life as well as my family's'. of course some extra pocket money to forward my education in oversea, maybe Australia, haha. not greedy ma, i just ask so less nia.

well, wish u all have a wonderful and sweet memory of 2008, love ya.

HOLI DAY LO, supposin9 so, but the damm activities in between consume my 2 weeks times, well, i guess some sacrifying to that will have some return, cause, everything will be a favor of return, god said, haha...hmm...mb i can loose few kg, that is my return.

new year wan come liao...this make me think of my new shirt, shoe, assesories, beg and all that, haha, especially when ppl said :" wah, u become more pretty d"...i like those wordm really...

1:57pm i supposingly should be studying for tommorow exam, but y i still not have so much ehtusiasm in doing so? actually revise couple of time, just not remember the thing, not so clear how the questions will be ask, which area will be touch, really really mcc..

coming satuday he will be going back to home town, i guess will he relaxing, i will be busying about that so call "once a year a benefit camp"...haha, act i m not so kinda looking forward, just iwsh time can fly really fast, this is because i still cannot see what is that really beneficial and worth to me, kaka

by the way, he remind me i ald 21 years old, and this remind me i should be more mature and independently in facing every daily duty as well as obstracle. haha, should i ?

anywhere, is really the time for studying d, until tonight 12am, i just left sharp10 hr, minus 2 hour for resting and slacking, 2 hours for drama seriesing, i just lelf 6hours. divided into 4 topics, equally divided, each topic one and half hours. hmm...sound like still having enough time, so, hurry up, study pang pang!

p/s: deciding put "gold" for this post, recently i like gold so much =p

slacker

haha, finally can online d, k9 change a new pengetua, the old one whole family fly to newzealand, cz x pengetua wan follow her phd.wah...so nice as a government servant, universtity mz be paid for that...

yesterday have a chance shopping, although saw a lot of thing that have the intention to purchase, but finally not to do so, because until the last second, still lack of something, i thin is the heart to buy, no heart no soul, lec always reject our project with that kind of excuse.

left one exam to go, after that the damm p2345c consume my two month holiday time return for just somekind of "memory+experience", nothing else...haih, and the damm pengetua also dun allowe us to stay in own college, see, yes so nice to become a government servent but actually no use at all....

Just like previous paper customer relationship exam, it had mention that in the references book, one a company wan to further bond the relationship with it potential and so call loyalty customer, they actually going through 4 step namely : awareness, expansion/eploration, commitment and dissolution.

Haha, the author scared us, his reader, having problem in undertanding, he imediate make an example by using people relationship, to represent the customer relationship with net user. he said, to bond a relationship with customer, first u need to catch their attention, just like when u like someone, u wan to attract his or her attention. after that, when a emothion is success to bond, that further to expansion stage, in this stage, firm need to do affort in make customer purchase, just like the stage of human, name "dating"...well, commitment he do mean with marriage, haha and dissolution stage he represent with divorce?

And just like the tv program interviewer said, if a man's settle down age is 60s, what for the wife wait until her husband so old? everryman did have the intention to look for a affair especially age 38 and above, den only will return to the wife, pay her with loyalty at the age of 60, let the pity wife put alot of attention to kids. sound rediculous. if so, the husband can go for an affair,so do the wife, den both meet in home age 60. if the children in future mature enough in yound age to understand their parents' situation, why not?

but i think that is just a kind of future human relationship phenomena, just like wat c said, "for man, he need marriage, cz wife is that person to bring out for people see, and the affair partner is for own enjoyment, when he tired of playing, he will come back. den the time he play, i sure will go play also" haha...from my point of view, marriage just formalize both relationship with each other. if the husband can pay the total loyalty, so do the wife, if not, meet at home at age 60 ya, haha

moon?sun?earth?me?him?

"i wonder why god want to make me lost u in the middle of ppl sea, mayb he wan me to learn how much u mean for me."

recenly, i have been thinking deeply on my future, but it show me of no where...once close my eye, nothing appear except black and blur vision, nothing, but just an unclear path way, leading to no where, i wonder...

well, instead spending time wondering, why not use it properly, girls, wake up~He told me that life is not keep stuborn on a lost thing, how memorial and meaningful to me; but appreciate now.See, he always said something so logical, so not sentimental and feelingless word. who doesnt understand now is everything? the thing lost is lost, so make the life or thing now better, improve it. sometime make me so tiredsome, working so hard alone, you can see he just standing there looking elsewhere afford for nothing.

His life like around on his own; my life like moon, around on him. hate myself being like this. i want myself back!!! self centre Pang wen shan

i use to be self centre, before starting with him. but now seem like everything is related to him. simply dun like this kind of feeling. stop acting like a moon. try be the sun, light the future for everyone, make everyone around you,especailly the earch, turn and round because of you.

what is your strength?

today is kinda tired day for me, entre the second day of degree plus plus " how to make yourself employe"...well, as in the mock interview, d interviewer said i am good enough and able to get a job among them, hahaha, i thin this is the first happy thng for me today...

Well, fren kinda more can rely on den a boy friend...but cannot complain muc la, how said he also go own thing to busy...but, unable to comfort is one of the weakneses i think.Just now i kx, what is the goodness of 4c? haih..me kind of very lauzy girl friend, need to know his strength from other mouth...

may b the weaknesses is the surface thing, so we tend to complaint it much. Rather den the goodness itself, because it kinda so inside thing, ha

But i now cannot see the future, career and other, seem like so blur and so so not clear

white dot and a paper

well...another the day of today...ya ya ya...just finish chapter two, just need some editing will do,but i not so satisfy with it. change? sorry, no energy d.

last last night listen, got a story telling.

a teacher showing the student a piece of white paper, with a dot of black ink in the middle.she ask:"what that you all can see?"...the students answer:" a black dot."...the teacher said:" didn't you all see a big white paper?"

After ward, the teacher hand out a piece of black paper, now, with the white dot in the middle.She ask again:"hat did you all can see?"...the student answer again:"a white dot."....

haha, u sure not understand what my story is all about leh..kindly is for simple with abit clever person only will catch my point...

Just like our life, is very simple. White dot mean happy, mean joy, mean cheers.when you are in hapiness, your eye just will look at the thing that make you happy.So, is easy for us. If we not simply stubborn on a black point, then we will feel the happiness, focusing on a tiny white dot in the middle, ignoring a piece of black paper.

i think i need to just focusing on " deeply in me got a small tiny2 part will miss you also", rather in remembering "altot i duno why u not hapi with me"(but kinda hard ma, why i can forgive a do false ppl without getting a sorry?...haih,,,do wrong duno own do wrong, that is the point)

chanc+es??

1) coming back from raya break...ha, this morning lec show our previos assignment in class, he pick some that he think is good, got mine inside i think, but alot of grammer mistake i did. ha, cause i did it in a hurry...but yet it consider good, so i think i will do quiet good enough if i had better preparation, just like usual, i always has the ability to make thing better, haha...

wana share something, regard what i had read. it said "last time, had so many people but little chance; but now, each person offer to alot of oppurtunity, just they cannot see it and feel it, and make it just fly away like tat" and another person, if i not mistaken is Helen Keller, said something similar like this " Door of hapiness always open, but we usually took alot of time looking at the sad one that had close, and not discover that another new hapiness door had open, just beside"...

hmm...this make me feel that i had miss alot of chances, sound just like me, i took times to suit myself to the situation, that actually that can self-heal in a short time, ha, i such a waste time person, ho?

well, actually i am now kinda wasting time, for my life, i mean actually i can use it much more better in preparation on my thesis, assign, life planning and all that kinda "future plan"...but sometime just feel so moodless and blue and lazy and duolou and meanless to do so...ha, i really waste time person nia.

2) wish u good luck ya lgc in ur presentation, i hope u can do it very well, so that reward a cold yogurt for u to build muscle as what u said, haha.( act yogurt can build muscle 1 meh?)

but since ur hand pain, dun drink too much icy drink. cz i found out that icy drink make muscle ache more, take longer time to recover. and once over do, hand muscle will tare off, den will hurt, take longer more time to heal. not conveniece enough my talking? search on net urself ya...heee heee

shall i rest? 0.o

Yesterdat spending 2 hour typing for my thesis, the results was i nearly fight 2 page for that...sound proud of myself but actually wasting of time...but i manage to feel something like, i m back or i finally can blurly find my track of the day...haha

and i discover something meaningfull and not pointless words, that actually make myself proud:

Morning is God Way of Saying:

One more time, Live Life.

Make a Different,

Touch One heart.

Encourange One Mind,

Inspire One Soul.

But Night is LPQ Way of Saying:

Dark is Coming,

Doesn't let life stop.

Is time to have a GOOD REST,

So can fight for better morning!

Ha Ha Ha!!!

Besides, a friend so down cause all the thing not happend acording to plan...everyone not like that to happend. Since we like to wonder of " if one day xxx will happend?", wondering for tomorrow is never end, so why not use the time doing something that usefull or at least can make own feel better, rather than wasting time wondering? Future cannot predict, because it is too much uncertainty.

I use to plan my time and life, but discover that everytime suffer disappointed when thing not happend acording to what i plan. i told myself i am expecting too much.So now, i not like to plan, even planning for me, is just a roughly plan. A simple and not detail plan can make me feel better in dealing with uncertainty if the thing not happend like what i plan. So, i choose to become flexible and linear, like teacher said when in school, plastic ruler is flexible, can bend the shape when you need...

And i recover that i become more and more selfish, and centralize. i use to be a good and nice and helpfull person, offer anything they want, without caring is tat hurting me or not? But i discover that this is a world full of alot of mankind. be a nice person, doesn't mean that people will appreciate.instead, they trying to misunderstand all the thing in negetive way.backstap me.what are their brain make from??so instead, i becom more selfish person, and centralize, and self defent. To protect myself to be harm from other. I can do thing own, you do yours. as long as u do in your area, just don't over area until my space. so i will let you alone, and just live me alone.

utm vote meh today? yalo ho...

today vote??!!??? yalo ho, i forget d.but not mind la, not care also, i m not tat kind so hardworking no class also go fak to tick on a piece of paper, haha.

yesterday i totally get 3 gift, so unexpected, i calling them "gift fall from the sky, raya, fake care"

1st, gift from the sky is i get a model of mercedes benz call "CLK-Klasse Coupe", i not so sure about how much it cost, but lgc said it cost not less. why is from sky? because i not expect to get it although, ha, until cm said i can go n claim, lucky...

2nd, i get a pretty decorative ketupat from the buka puasa dinner with cm and lec, fatti get for me cz i too short d,haha, so, i m a chinese, i somemore get raya gift ( i consider raya gift), nice nice...

3rd, while i busying and finally have the mood to fight for my thesis, cm call said to have celebrateion, i feel like so @#$%^*, make me walk double line, why is fake care? because they will celebrate as somekind of normal event of ourselve each month, but thanks them too, i must learn to appreciate, althogh just a fake care.haha

although i still not start doing my thesis yet, but i very gao liao today...i wash cloth instead of diarhoea,haha. but along the way back to room from the washing room, i m thiking something...when he in LI, am i already start working? if so, if he is far along from me and we not going to see each other for months...did it mean a long distance relationship??? nah, nex year stuff, nex year only start worry...

i create a new slogan for myself today " blue fish, be a caring and strong, instead a burden person ; be a hard working, instead hard 2 work person", wah...like what da bao said, although sometime or everytime i said pointless thing, but i still can voice out very deep and meaningful thing, haha.

gofi help me buy eno leh

today was a really true sick day for me, wake up at 8am, feel so headache and gastric. finally i decide to sit up on bed, and walk like a dead body to grab 2 panadol and gastric madicine, and msg fren i not going to class, and continue my sleeping...while, intercept i got diarrhoea, 1st time feel so watery....=S...then, i am here, good moring...erm, is almost 11.48AM???so late d...
like usuall, i turn on my darling, and start to swim in the net, got 1 fellow send me this thing :

(爱上一个人的7个预兆)　　
1.当你正在忙时，却把手机开著，等著她/他的短信..你已经爱上她/他了　　
2.如果你喜欢和她/他两个人单独漫步..你已经爱上她/他了　　
3.当你和她/他在一起时，你会假装不注意他，但是当她离/他开你的视线时，你会急著寻找她/他...你已经爱上她了　　
4.当她/他受伤或生病时，你会很关心她，替她/他著急..你已经爱上他了　　
5.当她/他和别人要好时，你会感到吃不知其味...你已经爱上她了　　
6.当你看到她/他那甜美的笑时，你的嘴角会扬起一丝得意的笑..你已经爱上她/他了
7.当你看到这篇文章时，心里想到some one

well, i not sure about that. but i preety like to do such 7 thing. if the theory is true, he also will do such thing, haha

wah...today really a " shit " day for me, cause i shit a lot, after eating my medicine, haha.Until now stomuch still abit pain, duno is sub food matter, or the medicine.
Recently i realize that, lgc make lot changes, duno change because of me or other thing, but he seem like change d. become more lgc, and not like a la lak zai tat i name "dota man".so i decide not to complaint too much...and this time, instead of complaint, i comit.haha.
well, this make me believe in him more, from all the thing he done and had said to me, haha. Thanks for helping me mostly when i need. i ald 21th d, people said rm10*2 not enough liao.so i learn how to become more understanding and tolerance. this make me learn somehting that, instead of expecting more and more, why not i appreciate what and all the thing he make sacrify for me, maybe sound not enough for me, but perhaps sound most and already reach his limitation leh?
And got people said to me b4, a man seem to fullfill all his girl demand, i mean respect her decision, bring her go wherever, eat whatever.that is because he cant spare more time to by her side, so he just can make it better in fullfillng wat the girl want. hmm...i will learn how to tolerance and understanding more and more and think from ur side more and more la. thanks for being side wif me ya, until now. love u n miss u

hihi, another 12 minit is my chinese birthday d, and acording to chinese calender, i m 22th years old, consider big girl d.
during my english birthday, i tot he will be the 1st and the last to wish me birthday, but he is not the 1st, and also the last.Well, i think today either, he not yet wish me happy mid autumn, and happy birthday also, sad...well, u is only my nearest, who can listen to me whenever whatever i wan to voice out, not him, not friend.
Small white already leave me two days d, but i still feel abit upset and not familiar with gone of rm60, acording to what kim heng said. both of them mean lot for me,not just rm60.
some time i just not tat like him, cause his mouth very " no keep". everytime he must said someting very bad to hear, and do something weird, sometime will hurt people heart in addition. But he is not aware of that. i think tat is why until now he still not having a gf. i know guys always said " nah, i dunwan a gf"...but it sound like a excuse for me. i don't know other, but for him, i think maybe is his bad attitude toward people around him. honestly, i not have a good impression toward him.
I am a very simple girl, i dun simply dun like anything or anyone, if u do ur business, i do mine, dun over limit, leave me alone i might said. but for him, he make me feel abit not like feeling toward his personality and attitude and also impression, for sure he got do somehting that indirectly influence my view toward him..advice, if you wan to have a gf, u must change ur attitude, and think before talk/speak.
haih...finally...zhong qiu jie kuai le to me...i mean it, and finally i grow bigger. tomorrow onward i must not do something really childish d...happy birthday pws

24 september 2007

So long d, but seem like i still can be familiar with the feeling when he is not so keen in returning a msg. he sure got nothing to say to me, he duno wan to type wat, so straight not replying message. that is why i hate to msn with him.
now, i even got a " whatever" feeling. carol said u will said watever to a person when got no more special feeling toward that person. even hate or love, nothing. now seem like i ald become, watever la, u wan to reply or not reply, u wish i can become independent, so fan zen i is not tat kind cannot survive without you, so y i car so much u can reply or not?
well, think logically, if a person care, he will reply. but invest phsycology...mean u meaningless, and waste of his time...
me still can live without anyone caring, he is selfish, why i cannot? i also a selfish. since i cant force myself not replying a msg, so i just block...no message no reply...easy for my life

i hate him right now 0803062158

since milo die today, i also no have mood to do thing, he also i think. So i started to swim in web, again, i download and watch garfield 2 through xiaoli.cc, and some funny comedy regarding jacky wu through youtube, but it doesn't help me much in reducing my pain of losing milo...while swiming to a blogspot, sported a person's blog, and from his funny blog write, i get to know something...

1. he always "girl girl girl"
2. he have good persuasive skill...experience and learn to persuave girl
3. he know how to cook(this i know ald,ha)
4. he is helpless, or some other mean wasn't helpfull
5. know what he do every single second, never lose himself in middle
6. Mispronounsiation from cook "dessert" to cook "lizard"



while, i agree with statement 1, from the ever the 1st time i meet him, i mindset myself that(cz this is true):
1. don't believe in this guy talking
2. Got a good look faceman, he not have a small heart in doing thing
3. who expert in all skill, but is lauzy in love skill
but, since i am silly, i believe in everything i had stated, but yet still stick with him, HAHA

milo had left me

This morning, i wake up because of a call, told me that milo cant move aldready? i so shock, the name sound so familiar...i can tmake my self going back sleep, milo...milo...milo....y?is it he sick i never notice?is it our fault cz bathing him, and make him gan mao and die?if so, i so guilty, keep make die inocient life, laplase like that, milo like tat, evan ...., so sad, i no have the qualification to take care fo small animal, how to take care my own, and people beside me, people around me? milo...i will miss your brown hair, miss your naughtyness and activeness, miss your expore spirit...you know that i love you and care of you why you wan to go, think back just 2 week after i bring you home...with money...now money fly, milo fly, and mood also fly away with you liao...

sometime i just cannot understand, the are a man kind of creature, if people not follow what they want, they will not happy. they tot they are god of everything, wan to control everything. if like tat, why not everything just do it by own, why u need other people sumore?

life very busy, living in it feel so cannot breath. sometime just need to face alot of people, but they are not understand in you. Sometime there are people who like to order around, stated clear that is out of her/his business, but still wan to control everything, everyone have own job description, doesn't mean that you cannot give idea of thing, but mean once you give the authority to other people, you just need to trust them, if they are wrong, u give idea, if not just follow them.
you are who?if want every thing to do like the way you want, the person you need is a person who do the job as what you order to, what in your mind. but that one is not me.